"When the whip in her hand hit me without any mercy, I felt the pain of the whip, the pain, like a pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, a fever of pain, and a fever. But I turned this pain into love and joy, and as long as I thought that she had struck me with this whip, I did not feel the pain, and all I thought about was her. When she hit me, I wasn't angry at all, I wasn't angry at all, but I thought she was so cute when she was angry. ”

"She has always been so obvious about likes and dislikes, when she likes someone, she can dedicate all her enthusiasm and joy, but when she hates someone, it is like treating me, she can be merciless, to me, completely refused."

"She thought that as long as she was a little fiercer and more ruthless to me, and the strength of the whip hit me a little harder, I lost face on her hands many times, endured all the hardships, and one day I would retreat from the difficulties, but she was wrong, not only would I not retreat in the face of difficulties, when she was heavier than a whip, and when a whip hit me, it was like the helplessness of love in my heart, and like a soldering iron, it left a mark on my body, so deep, so heavy, and heavy to the bone marrow."

"Brother Shen...."

After reminiscing, his voice suddenly became hoarse and low, mixed with deep pain: "In order to get her, I have tried all means, maybe some means are sorry for my identity, so it is difficult for me to raise my head in the capital, but I don't regret it, I never regret it, even if I almost hurt her, I am willing to use the rest of my life to make up for it, but now..."

"Now... After learning the news that she was not alive, I realized that I was wrong, how outrageous the wrong thing was, it turned out that loving someone is her good life, rather than blindly getting her, in order to get her, doing so many things that hurt her, self-righteous that in this world, only she can give her happiness and smooth out all the fantasies she likes. ”

"I didn't understand before, I didn't understand why I was so good to her, why she still hated me so much, I could tolerate everything about her, whether it was tricky or willful. Even, when I saw her with Mo Wuxian in the back, I hated her, I didn't understand, I was so good to her, why did she hate me so much, and she still rejected me, she kept saying that she was the emperor's woman, and she didn't want to affect me, and I was in the official family, but why could she be with Mo Wuxian, that man used to want to kill her. ”

She was willing to follow him without regrets and accompany him. At that moment, I couldn't deny the anger and jealousy in my heart. Why Mo Wuxian can, why can't I, I just want to be by her side, when she needs it, she can turn her head and see me at any time, but..." Shen Yuechi, you said, my heart is not made of iron, I have paid for so long, so many years, and suffered so much cold eyes and discrimination, I can have no regrets, but when other men are accepted by her, I will also be painful, jealous, and jealous. ”

"Or is it that my identity is not as good as Mo Wuxian, and I am not as good as the current emperor, but my heart, no one can compare, I am wholeheartedly devoted to her, my heart for her will never change, I will only have her one wife, and I will be good to her for the rest of my life, but why..."