Saturday, July 12, sunny weather. Kangding District, City A, Yinghua Road, a private hospital branch clinic.

In a quiet corner of the city, this clinic is not thriving, but it is not deserted, it is cheaper than the general outpatient clinic of a large hospital, the procedures are clearer, and its contact group is mostly middle and low-level patients.

Inside the clinic, the space is large enough, very spacious, waiting room, internal medicine and surgery, operating room, medical staff duty room, compared with the facilities of large hospitals, it is not inferior, and high-end traces can be seen everywhere.

After the silent injection, the young woman couldn't help coughing a few times, came out from behind the curtain, and said goodbye to the doctor in a hoarse voice.

The doctor got up from his chair and handed her a notice to find his son, and bowed his head slightly, hoping that she would pay attention.

"What is this?"

"My daughter."

The woman looked up in amazement.

The doctor seemed to be accustomed to it, and he couldn't find any different colors on his clean face, but smiled slightly: "Take care of your body, don't come to me after taking these three medicines." ”

The woman restrained her expression, said that she would pay attention, said goodbye again, walked towards the door, and after taking a few steps, hesitated, turned around and said, "Doctor Yun, have you worked in a traditional Chinese medicine hospital before?" ”

Yun Ying had already sat back in his chair, and when he heard this, he paused slightly, and nodded, "Yes." ”

After her daughter was lost, Yun Ying quit her job at the Chinese Medicine Hospital, but did not take off her white coat, and six years ago, at the invitation of her senior brother from the university, that is, the director of this hospital, she came to this clinic as an outpatient doctor.

The woman smiled, and immediately noticed something to restrain her smile, and whispered: "Ten years ago, my mother was suddenly ill and couldn't afford the operation, so you paid for the operation for us." I had just graduated from junior high school at the time, and now my mother is healthy. Thank you. ”

Yun Ying couldn't remember, and only smiled lightly in the face of the patient's gratitude.

"Good people have good rewards, and one day, you will be reunited with your daughter." After the woman finished speaking sincerely, she bowed deeply to Yunying.

After the woman left, Yun Ying saw two more sisters and brothers with allergic dermatitis, and then stopped receiving treatment.

Tong Jiaheng called just now and said that he had a fever.

She is not the only outpatient physician in the clinic, and it does not matter whether she is there or not.

I agreed to work here, firstly, because it is not like the emergency room of the Chinese medicine hospital, where I am racing against time with death with high intensity and efficiency, and secondly, because the dean is her senior brother and clearly understands her situation, not only allowing her to go out to look for her daughter three times a year, but also encouraging and supporting her mentally every time she returns from a lost soul.

After greeting the head nurse, Yunying left the clinic and set off for home in a private car parked in a parking shed.

I got home half an hour later, parked my car in the parking lot and entered the house through the back door of the villa. The living room on the first floor was empty, and no one responded after shouting "Mama Li" twice. Yun Ying paused, remembering that Mama Li had taken leave the day before yesterday to go home for a wedding drink.

She turned and went upstairs.

Looking through the unlocked door, the boy's room seemed more unique than his sister's, with car models, puzzles, musical instruments, and all kinds of video games.

To make matters worse, there is also a refrigerator in the corner. The grandson is growing up, and the grandmother is worried that the grandson is too tired from studying, or that he will get up hungry in the middle of the night, so she specially bought it.

Yun Ying smiled bitterly in his heart, calmed his emotions, and walked to the balcony. Tong Jiaheng was lying on the table, lazy.

Behind him, the cloud shadow reached for his chin and lifted his head against himself. The other hand was placed on his forehead to confirm the temperature. At least thirty-nine degrees.

"Where did you get it?"

The boy had slight sunburn marks on his arms and neck.

The boy hesitated and replied, "Playing ball." ”

Yun Ying didn't reproach either, letting him stick his tongue out. She looked at it, frowned, and said, "Go to the bed and lie down." ”

Tong Jiaheng grabbed his mother's hand and stood up and returned to the bed.

"Mom is on leave?"

"You're not looking for your dad? Isn't he on vacation like you? Yun Ying took out a bottle of ice water from the refrigerator, entered the bathroom, and after a while, took out a small basin and put it next to the bed.

"Look for my father, and he will let me find my mother. I also want to find my mother. ”

Cloud Shadow had almost no expression on his face, silently shoving the thermometer under his armpit. Wring out the wet towel and place it on his forehead.

Tong Jiaheng frowned, and Yun Ying lowered his voice: "It's very uncomfortable? ”

Tong Jiaheng wanted to say that it was okay, but when the words came to his mouth, he was forced to say "um", and he was weak. His eyes were fixed on his mother, as if he wanted to see how she reacted.

Cloud Shadow finally had some expression on his face, and lowered his head to kiss him on the face. Tong Jiaheng pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled. Yun Ying stroked his face, took the injection he had brought back from the clinic out of his bag, and sucked the white liquid into the syringe.

