Chapter 32: Moonlight is like water
In the past, Tong Le would accompany Yunying back to live from time to time, and his clothes accounted for almost half of the country. Yun Ying wanted to get a set of pajamas, but when she rummaged through the clothes, she saw the sleeveless T-shirt and sweatpants that Tong Le often wore when he was young.
She couldn't help but think that she hadn't seen him dressed like that in a long time.
The two years of secretly falling in love were also the most critical years when Yunying really began to understand Tong Le deeply. Tongle is a person born with a golden spoon, since childhood family and beauty life worry-free, naturally masculine and excellent people, in front of outsiders are always bright and beautiful, high and peaceful, calm and alienated. It's just that in front of Yun Ying, he is an older child who is alive and well. He loves to play, likes to linger at night, loves extreme sports, every time he harasses Yunying, he pulls her to play with him like crazy, and the naughty boy who harasses his classmates in school and frantically brushes his sense of existence is exactly the same.
Of course, he couldn't bear it anymore, and when he was in a big rage, Yun Ying also locked him out of the door like all the teachers, and didn't allow him to come close for half a step. The "bad student" finally realized his mistake, but he was a little dead-eyed, and he actually stood outside the door for twelve hours, not sitting down for a second.
Collapsed on her bed with cramps in her legs, wrinkled her eyebrows and grinned, "If I know that I am wrong, I will definitely make you feel that I really know that I am wrong." ”
Yun Ying looked at him coldly and said, "Oh, the so-called knowing of mistakes turned out to be through self-harm, persecuting the other party's conscience and gaining sympathy. ”
The hard-mouthed and soft-hearted description is probably a woman like Yunying, looking at the appearance of a man who really knows his mistake lying on her lap obediently and sleeping, in addition to pity, where is there any resentment at all. Actually, it's not that I'm tired of his appearance as a big boy who never grows up. Yun Ying herself is a dull and single, pursuing a dull person, and the vibrant, energetic aura on his body is yearning and indulgent in her heart.
More importantly, her love and trust in him is enough to make her believe that one day in the future, she will not be able to move forward, and he must be the one who carries her on her back.
Time has proven that he is the right person in a way.
When she is weak, he only loves her fragility and tears, the abyss, he can't catch it, and he will fall down with her, no matter how deep she falls, he will accompany her.
Yun Ying finally took the pajamas, pushed open the bathroom door, put the clothes on the shelf, and picked up the bath towel. Tong Le turned off the shower, shook his head, and wiped his face.
After Cloud Shadow went over to dry him, he put his changed clothes and the clothes he had changed with the children into the washing machine.
"Let's eat." There was food in the kitchen, and Yun Ying thought that he hadn't eaten yet, and the children had just come to her to eat and take a shower.
Tong Le didn't say anything and walked out.
Cloud Shadow washed his face, and when he turned to go out, he saw the pajamas on the shelf, and paused for a moment to reach out and pick them up and return to the room.
Tong Le sat on the sofa in front of the window and looked at her.
"Skipping meals?"
"Not hungry."
Cloud Shadow walked straight to the closet, opened the door, and tossed for a while.
Then turning around, Tong Le sat on the sofa, looking at the bottle of red wine in his hand.
Cloud Shadow stopped as he unbuttoned his shirt, then trotted over, jumped on his lap, and snatched the red wine, but his hand was empty, and he raised his hand high to prevent her from taking it.
"This is what my sister left me, I can't drink it!" This is my sister's beloved red wine, and my sister kept it here when she went abroad, saying that she would find Ruyi Langjun in the future, so she came back to celebrate with her.
Tong Le said: "Leave it to you, isn't it left to me." ”
Yun Ying couldn't help frowning when he looked like a fool, and reached out to grab it again.
Tong Le leaned back on the sofa, his hand reached behind the sofa, and the wine bottle hung in the air. He held it as if it was going to fall in the next second.
Yun Ying couldn't reach it and didn't dare to move, and said calmly: "Don't make trouble, give it back to me, I'll give you what you want to drink, this can't." ”
Tong Le was unmoved, looking at her face in the moonlight.
Under the silence, the fragrance of bathing on Tong Le's body is particularly clear. Cloud Shadow put her arms around his neck and pressed his forehead against him.
