Chapter 910: A Dream of Huangliang
"Okay, I know, I'll pay more attention next time, maybe I haven't lived in the countryside, I haven't taken this into account, I always feel that the air here is very fresh, so I ignored this problem, thank you." Shu Yixin knew that he was caring about himself, and after hearing this, he also felt a special warmth in his heart.
No matter when, where, anywhere, he wants to think about himself. Thinking that he treated himself like this, he was still very moved, it seems that he didn't see the wrong person, he was really good to himself.
If he is by his side all his life, then he will definitely be happy.
I don't know if God will be so good to him, to be able to keep him by his side all his life, and to make him never abandon himself.
Shu Yixin suddenly wanted to be a little greedy and wanted him to be by his side for the rest of his life. Would you really be greedy to do this yourself? Will the heavens feel that they are too greedy and then deprive themselves of their happiness?
Actually, I don't want to be so greedy, what I want is very simple, I just hope to be able to find my family and be able to stay with him for a long time, that's all, I just don't know if it can be achieved in the end.
In the eyes of many people, their own thoughts are selfish and greedy, but they really don't feel that they do it at all, what is there to be greedy, they have the right to pursue their own happiness, and at the same time, they just want to be able to find their family and be with their family.
Shu Yixin feels that he is not worried at all, what he wants is only what ordinary people have, generally speaking, everyone will have a normal family, and there is a person who truly loves each other to get married and have children together, so he is really not greedy, but everyone has it.
Because I think this is the most normal, but for myself, maybe I will really be a little greedy, after all, what I have since I was a child is so much worse than others.
Naturally, I can't resent how unfair the world is to me, and I can only face all this calmly.
"What are you thinking, why are you suddenly not talking?" He Yuhe felt that the people around him suddenly stopped talking, as if they were thinking about something.
I really felt such an atmosphere, and my heart suddenly sank, because I could feel that she was thinking about something unhappy.
"I wondered, will I ask for too much, want too much, and lose everything in the end?" Wouldn't it be too much to ask for yourself? In fact, I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this.
"Why are there too many requirements, you have never asked for anything." He Yuhe couldn't understand a little, how could she suddenly say this with the meaning of her words?
I have always disliked her, I am too harsh on myself, I have no requirements, and I have no pursuits, do I still hope that she can ask more of herself?
"On the one hand, I want to find my family and reunite with my family, and on the other hand, I want to stay with you for the rest of my life, so I wonder if God will think that I am too greedy and will not get anything in the end." In fact, I don't know why I have such thoughts, I always feel that I can't be too greedy, and I can't expect too much to be afraid of anything in the end.
After He Yuhe listened to her words, he probably knew what she was worried about, so he smiled at her and said, "I can tell you very bluntly, in fact, you are not greedy at all, and even say that you want too little, after all, family reunion is what everyone has as a normal person, but God is a little unfair to you, so you can lose, as for staying with me for a long time and being together for a lifetime, that is your happiness, which everyone will have, so you really have nothing to be greedy about." "Sometimes I feel that she wants too little, she is not the same as other people who are eager to desire, for her there is really nothing to desire to want, it is really too little.
All along, what she wants is for her to be able to treat herself better, not to have such high requirements for herself, not to want something for herself, just feel that she is too greedy, she deserves all this, so she really doesn't need to think about these things.
She should also think about it for him from her standpoint, after all, what she has faced since she was a child is unfair and lacks love.
It is inevitable that at this time, she will worry that she wants too much, thinks too much, and loses everything in the end, because once she loses, it means that she will be alone again.
I always feel that I am not so relieved, and I always feel that what I have now will be lost one day, and when the time comes, she will have to start again.
"That being said, while all of this is normal, there are times when I think I'm different from everyone else, so I can't be too greedy." If you say that you are the same as everyone else, then you will not become an orphan, and you will not lack the warmth of your family since childhood.
From this point, it can be clearly seen that I am different from other people, and I don't expect that I will have anything in common with others, I just briefly hope to find my family and find my own happiness.
"Why do you always think like this, this originally belonged to you, why do you want to be greedy, don't put too much pressure on yourself, it should belong to you, it will belong to you after all, and no one can take it away." He Yuhe always felt that it should belong to her, and no matter what, it would not be lost.
No matter what, so her final will definitely belong to her, and no one can snatch it away, and no one can take it away.
Just because you don't have it doesn't mean you won't have it in the future. It's only a matter of time, and I'm sure it will be overcome soon.
"But can I really do it? Don't you think I'm too greedy to do this? Shu Yixin said to him with a questioning tone.
There are really a lot of uncertainties in my heart, and I really doubt that I want too much, and I will lose everything in the end.
"You have to believe me, and at the same time believe in you, it's really okay, it's really not greedy at all, and even I think you have too low requirements for yourself." There is really nothing, this originally belonged to him, and she really didn't need to put such a big psychological burden on herself.
In fact, listening to her say such things, I don't feel good at all, if I can help, help her find her family. Maybe she wouldn't have this feeling of gaining and losing, because she was always worried about other things, so she was also afraid of losing.
"So, you don't think I'm being too greedy to do this, and you don't think it's inappropriate, do you?" I have suffered a lot since I was a child, and I have seen these things more clearly, so I am really afraid that the more I gain, the more I lose.
At this time, he was somewhat unconfident, so he wanted to ask him if he was really not greedy at all, and he would not lose what he had.
"No, you're not greedy at all, and it's a good fit." He Yuhe told her very clearly that there is really something wrong with doing this, and don't put too much pressure on yourself.
"Sometimes I really can't believe it, so I'm always skeptical." Maybe for myself, I haven't had so much since I was a child, so when I have it at this time, I'm really afraid that I will lose it.
Don't let yourself feel that this is a dream, after waking up from the dream, you are still alone, and everything is back to the original point.
In the final analysis, what I am most worried about is that I am afraid that he will leave me, I am not so afraid of other things, I can rely on my own efforts, but the loss of him cannot be made up for no matter how hard I try.
"You have to believe that all this is true, even if it's not true, I will make it true, as long as I am here, you don't have to think too much." With herself by her side, none of the problems she worries about will exist, and even if there are real problems, she will solve them for her.
"I always feel good to have you by my side, it's so warm, I don't have to worry about anything." With him by his side, he really doesn't have to worry about other things, because he will take care of it for himself.
"I'm your boyfriend, and it's right to do these things, so don't put too much pressure on yourself, give yourself too much position, you have to believe that with me, everything will be fine." She could not believe the others, but she could not believe in herself, because she would be her only support.
"It's so nice to meet you, I never dreamed that I would have such a boyfriend in my life." I didn't dare to imagine what my life would be like, and I didn't dare to imagine what kind of man I would have around me.
However, when I met him, everything changed a lot, and even said that all this was more perfect than I imagined.
"I also want to say that it's good to meet you, let me find love and find happiness." He is the only one in his life, and he doesn't want to miss it, so thank God for not being so cruel to him.
For his love, he can really feel that he is getting deeper and deeper, and he can't leave at all, and it's impossible to get out.
I don't know when I will become more and more dependent on him, and I like him more and more, in other words, I really sincerely took out a sincere heart to him, but I don't know what kind of ending will I change to the ending.
"In the end, will it be just a dream, and after waking up from the dream, you have to face reality after all." I feel that all this is really too unreal, and I have the illusion of gaining and losing. I want to talk about "No First Love, There is a Secret Love" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "Youyue Literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~