Dr. Yun held the syringe in his hand, looked at his son calmly, and asked, "Ass or arms?" ”

Tong Jiaheng replied categorically: "Arm." ”

"No, ass."

Tong Jiaheng immediately turned sideways, he was wearing a vest, which was just convenient for injection. Yun Ying glanced at him, a smile as if amused, and she tried to move as gently as she could, plunging the injection needle into it.

Tong Jiaheng's face was calm, and he didn't frown. He has been like this since he was a child, and he doesn't know if he hurts, I don't know if he is sensible or reckless.

After the injection, the thermostat was taken out and the small LCD display was watched: 39.5 degrees.

Yun Ying prepared the medicine and helped him up to eat.

Tong Jiaheng looked at the two capsules and three pills in his hand, and couldn't help but say, "My classmate has a fever, and I see him eat a lot." ”

"He's got a promotion." Yunying said lightly, handing him the warm boiled water.

Tong Jiaheng took the water cup and smiled lightly: "Is this a cold joke?" ”

"Eat and rest."

"Oh."

After Tong Jiaheng fell asleep, Yun Ying put the melted ice pack on his forehead, then went downstairs to cook millet porridge, and returned to the room half an hour later.

I took his temperature again, 39 degrees.

"Mom......" Tong Jiaheng opened his eyes in a daze.

"It's good to sweat...... Is it okay for mom to wipe your body for you? The clothes are wet. ”

"...... without taking off your pants"

"I don't take it off." Something flashed in Yun Ying's eyes, he was only ten years old.

Wiped down and changed into clean clothes. Tong Jiaheng couldn't eat or sleep, and he didn't know what he was thinking when he looked at his mother.

Yunying sat on the edge of the bed, looking at his son as well. Although he is not in good spirits, his face is still very handsome. Anyone who sees it says that he looks like a child. Yun Ying thought so little, she always felt that her son was like her, but she couldn't say it. And at this moment, Yunying was in a trance, and she couldn't tell whether she was looking at her ten-year-old son or when she was a child.

The boy who hid in the depths of time and never let her down.

Yunying lay down beside her son, gently hugged him, and wrapped her hand around the back of his neck. Her hands are naturally cold, and this time she can act as an ice pack. When she first became a mother, every time she changed An'er's clothes and took a bath, she had to warm her hands with hot water before daring to touch her.

"Mom's ......"

"Hmm."

"You and Dad, aren't you really going to look for your sister this summer?"

"Didn't you say okay?"

"That's grandparents are not allowed, Dad agreed, Mom didn't ......"

Yun Ying smiled miserably: "Are you and your sister accurate?" ”

"Then do you know why I didn't attend summer camp this year?"

"Why?"

"In the past, my sister and I were always at home waiting for you to come back...... While waiting, I wonder what the scenery of the place you go to, and will you meet bad people? Is it dangerous? Is it hard? Last year, I found a map in my father's study and searched all the places you have been on the Internet, but there was no general picture...... Mom, on the day of the holiday, I went to the clinic to find you, and I heard you chatting with Uncle Fang, and Uncle Fang said that he wanted to take Grandpa Fang Yu's ashes back to his hometown in J City for burial. You want to go too, right? Because you and Dad haven't been there, because you think your sister might be there......" Tong Jiaheng muttered, his voice hoarse and serious.

The room air conditioning is thermostatic. Tong Jiaheng had another layer of sweat on his forehead and back, and after Yun Ying silently helped him dry it, he kissed him on the forehead.

Mother and son shared a pillow and looked at each other. Tong Jiaheng brushed the hair on his mother's face behind his ears and continued: "Mom, J City is a tourist city, I told my grandparents that if you want you to take me to J City to play, they will definitely agree." It's just the two of us going, Dad may not be at ease, aren't Uncle Fang and Fang Yu with us? Can't tell him though. We went home safely and brought my sister home...... My sister didn't have time to be angry with me while filming, so I just coaxed her...... This time, I'll go with you, okay? ”

Hearing the last sentence, Yun Ying finally couldn't help it, she didn't say a word, she hugged her son tightly as if she felt pain, and kissed him deeply on the face.

The sky was thin and light, with few clouds and high clouds, and the bright afternoon sun leaked indoors, creating a small circle of light floating on the wooden floor.

She, a soulless person locked in the life of the so-called home, has endured so far, and will open a hopeful tomorrow.

Search.

Keep looking.

This is the only way to escape hell. If even this is strangled by shackles, she is hopeless, and there is only one way to die. She doesn't want anyone close to her, she just wants an affirmation.

Every time she left the house, she said "come on" to her, instead of sitting on the couch coldly and not saying a word.

When she pronounced the word "An", she cast a look that looked like a wistful look, instead of immediately bowing her head as if she had heard a spell.