Chapter 8 What Do You Want Me to Say?

Chen Huchen never thought that the cautious relationship between her and Lin Ze, which was already like a fine batch, would be wrong because of a postcard from Xie Haoyi.

After Lin Ze came back from City A, he basically returned to the state that candidates should have, dormitory-canteen-classroom, three points and one line, Wenhai question bank.

After reading class that morning, Xie Haoyi came to Chen Huchen and handed her a letter and asked her to hand it over to Lin Ze on her behalf.

Chen Huchen pulled the red line of Yue Lao in his mind, which was cut by Xie Haoyi, she reassured Chen Huchen that this was not a love letter, just a postcard with a few words of blessing.

In those years, network communication was not yet fully popularized, and for a long time, postcards set off a frenzy in some parts of the country. There are old people in the twilight who send blessings, and there are young people in their prime who are beating crisply.

Anyway, with Xie Haoyi's assurance, Chen Huchen was somewhat determined. She asked Xie Haoyi why she didn't give it herself, but Xie Haoyi only said that she would give it in person, which was a little embarrassing. Chen Huchen wanted to say something, but the person had already been pushed back into the classroom.

Before class, Chen Huchen took advantage of the fact that everyone was not paying attention to them, and gave the postcard to Lin Ze, and explained that it was sent by Xie Haoyi.

After class, Lin Ze returned the postcard to Chen Huchen and said nothing.

As a result, Chen Huchen was troubled for a morning, how should she explain to Xie Haoyi, what does it mean that it is a girl's mind and is returned? Even the girls who handed him love letters openly in the past, he was not the kind of person who ignored them with a cold face and without saying a word, did not accept them, and gave the most appropriate and least hurtful responses one by one.

Not to mention just a postcard.

But on second thought, there may be nothing wrong with him, he never seems to accept gifts from other girls.

After school, Lin Ze didn't go to lunch, and Chen Huchen didn't go either, she thought about it again and again, turned her head, and looked at the teenager resting on the table.

"Aren't you eating?" Chen Huchen asked in a low voice.

Lin Ze did not respond.

"Do you want me to bring you something? I'm going to be hungry in the afternoon. "He's been a little thinner lately, and he seems to be calm, and his posture is oppressive under calm.

Still no answer.

Chen Huchen pursed his lips and said softly, "Lin Ze." ”

Or silence.

Chen Huchen's voice was as thin as a mosquito: "This is Ah Yi's intention, don't you accept it and give a little response?" ”

As soon as the words fell, Chen Huchen heard a laugh, with a hint of tremor in his voice, low, cold, and not powerful, but a little sad.

Chen Huchen's heart trembled inexplicably, and he didn't say anything more.

Lin Ze raised his head, his expression cold and dazed. He asked her, "What do you want me to say?" ”

Chen Huchen pursed his lips.

Lin Ze leaned back in the chair and looked at her cold eyes with deep and complicated complexity.

"You teach me, how do you respond to her?"

Chen Huchen's mind was vast, and he pinched the cap of the pen to pieces.

And he said, "I will listen to thee." ”

Chen Huchen shook his head unconsciously.

Lin Ze sneered, lowered his head, and when he looked at her again, a pair of clear eyes had contempt written on it, and even his tone changed, low and cold.

"Have you ever tried, in an instant, to find that everything you did was a joke and turned into nothingness?"

"Chen Huchen, before this morning, I still want to be a disobedient child again."

Lin Ze said in the end, the Adam's apple squirmed. He picked up his bag and got up from his chair, didn't look at her again, and left the classroom.

The wind from the fan above the head was too cool, the acquaintance on the camphor tree outside the window was too noisy, and the distance was even farther away, and the students laughing and playing in the school road were too noisy. Obviously, everything is moving, why is the surrounding area still as sad and low as death.

After Xie Haoyi ate, he came to the classroom to find Chen Huchen.

"Why don't you go to dinner? I saw Lin Ze on the basketball court just now, the sun was so shining, he was playing alone. I thought about it, but I still didn't call him ......" Xie Haoyi said as she walked over, and when she got closer, she found that something was wrong with Chen Huchen. "Why do you look so bad?"

Chen Huchen shook his head and said it was okay.

Xie Haoyi sat down in Lin Ze's seat, her body stiffened, and then relaxed, and from the fleeting information on her face, she could tell that it was still a little hot on the chair.

Chen Huchen felt that Xie Haoyi's face was even hotter, and at this moment, her heart suddenly became as clear as the sun.

