Chapter Seventy-Three: Don't Leave Me Again

On the way back from the restaurant, the two of them had their own thoughts and did not speak. Rushing Rain sat in the passenger seat, reached out and unscrewed the radio, and soothing music came from the radio station, causing the stagnant air to flow.

After returning home, before Rushing Yu could say what had been brewing all the way, Chen Yuyao suddenly pushed her to the wall and kissed her almost fiercely.

In less than half a moment, the torrential rain was breathless. She looked at Chen Yuyao with wide eyes, but there was no blame in her eyes. She knew that he was not happy. It would be a good thing if I could make him happy.

Between lips and teeth, Chen Yuyao pushed her down on the sofa. There was a faint hint of champagne between his lips, oh, it was "Gold."

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She wondered if this was forced to drink. Chen Yuyao was gentle and considerate during the day, fierce and domineering, his palm was as hot as a soldering iron, and the rain where he lingered seemed to be burned, but he still couldn't help but tremble.

After the charm, Chen Yuyao regained his thoughtfulness: "Did it hurt you?" ”

Torrential Rain shook his head and looked back at him, "Why...... Don't do it? ”

Chen Yuyao paused, his gaze firmly fixed on her face, "I can bear all the consequences." ”

"But I can't." "You know, I don't want to interrupt my studies yet. ”

"With me here, you don't have to be afraid of anything."

The corners of Rushing Rain's mouth twitched, and in the end he didn't say anything, and closed his eyes.

"Do you want to come out and talk?" The next morning, Rush received a message from Situ Que, "I can tell you everything you want to know. ”

"No need." She replied, "If there is anything you want to know, I will ask Chen Yuyao." ”

"He? This is the last part he wants to mention. Situ Que said, "You can't be afraid of me, so you don't dare to come out?" ”

Yes, I'm afraid of you. Think about what you did with the rosary, how can you not be afraid?

She replied coldly: "A gentleman does not stand under a dangerous wall. ”

"Don't let the preconceptions against me make you miss out on more and more important things." Situ Que said.

"Anything else?" Rushing Rain asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Do you have anything else to say? You can talk about it all together, little uncle. "After the lure is over, it should be coercion. She wanted to see how Situ Que could force her.

But Situ Que was just silent for a while, and said, "Don't regret it." ”

"Actually, I want to ask my uncle, do you regret treating a woman who really loves you?"

"Overwhelmed, there are also people who take care of one or the other." Situ Que said lightly.

Rushing Rain felt that it was unwise for him to continue to discuss this topic with him, so he said, "Hunting is understandable, but feelings are not. Hope you're doing it well. ”

"You admonish me?" Situ Que smiled, probably because he didn't think she had this qualification, but for some reason he thought she was quite interesting, and couldn't help but say more: "We are actually a kind of people." ”

"With you, how dare you." Torrential Rain replied coldly.

"The only thing I love the most is myself." Situ Que said, "If something hinders our happiness, it will be eliminated as soon as possible." ”

"'Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs' It is you, not me." Rushing rain said, "Also, it's not that heaven and earth are unkind, it's that you are unkind." ”

"Just hate me so much for hurting Gu Dianzhu?" He called. Torrential rain went to the balcony.

"No, you hurt far more people than Gu Nianzhu." Torrential rain said. "How can a person who regards feelings as hunting be satisfied by catching a rabbit?" She paused, then sent another one, "From the moment you pick up your shotgun, all you think about is to hunt a bunch of prey. Although you won't admit it. ”

"Don't think you know me well." Situ Que warned her, revealing a slight gnashing of teeth.

"I don't know about you, but I've seen fishing in fishing villages." "The fisherman builds a net to catch a bunch of fish." ”

"Your analogy is interesting." Situ Que said, "You are Jiang Taigong fishing, the hook is straight, but you are waiting for a big fish." At the beginning, your grandfather said that you plucked radishes in the vegetable field, and you picked up the big ones. ”

"Don't always compare you to me, I can't compare." Torrential Rain said, "Is there anything else?" If it's okay, I'm going to be busy. ”

Situ Que immediately hung up the phone with a "bang".

Until the end of the Dragon Boat Festival holiday, Chen Yuyao did not mention that he was going to take the rain to see his mother. On the last day, when Chen Yuyao came back from his busy work, Rushing Yu took the initiative to talk about his future plans, "Actually, I plan to work as soon as I graduate." Moreover, I didn't think about going abroad. ”

"Why are you in such a hurry to work?" Chen Yuyao slowly sat down on the edge of the sofa, teasing the turtle.

"I want to be self-reliant." Torrential rain said.

"It's not to pay it back, is it?" Chen Yuyao stroked the shell of the turtle, "You know I won't want it." ”

On this matter, they will never get along. Torrential Rain sighed, "I hope to be a partner with you to 'support' each other, instead of always letting you unilaterally 'help the poor'." ”

"I just hope that you can always be there for me." Chen Yuyao said, "And you didn't want to stay with me to live a hard life." He was silent for a moment, then said, "You might as well consider your uncle's proposal." Go to the UK to study ......"