Tong Le put one hand around her waist, and her voice was low and hoarse: "Then remember my sister, I shouldn't have forgotten what I promised my sister......
Cloud Shadow didn't speak, and pressed his lips against him.
The night was long, and the moonlight was like water.
The bottle of red wine on the small round table next to the sofa stomped as if forgotten.
Yunying's skin was already white, and with the moonlight, except for the shadow that enveloped her with children's music, her whole body was like white porcelain and bright.
"Wife......" Tong Le's voice restrained her, and every word restrained her trembling, "The children have only one mother, and I only have you ......"
"There is a college student volunteer group in City A, which goes to poor mountainous areas across the country every summer to do public welfare activities, a few months ago, I got in touch with the head of the group and explained the situation to him, if I have time, I can join them at any time......"
"Do you think I'm going to die if you say that? It's me who has been asking for you, but Yunying, you haven't pushed me away once......"
"I have already told my children that I will not live at home in the future, as long as I am in City A, I will be a good mother and take care of them wholeheartedly......"
"I won't let you go, can you leave me?"
"I'm going to ask my senior brother to resign tomorrow, I can't stop where I am, otherwise I'll be in too much pain......"
They no longer make up the surface, nor do they hide their tears, they seem to be disorganized, they talk to themselves, they don't listen to or care about each other's feelings, but in fact, each other's voices are in their hearts.
"Why are we Tong Yu'an's parents? She's been torturing you, how can I love her? ”
"I can't listen to my mom and dad, I can't go out a few times a year, and when I come home, I have to live a normal life and let the children grow up carefree, as you ask...... I've tried, I really can't help it, I'm just a psychopath, I see Hao'er so happy, you all love her so much, connive her, but I feel that she has replaced An'er, you are all sorry for An'er...... She is also my daughter, and I only want to love her when I find the feeling of An'er in her...... I'm such a madman......"
"I know you don't want to ...... that"
"I know that Hao'er likes Hui Qiao very much, Hui Qiao still has expectations for you, Mom and Dad also like Hui Qiao, even I think Hui Qiao is very good...... I wish you well, I wish the Tong family well, if possible, you must firmly seize that opportunity......"
The sky on a summer night was far away, the moon had disappeared into the clouds at some point, and the room suddenly merged with the night.
Yun Ying stroked his face in the dark, and said quietly: "I can only leave home after divorce, I have to walk on the road to feel that I am alive, you are by my side, I am worried that one day I will not even be able to hate you......"
"Brother." Cloud Shadow wrapped him tighter with both hands, putting all the weight on him. "I can't be with you anymore. You have to take good care of the children, be filial to your parents, and if I can't do it, you have to do it well. ”
The night air and breathing, the touch of the skin, the heavy and broken feeling in the ears, intertwined and melted together to form a gravitational force that spread from the side. Tong Le's heart is like a boat that has lost its anchor in the center of a huge whirlpool, which is gradually pulled back by this gravitational force, and falls into the edge of a black hole again.
His hands were tightly tied around hers, trembling slightly from the exertion. It's like chasing the only bit of starlight in the universe.
I don't know how long it took, but the moon never appeared again. The surroundings had been blocked by deep darkness, and Yunying hugged her husband and looked out the window. From time to time, a breeze crept into the room, and her hand was behind his head, stroking it again and again.
"Say sorry to my mom and dad for me. I can't say it right now. When An'er returns, I will personally apologize to them. ”
"My sister really hates me, and my brother hates me too. I told them that I would try to find time to come back with them. My sister said that no matter where I was, she didn't want to see me, and my brother said that he didn't care about me and didn't care about me...... It's really like their sister said, Dad is a good dad, and Mom is a drug queen......"
Yunying smiled bitterly silently, her face was cold, and her husband didn't say anything, just used an ice pack to cool her aching cheeks. Her hand caressed his face, wet, and trembling slightly like his body.
"Girl, come, tell my sister, what kind of man do you want to love in the future?"
"No matter how bad I am, they won't hit me."
Tong Le's hand shook, and the ice pack slid down to Yunying's face. She subconsciously wanted to take it away, but her husband's face was close to her, buried in the crook of her neck, and cried bitterly.
Yun Ying understood in her heart, and silently hugged her husband.