Chapter 281: Eternal Life and Eternity
"Peace, farewell!"
I heard his voice, saw his eyes open suddenly, and his last smile before disappearing.
The shackles that bound him were completely broken, and the tree, the vines, shattered into powder, and fell into the void at his feet.
I panicked, I wanted to catch him, I wanted to stop all this, but I was fluttering, where could I do anything?
I didn't feel pain, I didn't feel pain, but the emotions in my mind, those unsolvable, indescribable emotions, tore me apart in an instant.
I don't want such a result!
This is not the result I wanted!
I never wanted him to die, I never did!
Why?
Why is this happening?
The withering of flowers and trees, the withering of the colors of all things, my originally vibrant world is only a void.
The wind was still blowing, and I felt like I was standing in a storm, letting it go, but not wanting to dodge.
If only I could die!
If I die, will I not have such and such feelings?
Never be born again, never come back to life, completely, die in the present, be buried in the present.
"Tranquility!"
Someone was calling me.
I turned back and saw the woman running towards me in the void, gentle and lovely, as if she had seen it there, and as if she had never known her.
"Come back!"
She reached out to me, and I looked at her, not moving, just standing there silently.
"If you don't come back, you'll die!"
She was in a hurry.
I laughed, isn't that what I want?
"I won't want to see you like this all the way!"
Between us, in a black rain of smoke and lightning, lightning and thunder, she never came in, and I didn't want to go out.
Looking up at the sky, it was so dark that there was no end, and there was an abyss under your feet.
I touched my chest, where something seemed to be beating, surging, and the irrepressible pain instantly pulled me back to reality.
I took a deep breath and suddenly opened my eyes, and what I saw was the face in the dream, the face of the woman.
"It's okay, you'll be fine!"
She put her arms around me and let me lean on her shoulder, and with her other hand, on my chest, she comforted me softly.
"Han Feifei?"
The name came to my mind, memories of many years ago, and began to refresh in my mind, and I remembered the two maidservants who appeared in my carriage from the first encounter.
I gave them names, and they accompanied me and protected me, even when I went to steal the so-called elixir and fell off the beam, thinking that I was going to die, it was the two of them who saved me.
I fell and fell bloody, and they were also covered in blood all over the room.
At the end of that life, I lost consciousness completely before I could say thank you and tell them what had happened.
In my later memories, many times, there was someone with me, she was gentle and considerate, good-looking, no matter how eccentric and arrogant I was, she would never give up.
That person is Han Feifei, Han Yunduo is very busy, she is always with me, and in so many sad days, she is the only one who will be gentle with me.
I remember.
Those past, those things.
In the first life, the elixir I stole became a part of my soul, and it took me back to the world quickly and had a life in the next life.
In the next life, I remember everything, and I remember the betrayal and protection.
In the first life of my rebirth, not long after the destruction of the Xianlin Kingdom, Linglong personally killed the emperor, and together with the wolf demon clan and the cat demon clan, slaughtered a large number of people and horses of the tiger demon clan.
None of the people in the capital of Xianlin Kingdom survived, but they left comfortably with soldiers and horses, and got a glimmer of life.
Later, he recovered the frontier and established a new kingdom, in the new kingdom, he made a covenant with the demon clan, and since then, there has been a covenant between humans and demons.
The demon will withdraw from people's sight, and people will also burn the record of the demon, the secret of eternal life.
The year I was reborn was the child of an unfavored concubine in the palace.
At that time, An Yi had passed away for many years, and even An Meng also stepped down from the throne and lived in seclusion in the deep palace.
When I was eight years old, I secretly went to see him, and I was already old and confused, and I no longer remembered the past, nor did I remember the people in my life.
In his last years, the only name that he could remember when he was awake was the name Langhua.
Langhua is the wife hired by An Yi for him back then, the daughter of the deputy general, innocent and bold, with some heroic courage.
Kyoto was in turmoil, but Langhua did not escape and was buried in the fire.
Mama Yang and Anxin couldn't escape.
At the end of those memories, the faces that are still fresh and warm, when they meet again, they are already crawling with the wrinkles of vicissitudes, and even have stayed in that time.
In that life, until I was thirteen years old, I didn't encounter a goblin again.
The memories of my past life, I can't say, I can't pretend to be innocent, and I can't do it.
In that life, my mother was a wretched wretch, and I became a person who was undisciplined and always punished to kneel in the ancestral hall.
Amon died when I was ten years old, and three years later, the frontier invaded, and in order to keep the peace of the frontier, the An dynasty accepted the request of the relatives.
In this harmony, I am the unlucky princess of harmony.
No accident, I was stuffed into the carriage out of the jam.
That is the border of southern Xinjiang, the further forward, the more lush the mountains and forests, the more arrogant the insects and snakes, and many of the accompanying soldiers, many of them were bitten by poisonous insects, and even poisoned because of food.
The road to Wakinokuni is getting longer and longer, and while climbing the last mountain, we finally come across something like a youkai.
It was a group of leopard spirits, hiding in the deep mountains for many years, eating some passing mountain people and tourists, not knowing much about the outside world, seeing our group of friendly people, it was the first time to meet so much food.
They went on a killing spree, leaving only me and a few servants, saying that they were full of food and that they would keep it for a few days before eating.
It's just that in the past few days, the elders of the demon clan who realized that they had committed a big taboo and broke the agreement between humans and demons chased after them.
The closest thing is the wolf demon clan, and that's the first time I've seen it all the way after many years.
Dressed in white, his long hair was braided into small braids, tied back and coiled with jade, and the soles of his feet were a pair of black boots, holding an umbrella and a red umbrella in his hand.
The leopard demons trembled, and the maids who accompanied them were also dizzy with fright, stupid, and crazy because they saw the beast turn into a human, and I was the only one who was so awake that I couldn't be sober anymore.
The first thing I did when I realized he was all the way was to hide.
There's no reason, I just want to hide.
I don't know how to face him, let alone what kind of face we can see each other, even recognize each other, with the betrayal, the shame, and the despair and hatred that are entangled.