Xie Haoyi didn't care about Chen Huchen anymore, looked out the window, and asked in a low voice, "Did you give it?" ”

Chen Huchen nodded.

Xie Haoyi smiled: "Thank you." ”

Chen Huchen didn't say anything, took out the "postcard" from the counter and handed it back to her.

Xie Haoyi was stunned for a moment, then twisted her eyebrows and said, "You didn't give it?" ”

"Given." Chen Huchen paused for a moment and said, "He's back." ”

Xie Haoyi took it, opened it, took out a landscape postcard from it, looked at it, and then stuffed it back into the envelope with a gloomy face. She glared at Chen Huchen and said, "You didn't give it at all!" ”

"I gave it, and I said that you sent it."

Chen Huchen won't lie to her, Xie Haoyi knows it himself. She took a deep breath and said, "You also took it apart and looked at it?" ”

Chen Huchen shook his head and said, "No." "No, she probably knows what is written.

Xie Haoyi saw it, and the girl's mind immediately became angry.

"Yes. It's a confession. I've liked him for three years now. Didn't he go back to town in high school? In the future, he will definitely return to the bridge and return to the road, and he plans to be brave in the last days of junior high school, whether he cares about it or not, at least he will have no regrets when he thinks about it in the future. I wanted to give it to him personally. Walking to the door of the classroom and seeing him drawing your back is ironic. I always refused to admit it before, but it turned out to be true......" said with a light and breezy look, Xie Haoyi shook his head with a wry smile, and turned his face out of the window.

When Chen Huchen heard the end, his eyes were sore. The charcoal on the boy's desk, discarded on a sandy white page, straight and sharp.

Xie Haoyi looked into the distance with a lonely expression, and said coldly: "Don't you like him too?" ”

Do you like it?

Who doesn't like that? Why wouldn't I?

Chen Huchen lowered his gaze and muttered, "Don't be angry, I'm not even friends with him anymore." ”

After that, Lin Ze would not turn a blind eye to Chen Huchen, but whenever there was contact and communication, he always stopped there.

His front table, her back seat, was written in the most lovely place in the notebook of youth, and until the day it ended, everyone wanted to build a wall.

The younger students in the first and second years of junior high school, rubbing the light of the third year of junior high school, took a three-day vacation, gave up the classroom, and arranged the examination room.

The high school entrance examination is coming as scheduled.

During the three-day exam, Chen Huchen played extraordinary.

The last subject is English, and in the exam room, there is still half an hour before the end of the exam. After checking the test papers, she put down her pen and looked around, and there were three female classmates of her class in the examination room. She was the first candidate to complete the exam paper.

She didn't turn in the paper ahead of time, intending to sit until the end.

Chen Huchen sat by the window, turned his head, and looked outside. These days, the weather is too good to be described, the wind is beautiful, the sky is blue and the clouds are white. Under the windowsill, the dense camphor tree is still dark green.

He should have finished his exam too, and he was in the exam room downstairs.

Now, whether to leave early, or to pass the time by leaning on the scenery outside the window, like her.

Will he come back to this town in the future?

Don't come, he's been a disobedient kid for three years.

After the final course, the candidates cheered, and the whole school from the examination room to the corridor rejoiced, of course, more than the end of the exam, to celebrate their early holiday.

Xie Haoyi came to Chen Huchen just now and said that she would not go home with her, she had made an appointment with a classmate. Chen Huchen walked alone in the crowd of people coming and going, searching around with his eyes. Suddenly, there was a tingling in her scalp, and her braid was pulled!

It was two boys in the same class, each grabbing her braids.

"Chen Huchen, how did you do in the exam?"

"Hey, I've known you for three years, and I haven't seen you put your hair down and your braids off, let's see ......"

The braid was clutched to death, and he couldn't pull it back, his scalp was numb with pain, Chen Huchen stared at them, the irritability in his heart reached the limit, he raised his schoolbag and smashed it the boy on the left hand, and kicked on the calf of the boy on the right hand side.

The two boys let out a cry of pain and let go of their hands.

Chen Huchen glared at them indignantly, turned around and ran.

"Oh my God, the little white rabbit has become a tigress......"

"Damn, is this a bad test? With such a big temper? ”

The school gate is full of parents who come to pick up their children, and her parents said they would come to pick her up last week, and now they are estimated to be at the school gate.

Chen Huchen stopped, took a few deep breaths, shook his head, adjusted his emotions, and then took a step, stepped to the school gate, and saw his parents at a glance.

Mom and Dad waved at her as soon as they saw her. Chen Huchen walked over and was called "big cousin", only to find that Xu Zhinan was also here.

