By the way, before I died, I saw myself ...

I see myself standing in front of myself ...

No, that's not me ...

What is it exactly?

"You're what Jean imagined... A beautiful low voice sounded faintly, like a bolt of lightning piercing the sky, illuminating the girl's memory, and the past poured in like a tide, and she saw the dusty past.

She's not Jean.

To be precise, she is not human.

Who is she?

When did you first appear?

Oh yes.

Was it that afternoon? Is it when you should be happy when you learn that you are about to get married, but you can only cry sadly and helplessly?

Raised in the boudoir since childhood, obeying the teachings of her parents, strictly abiding by the three and four virtues of the woman, only looking forward to being able to find the wishful husband, from this point of view to the eyebrows, husband and wife love, but all the girl's hopes for the future after receiving the paper marriage contract, turned into a bubble with a rainbow shadow, and burst with a light touch.

The Ruyi Langjun, who is looking forward to it day and night, is actually the young master of tuberculosis in a big family, and the marriage contract is only for the seriously ill young master, and the rich dowry has become a symbol of glory in the eyes of the parents, and the happiness of the daughter thereafter is not so important in the face of huge vanity.

Despite the girl's reluctance, she was finally dressed up and sent to her husband's house, and the husband's family held a ceremony. Like a prisoner, Qin'er changed from one cage to another, and from then on, she could only continue to be locked in this deep house, not seeing the light of day.

Come to think of it...

The first time he appeared was at that ridiculous ceremony. Qin'er was wearing a hand-sewn wedding dress, and the stitches and threads of the embroidered phoenix wedding dress that dragged the floor seemed to still carry the expectation of the night sewing at that time, and at this moment, it was not the husband who was about to live hand in hand, but a big rooster.

As a bride, Qin'er wanted to laugh wildly and cry violently, but in the end, she could only hold all the joys, sorrows and sorrows in her heart, and there could be no expression on her tranquil face except for a smile.

It was from that time on, Qin'er's gaze passed through the big rooster in front of her, frozen at a certain point in the void, that there was a self that no one else could see, a self who could laugh wildly, scold, and cry, Qin'er looked at the empty self with a smile, doing what she didn't dare to do and saying what she didn't dare to say.

Qin'er is disgusted with herself in her heart. The girl thought to herself. 'The rude, disobedient self is diametrically opposed to the Qin'er who has received three obedience and four virtues since childhood. She must not want to see herself, but she must see herself all the time. ’

Because the days that followed, it became more and more bleak, and the seriously ill husband finally left, which may not be a good thing for Qin'er. But the gloomy atmosphere of her mother-in-law's family is so overwhelming that she is often out of breath, her only son is gone, the young and beautiful daughter-in-law is still alive, the suspicion and contempt in the eyes of the high-ranking mother-in-law, so that Qin'er often has to call herself, it is from that time on, she knows all the things in Qin'er's heart, her unwillingness, her anger, her grievances, her longing, like an endless river pouring out, gradually, she has her own thoughts, seeing Qin'er with tears, like seeing herself crying, angry, Unwillingness, grievances, and these emotions from Qin'er have all become her heart.

When did it start changing?

Oh, by the way, the time the revolutionary army entered the city.

It was also the last time she saw Qin'er.

The family's escape did not count the new daughter-in-law, and when Qin'er saw the firewood in the courtyard and her parents who had not seen her for a long time, her face showed obvious despair.

If there is anything more desperate than a good young young man who is widowed as soon as he gets married, it is probably so.

There are hundreds of people up and down the two families, not only did not half of them come out to dissuade them, but they even praised and praised such a "martyr's act".

"You have no heirs, and you should die with you when your husband leaves, but I didn't expect you to live alone in the world. But it doesn't matter, we will give you another chance, you can go with peace of mind, and after you self-immolate Mingzhi, we will give you a chaste archway and a martyr's stone monument, so that future generations will respect you, this is your glory. ”

The mother-in-law of the husband-in-law almost gritted her teeth and talked about it, making her understand that her life was even worse than a stone in their eyes.

Qin'er's eyes were fixed on her mother, hoping that she could say a word close to herself, but in exchange for 'Qin'er, remember what your mother taught you, the daughter's family must do: unmarried from the father, married from the husband, the husband from the son, the most important thing for a woman is innocence and self-respect... ’

The flames that soared into the sky were like a huge and dazzling red lotus, eroding Qin'er's five senses, what they were still saying, she couldn't hear it anymore, and she didn't want to hear it anymore. The pain made her twist and wail, and the hatred in her heart awakened her other self, the shadow that accompanied her day and night in the deep house.

"My home is the place where I am killed, my family is the murderer who killed me, time can't erase my hatred, and the karmic fire of hell can't burn my hatred, you are me, you take my hatred to do what I want to do but can't do, go. With my hatred lives on in the world.

"Oh, by the way, I remember who I am, I'm the shadow of Qin'er." The clouds that covered the girl's face were finally removed, and the faintly visible figure slowly became clear, and the face covered by withered grass was like a bottomless black hole, absorbing any light.

Finally understood, why she covered her face with long hair like withered grass, where did the shadow have a face, even if it was pretended, the black shadow could not have a human face.

"She wants me to live with her hatred, to live forever... The shadow hugged his head and wailed in pain, and just now, Jiang Li held the Yin World Seal and hit the shadow fiercely.

"Ah~~~" The shadow let out a howl of pain, and a trace of white smoke rose from its body, but it was not like in Mengfu before, the skin was open and the flesh and blood melted as quickly as snow met the sun.

I can't die ... I can't die ... I want to live for her with hatred... Before a few people could react, a raging flame erupted around the shadow, but strangely enough, the temperature of the flame was as cold as ice and snow, and as soon as it got closer, a thin layer of hoarfrost formed on its body.

"Just let her go, okay?" By the time everyone reacted, the stage was already empty, and so many things had happened, leaving no trace.

"My Netherworld Seal can't kill her, she doesn't belong to the world or to the underworld, but maybe she won't come out to harm people in a short time." Jiang Li said softly.

, holding the scarlet Yin World Seal in his hand.

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