"That day was the first time I came to the Jiang family, after meeting your uncles, I sneaked out to play alone, played a little clever, avoided those who have been following me, and then came to the river unexpectedly, children, they all like to play, I saw you in the water, you may not believe it, I still think you accidentally fell." Feng Xuanyi didn't know when, and Jiang Yufei walked side by side, with nostalgia on his face.

"Yes, one is six years old, the other is four years old, I can't imagine how you have so much strength to drag me up," Jiang Yufei showed a smile on his face, looking at Feng Xuanyi, who was also smiling.

"Hehe, I don't know, but when you woke up, you suddenly hugged my neck and cried, and your snot wiped me." Feng Xuanyi's eyes seemed to have the scene by the stream again.

"So, in order to get revenge on me, you married me as a baby?" Jiang Yufei said suddenly.

"No, what do children know, the family brought me here at that time to marry the two families, so many girls stood in a row, several of them I think are sixteen or seventeen years old, and they still look at a six-year-old doll of mine, you say disgusting, I only know you, so I choose you," Feng Xuanyi smiled, looking a little embarrassed.

"Let's call this childhood sweetheart, and the two have no guesses." Feng Xuanyi added.

Jiang Yufei wiped his tears and continued to walk forward: "In the family, especially the big family, it seems that under the light of the Holy Spirit, it is the darkest.

Thank you too, so, I was trained by the family family, living in the best house, eating the best meals, practicing the best exercises, using the best Yuan Shi, everyone saw me with a smile on their faces that seemed to be the happiest in the world, you know, these, I just hid in the corner, watching them once reveal to those who need to be stammered, I never had the luxury of expecting it, but because of you, I have it. ”

"Even that almost unfamiliar face smiled at the long daughter and the short daughter often appeared in front of me, it seemed that in just one day, I became a princess, and for a moment I wondered if I really died after jumping into the river, and then reincarnated."

"Yufei ......"

Jiang Yufei stopped and looked at Feng Xuanyi, who wanted to speak and stopped: "But I am the only one who knows what is hidden behind those hypocritical faces, the entire Jiang family, there is no one I am nostalgic for a long time, and the so-called family affection has been buried in the soil with the death of my mother."

I practiced desperately, tortured myself desperately, I was afraid that this was only short-lived, it was a dream, I couldn't wait to use all the time of the day, I didn't dare to waste the slightest, until I found out that this was true, they wanted to use me as a link with the Feng family.

So, the demon in my heart began to spread, I beat the entire Jiang family of those who had bullied me and looked down on me, they dared not speak out, and no one in the family blamed them, and there were even adults who came forward to blame them and encourage me to play well, ridiculous no, it was obviously my fault, it was me who was unreasonable, at that moment, I even hoped that someone would come forward to blame me, punish me, and let me know that I was still part of them, not a beautifully packaged gift ready to be given. ”

"I got the nickname of a tigress, more and more arrogant, but no one knows how uncomfortable I am behind the rampant, I keep telling myself that this is not the real me, but, there is another voice telling me, you are strong, others are weak, afraid of you, dare not bully you, you are weak, others will overwhelm you, bullying you again.

Therefore, in front of others, I will always be proud and complacent, like a man is not like a man, like a woman is not like a woman, you have made me, but it has also harmed me, I also know in my heart that everything I have now is all dependent on you, which makes me feel inferior, but it is a fact that can never be changed. ”

I am at odds with all the people in my family, and I know how they scold me and curse me in the most vicious language behind my back, but when I walk in front of them, they greet me with a smile on their faces, the entire Jiang family, is lying to me, even myself is lying to myself, I would rather this is a dream full of lies everywhere.

Sometimes, I want to escape from this family, to escape from your inferiority, I admit that I am willful, and even want to die outside, but, why are you so good to me, so unkind to me, it should be me to please you with a smile, I am afraid of losing all this, you tell, why? ”

Feng Xuanyi looked at the excited Jiang Yufei, and felt unusually sad at the moment: "Maybe it was the time you hugged me and cried when I was a child, maybe it was me in the Jiang family, and I pointed out that you want to be my future wife, your stupid and cute appearance, I knew at that time that I wanted to protect you, not let you be bullied, not make you sad, happy, in fact, for so many years, I have also enjoyed myself, you just treat me as a masochist." ”

After Feng Xuanyi finished speaking, Jiang Yufei suddenly burst into tears and laughed, but soon his mouth pursed again.

"Thank you, Brother Xuan Yi, I thought I could always be so willful, but for so many years, I have never thought of harming anyone, even those in that clan who have bullied me and even hid in the secret to harm me, I know, but I haven't exposed them.

However, Su Yan was killed by me, I never thought of harming him, in Pingyang City, I was rude, you and he were obeying me, taking care of me, and letting me mess around, especially watching him make all kinds of things, it felt so novel.

At that time, I was thinking, what kind of person is he, until that drunk, Brother Xuan Yi, you may not believe it, after I woke up, I looked at you and hugged me, I was not angry, not at all, and even a little sweet.

But I'm used to being willful, and my temper is always going to be released, even if I see him call me a tigress in the message, at least, at this moment, I feel real and equal.

Even when I met Su Yan at Shangguan's house in Zhongzhou, although I was babbling on the surface, I was very happy at that moment, he was already another friend I really longed for in addition to Cousin Jing'er, Sister Shangguan and you.

Brother Xuan Yi, I have too few friends, I can believe it, only the three of you dare to believe it, I just want to play with him, I never thought about harming him, watching the secret realm collapse, watching him being forced into it by me and poisoned to death, at that moment, how I regret it, I hurt him, I hurt him, it's all because of me, Brother Xuan Yi, I dreamed of him several times at night, and came to me with a bloody face, I really didn't mean it, I didn't mean it. Jiang Yufei said at the end, crying silently, Feng Xuanyi hugged her over, leaned on his chest, and his eyes were red.

"I know, I know."

Gu Jing, who was not far behind her, watched the two suddenly hug each other, her eyes widened at the boss, and even the petals that had just been picked at the corners of her mouth fell off in shock.

What the heck?