"The premise of going is to get engaged to you right away?" As soon as the words came out, she realized that she had lost her words.

"You don't want to?" Chen Yuyao looked at her with deep eyes.

Rushing rain didn't speak, turned around to leave, but was pulled back by him, "You answer me." ”

"Yes, I don't." Rushing Rain's voice was quite calm, "I feel, that's not an engagement, it's a contract of intent...... If you get married, that marriage certificate becomes a 'deed of sale'! ”

"Smack!" Before the words of the torrential rain fell, Chen Yuyao slapped him on the left cheek. She covered her hot cheeks, looked at Chen Yuyao lightly, and didn't say a word.

Chen Yuyao looked at the slap he had just thrown out, and couldn't believe his impulse just now, and there was some regret in his expression.

"Xiaoyu ......" He was at a loss, trying to reassure her.

Torrential rain silently pushed him away and returned to his room, lying with his back to the door and his clothes.

Chen Yuyao followed in and hugged her from behind, "I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have done anything to you. You...... Forgive me, okay? ”

Rushing rain didn't reply, and said softly, "I should have thought of it a long time ago - serving people's bowls and being managed." It doesn't make you breathe. But she can't be angry, her physical condition doesn't allow it. In case she faints and is hospitalized, she owes him even more.

"Xiaoyu ......" Chen Yuyao felt powerless, and raised his hand to touch her cheek, but she gently avoided it.

"If you don't want to see me now, I'll leave for now." He said.

Until he changed his shoes and went out, the rain didn't say anything to keep him. Chen Yuyao closed the door, stood in front of the door for a moment, and then left.

As soon as he left, Torrential Rain packed his things and went back to school. Before leaving, they fed the turtles, they all needed to calm down, and there was a dispute, and there was no reason for the turtles to starve innocently. Although she knew that it was okay for the turtle not to eat for a while, she didn't know when Chen Yuyao would come back to this house.

Nearly a week after the start of the summer vacation, the torrential rain was still in the school. She told Chen Yuyao that she had applied for a driver's license and would not be able to return until at least August. Chen Yuyao said that it was the same when he returned to S City for the exam, but Rushing Yu refused, saying that it had already been carried out to subject 2.

When a month passed, Chen Yuyao came to pick her up, only to find that the rain was not dark but she was very thin.

"You haven't eaten well, have you?" He couldn't hide his distress in his eyes, "I should have thought that which canteen master wouldn't go home on vacation during the summer vacation?" There is nothing to eat. ”

"Yes." Rushing rain said softly, "Lanzhou ramen." ”

Chen Yuyao couldn't get angry, "Do you eat every day?" He knew she didn't like noodles.

Rushing rain didn't want to talk much, so he sat in the car and looked out the window.

Chen Yuyao sighed lightly, leaned over to fasten her seat belt, and then fastened her own, starting the car and hitting the road.

When I arrived at the high incidence of traffic jams in the middle of S City, the car immediately stopped moving. Out of boredom, Torrential Rain turned his head out the window. In the car blocked next to him, Zhai Yi sat in the back seat. In detail, sitting in the front row are Zhai Yi's parents.

At this time, a family of three traveled, probably going to a restaurant somewhere together. In the past, when the weather was too hot, Zhai's mother was often not very happy to cook.

Rushing rain was about to retract his gaze, but Zhai Yi seemed to feel something and looked over here.

The moment their eyes met, both of them were stunned.

Rushing rain immediately prepared to look away, but Zhai Yi turned his head first, leaving her with an indifferent silhouette.

She smiled self-deprecatingly and turned her head to look straight ahead. The traffic ahead had already begun to move, but Chen Yuyao was holding the steering wheel motionless, and the rain couldn't help but remind him, "You can go." ”

"Oh!" Chen Yuyao looked like he had just woken up from a big dream.

The weather was too hot, and when I got home, my clothes were soaked as soon as I stopped when I went into the house to change my shoes.

"You go wash first." Torrential Rain said, "I'm slow. ”

Chen Yuyao turned on the air conditioner and said, "Just after washing, you have to change the air for a long time, you wash first." ”

Seeing that he insisted, Rushing Yu stopped refusing, the corners of his mouth twitched, he said "thank you", took his nightdress and towel and went in.

Chen Yuyao's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she didn't know why she wanted to let the two of them be so separated.

After the rain came out, he immediately went in, and when he came out of the shower, the rain had already entered the bedroom. The vertical air conditioner in the living room was still there for him, and he turned it off as soon as he raised his hand. When I opened the door, I found that the temperature in the house was not as cool as the living room, the air conditioner was not turned on in the torrential rain, and people were standing on the balcony to blow the wind.

He walked over and blew the wind with her for a while, but he still felt hot.

"You go in." Torrential Rain said, "I'll stand a little longer." ”

"There's watermelon in the fridge, do you eat it?"

Torrential Rain shook his head.