Chen Huchen looked at Xu Zhinan, obviously a little stunned, and then thought that he should be here to pick up Lin Ze.

Xu Zhinan hasn't seen Chen Huchen for a long time, although she is only one year older than him and Lin Ze, but every time she sees her, she always calls "cousin, cousin", and there is no cousin in her cousin.

Seeing that she didn't react, Xu Zhinan said again, "Cousin!" ”

Chen Huchen was a little out of state, didn't pick up, didn't greet him, hmm, and didn't say anything about it.

"......" Xu Zhinan's face was sullen.

Mom and Dad, you kept asking me word by word, and finally found that she was in a bad mood, and asked her tentatively if the question was too difficult.

Chen Huchen shook his head and said that it was not difficult, and his expression was a little more normal.

Mom still wants to ask, and Dad asks her why the braids are loose? Mom looked at it and simply helped her untie it, planning to go to the car and put it back on again.

Play loose, she muttered. Xu Zhinan looked at her wilting appearance, and listened to her wilting tone, he inexplicably felt a little funny, he couldn't help but look to the side, and happened to see Lin Ze walking towards him.

"Why is it so slow?"

A gust of wind blew by, Chen Huchen's chest tightened inexplicably, and he turned his head.

When she looked back, the wind kissed her, and her long hair spread out, like a flower blooming for a young man.

One summer day when she first met her, she sat cross-legged under a mango tree, taking small sips of water, the glare formed between the leaves, kissing her face, illuminating a soft halo. Her long golden hair was scattered along her smooth forehead like waves, slightly drenched with sweat, and she was discouraged on her snow-white and translucent skin, and there was a kind of love and pity that needed to be filled.

When she heard the voice and looked up at the teenagers who came unexpectedly, her face was as innocent as a camellia in the mountains, her eyes were like a clear spring, and she asked them, who was it?

The young man came from afar, forgot his original intention, did not realize it, and was at peace with himself, so far all year round.

Lin Ze stopped not far away and did not approach. He gestured to Chen Huchen's parents. Chen's father and Chen's mother had a good impression of Lin Ze's child, and they also smiled and nodded at him.

Xu Zhinan said a few words to Chen Huchen and said goodbye to his aunt and uncle, Liang Liuyan felt very sorry for this nephew, and gently asked him to come to the house with Lin Ze to play during the summer vacation.

Xu Zhinan agreed with a smile and returned to Lin Ze's side, at this time, a car stopped in front of them, Xu Zhinan opened the door and sat in.

"Alright, let's go home too." Mom said to her. Dad opened the car door for them.

"Lin Ze!" Chen Huchen shouted, Lin Ze was just about to bend over and sit in the car, when he heard the voice, his back must have been.

Chen Huchen asked her parents to wait for her, and then ran to Lin Ze.

"Lin Ze." She was calling him.

Lin Ze stood in front of her, looked down at her, and did not answer.

"Lin Ze." She pronounced his name.

Lin Ze pursed his thin lips.

"Lin Ze." Her voice was a little uncomfortable.

Lin Ze's cheeks moved slightly, and he finally agreed: "Hmm." ”

Chen Huchen choked in his throat, desperately swallowed his tears into his stomach, put on a look that he thought he was very calm, and said to him word by word: "You have to be good in the future." ”

The boy didn't say anything. At the moment when her voice settled, he had a feeling that he couldn't listen anymore, and silently moved his gaze to the side, and the noisy sounds around him lined his face, as if it were still.

Chen Huchen still wanted to say "I'm sorry", but the words unconsciously became: "You have to be good in the future." ”

It doesn't matter, whether you like it now or not, whether you won't see each other again in the future, it doesn't matter, it's the greatest luck to be able to meet him like this. As long as he's okay, everything is fine.

Lin Ze was still speechless, and he wasn't looking at her, his side face was a restrained and cold look, as if he didn't have the slightest interest in her words, or was still angry with her......

And she just didn't want to face that fact.

"I'm home, goodbye."

Chen Huchen took a deep look at him, turned to leave, took two steps, and stopped, and in an instant, his heart welled up with an unbearable sorrow. She didn't dare to turn back anymore and ran away.

Back in the taxi, Chen Huchen said that he was tired and sleepy, and he fell asleep with his head resting on his mother's thigh, his hair covering his entire face. Mom wanted to brush her hair away and look at her.

Chen Huchen refused, muttering to adjust his sleeping position in his mother's arms: "Don't, the sun is too dazzling......"

Mom didn't move, and gently patted her to let her sleep more peacefully.