Chapter 1: Shhh

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It is said that there are many things to learn to give up, but how can it be so easy, in the end it is not a concern.

Stop-and-go.

— Busy and tired.

I want to see what the future holds for me.

— Poor or rich.

I want to know if my future boyfriend is good.

— Excellent or decadent.

I want to know what kind of career I want to pursue in the future.

…………

The more you think about it, the more you think.

Confusion of thoughts.

Insincere.

Whether all the return dates can be exchanged for the desired period. Don't ask why, let the past restrain your bad temper, change your former self that was difficult to look back on, measure the endless kilometer, although you have heard too many repeated truths, but you are constantly tired of the attention around you, and always try to lose the sad parting, but you can ignore whether you can, it is difficult to let go of you.

"In an extraordinary city

Stick to your own ideals

Don't be afraid of today's troubles

Not afraid of tomorrow's unknowns

With transcendent indifference to everything

With the doubts that gradually eased

There is no end to the pace of learning

Look at the new dawn"

May the breeze carry away the dust.

May the warm sun bring hope.

May the spring rain bring new life.

May time be good for me.

Suddenly, I wanted to find a friend to talk about how I've been doing.

I like such a plain life, a simple little luck. That's enough.

Now think about it, one of the things I regret.

On that day, a man on the bus swiped his card, the balance was insufficient, and he turned around and got off the bus without the slightest hesitation. I really want to stop him, I think he works hard and life is not easy, as if I see the epitome of my father. I turned my head eagerly to look at him close to the window, and I wanted to stop him, but my voice couldn't seem to make a sound.

The car was opened.

I have mixed feelings and some regrets. Why didn't you shout in time. Why is it complicated, probably because I think it is not easy for him, I think of my father, but his thin body carries a family by himself.

I wonder if he took care of himself and ate Chinese food properly? I don't know if he ever had the experience of having to ride a car without money.

I regret it, full of guilt.

I was reminded of a friend's personal experience. She said that it was raining heavily that day, and she was stupid and waiting for the train at the station alone.

It was a coincidence that I didn't bring an umbrella when it rained. But I didn't expect something even more unlucky. I finally waited for a car and scanned the code with my mobile phone to pay, but the payment was not successful. Embarrassed, I don't know whether to get out of the car or stand cheekily, and I don't know what to do. The driver said, "Let's come up first." These four words make friends "feel like a new life".

The friend rummaged through the purse, and there was only one dollar, but the master didn't look at her: "Don't forget it, go and sit in the back." My friend hurriedly thanked him and was very grateful.

It cannot be said that this society is kind, at least it is kinder than we think.

I wondered if there were many people in the car that day, and why no one wanted to help. This curiosity is very self-defeating. How could there be no one. I'm just making excuses for my actions.

May your actions be greater than your words, and don't be a giant of words or a dwarf of your actions.

Looking at the download speed on the computer, my mind drifted away.

Thinking a little too much today.

It's not too early.

Good night.

They all say you're good.

No one knows better than themselves how many pounds and taels they have.

I've always taken it as my bottom line that "being good now is only temporary". The excellence in the small circle can only be said to be superficial, like a frog under the sea. Jumping over the wellhead is like being in the sea, and the silence around you is not an exaggeration.

Lonely, restless, small. These three words are very figurative.

Now the better I am, the more uneasy I become, I am afraid of failure, and I am even more afraid of not living up to the expectations of those around me.

I used to worry about small things, and it's ridiculous to think about it now. When you are exposed to more things, the circle is bigger, and you are not angry at the wrong statements of others.

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