"I found that you ...... when I came back this time" Chen Yuyao wanted to speak again, and finally he said: "If it's because of what happened last time, I apologize to you, if you are not angry, you can call back......"

"Don't mention it again." Rushing Rain said lightly, "Don't mention the previous things again." ”

"Okay, let's talk about later." Chen Yuyao turned his head to look at her, softly, with a hint of pleading and uncertainty in his tone, "Will you never leave me for the rest of your life?" ”

Lifetime. Rushing Rain's eyelids moved invisibly, "I don't know. ”

Sorrow flashed across Chen Yuyao's face, and then he said word by word: "You can't leave me for the rest of your life." ”

"Is it an order?" The rain squinted at him.

"No...... It's a request. ”

"Brother Yuyao, in fact, I am not a woman who is comfortable with IKEA, or even the kind of careerist you hate the most." "I've always wanted to be a person. Thinking about when I can ...... on my own"

"What kind of person you are, I know very well. IKEA, or careerist, you can be whatever kind of person you want, I ...... Joy. ”

There is no word "love" in S dialect, and "joy" is the greatest degree of like, which has the same meaning as the word "Zhongyi" in Cantonese.

Rushing rain burst into tears at some point, and choked up: "You don't have to be so wronged by yourself. ”

"Maybe it's my mother." Chen Yuyao said, "Once you love, you are very stubborn and will not let go easily......"

Torrential rain wiped away tears and looked at him.

"My parents divorced when I was very young. Uncle and I ...... I had a bad relationship with the man I called 'Daddy' until I was five years old," Chen Yuyao's narration was plain, but it sounded full of sadness that had not penetrated into the bone marrow in the torrential rain, "Also, he has always looked down on his uncle's livelihood. Falling in love with my mother was an accident. When they fell in love in college, he didn't know that his mother's family was in the underworld business, and later he had me and ...... ...... with my sister" Chen Yuyao choked up and couldn't go on.

Younger sister?! Torrential Rain never knew that he also had a sister!

"Later, they quarreled forever because of differences in background and concepts, until when I was five years old, they divorced. Then I fought for the custody of my sister and me, and the man said that if we were left with our mother, we would sooner or later be affected by the style of my uncle's family, so he wanted to fight for all of our custody, but my uncle was not so good...... Because I was a boy, in the end my custody was awarded to him and my sister to my mother. ”

"That'...... And then? Rushing rain knew that something must have happened to her sister.

"I had to divorce because I hated that person, so I broke up one of our good homes, and I ran to my uncle's house by myself. My uncle praised me for my temperament and changed my surname to 'Chen'. My mother was in grief, neither working nor going out, relying on my uncle's money to raise our brother and sister. Even if I had to go to school, she would make sure again and again that I was going to sneak back to my father. When I'm in a bad mood, she hits me and hits my sister. When you are in a good mood, you will take us to buy delicious food and clothes...... Later, she sucked D. There is no more good food and good clothing, because she is always in a bad mood.

Once D addiction is committed and there is no D injection at hand, she will smash the things in the house, pick up a piece of broken porcelain either for herself or for my sister, and force me to find 'that' for her. I went to my uncle, but instead of letting her continue, I chained her and told me not to say it, or we would never see her again...... My sister was so frightened that she cried. I went to middle school in a flash, and my sister, who was three years younger than me, was also in the fourth grade, and she cooked all the meals at home, although my uncle gave us a lot of money, but we didn't dare to hire a nanny, for fear that my mother's affairs would be spread.

Gradually, my mother was no different from a normal person, and we unchained it. My sister and I thought that the family's doom had finally come to an end...... One morning I went to school as usual, but when I came back...... Chen Yuyao trembled, "my sister had been hacked to death by my mother with a knife...... ...... face"

Rushing rain suddenly thought of watching "Heaven and Dragon Slayer" with him when he was a child. Zhang Wuji took the four girls to the Ice and Fire Island, and when he saw Zhou Zhiruo doing whatever it took to get the sword and sword, and then scratched the spider's face, he suddenly couldn't stand it, and ran outside the house and leaned down and began to retch.

Rushing Rain chased after him and leaned against the door frame, looking at him almost vomiting out his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, and was frightened. She thought Chen Yuyao had an incurable disease.

Chen Yuyao turned his head and saw that she was young, her eyes were full of worry, and she squatted down with red eyes and hugged her in her arms.

Now that I think about it, I must have regarded her as another little lady in my memory.

Like when he hugged her, she turned around and hugged Chen Yuyao, who was crying silently.

"My sister is gone...... Mom was also taken away. Chen Yuyao said, "My uncle couldn't concentrate on taking care of me, he hadn't married at that time, and he was afraid that the enemy would find me, so he sent me to Jinxi...... Then I met you. ”

Rushing rain gently caressed his back and murmured, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

"Can you always be there for me?" Chen Yuyao said, "Even if one day, you are tired of the relationship between us, please stay in my sight, okay?" ”

"Okay, I promise you."