"I didn't even see him." "And it's not him who I'm donating, it's his mother." ”

"Do you want to be nosy?" Chen Yuyao became unreasonable again, "Do you think that if you do this, he will dislike you?" ”

"I don't need him to appreciate me, I don't even need him to know." Rushing Rain lowered his head, "When Jin Zhijie wanted to invade* me, he broke into the door and saved me. At that time, I made up my mind that I would definitely find an opportunity to repay him...... Seriously, when the hospital called me, I was quite surprised, maybe this is the arrangement in the dark...... I should pay his debt. ”

Chen Yuyao said angrily: "What is your own physical condition, don't you know? ”

"The doctor will approve of my donation, and I must have met the criteria." Torrential rain said.

Chen Yuyao narrowed his eyes, "I'm going to check, which doctor instigated you?" ”

As soon as Rushing Rain heard it, he became angry, "Chen Yuyao, can you not be angry with others in everything?" Speaking of "anger", she thought about Gu Rosary again, and asked, "You just said, what happened to your rosary?" ”

"I just handed her over to Situ Que." Chen Yuyao said lightly, "Even if there is anything...... It's just Li Dai Taozhuang. ”

Rushing rain slowly widened her eyes: "You ......" She suddenly felt that she had never known Chen Yuyao. After a long time, she got up and said, "You send me back." ”

Chen Yuyao looked at her with an unrepentant look, regretting that she didn't really do something to Gu Nianzhu and let her know that it was amazing.

"Don't you have to discuss such a big matter as donating marrow with me?"

"I'll talk to you......," Rushing Rain muttered, "you won't agree." ”

"So you're making your own decisions about everything?" Chen Yuyao snorted coldly, "Don't forget, you're still my fiancée!" ”

Rushing Rain looked down at the engagement ring he had just brought yesterday, "Didn't you say that marrying you will have more freedom?" "That doesn't seem to be the case," she said to herself. She paused and walked towards the door: "At least my own body, I have absolute autonomy. ”

Chen Yuyao snapped his fingers, and the door was closed from the outside.

Torrential rain changes color: "What are you going to do?" ”

"A lesson for you." Chen Yuyao's expression couldn't be seen clearly in the dim light, but it made her shudder. "As I said, people tend to remember good things less deeply than nightmares."

When Torrential Rain came back from Jinxi, he had been suffering from a fever. She dreamed of pitch black, and she was drowning in the icy water. She was helpless, and even felt the irritation of cold water pouring into her nasal passages, and her hands and feet struggled violently in the water. But every time I struggled, I had to be poured a big mouthful of water. And so on and so forth. "Help...... she hated and was terrified of drowning, "Brother Yuyao...... Save me...... "No, Brother Yuyao won't come to save her." This time, it was he who pushed her into the boundless Black Sea.

"Light rain...... Wake up, ......" came a call in her ears, but her eyelids were too heavy to open them. Maybe she knew who was calling her and didn't want to open her eyes. Exhausted by the torrential rain, he slowly stopped struggling, and the world in his dream suddenly became unusually quiet, except for the sound of water constantly hitting his eardrums.

She had several scenes in her mind: one was a dream she had after watching "Thumbelina" when she was two years old, like a toad stealing Thumbelina, a big turtle sneaked into her home on a spring night and sank to the bottom of the lake with her on her back. I don't know why, she suddenly felt that the turtle in her dream was a turtle.

In the blink of an eye, she was on a bluestone pavement. This road is high and low, straight forward, jagged pillow river people. As she walked, she heard a cry. The cry seemed to capture her soul, and she followed the cry to look through a dilapidated stained window.

The woman who only existed in the photo, Mei Yu, reached out and touched the baby who was crying beside her, and slowly shed a line of tears. This scene should not exist in her memory, but it is clearly presented in front of her eyes,

"Do you regret it?" She asked Mei Yu, looked at the baby in swaddling clothes, and smiled bitterly: "Do you regret bringing her to this world?" ”

This day is the beginning of winter. Plants and trees wither, stinging insects are dormant, and all things tend to stop. She didn't know why she was here. The bluestone slab was gone, and everything around him was covered with a vast white mist.

At the beginning of winter, wait for the water to start ice; Second, the ground begins to freeze; The three pheasants enter the water as a mirage. Rushing rain felt that she should return to the water, and she slowly walked towards the water, and there was no pain in her heart, and she seemed to see her late grandparents smiling at her. Everything in front of me became blurred...... The heart is like a gray wood, and the body is like an untied boat. Suddenly, a powerful thrust lifted her out of the water, and the rain opened her eyes.

"The patient is awake...... white figures overlapped, and a black figure appeared by the door, and the rain was unable to make out it, and closed his eyes again. She knew she couldn't enter the mirage and was pulled back into the world.

Her stomach seemed to be far away from her, and she didn't feel hungry at all, and despite drinking so much water in her dreams, she felt thirsty. Someone appeared at the head of her bed, and Rushing Rain felt him lean over and hug him carefully, as if he was afraid of breaking it, and his movements were both light and soft.

She opened her eyes and saw Chen Yuyao. Faced with the heartache and remorse in his eyes, Rushing Rain just turned his face away. Suddenly, she asked in a hoarse voice, "How did you become Wu Zixu?" ”

Chen Yuyao grew a lot of white hair overnight, and he was shocked when he looked in the mirror in the morning. He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Maybe it's retribution." ”

Rushing rain didn't look back, still looking in the direction of the window, she asked Chen Yuyao, "Should I take the opportunity to pretend to have amnesia?" ”

In this way, both people can face each other well.

"Xiaoyu ......," he said with difficulty, "even if we don't pretend to have amnesia, we can start all over again." ”

Starting from scratch is not the same as starting from scratch. From the beginning, it is something that has never happened before to act at this moment. And the main thing is to pretend that nothing has happened and start over again.

But if you do it all over again, will the ending be different?

Personality dictates. The end is inevitable.

Rushing Rain asked him, "I don't have the right to say 'no', do I?" ”

"Light rain ......" Chen Yuyao choked. After a while, he finally calmed down and said softly, "Of course you can refuse." ”

Rushing Rain turned her face to look at him with a slightly surprised expression, she thought she had misheard.

"Nothing is more important than your happiness and happiness." Chen Yuyao seemed to have made up his mind, his voice was deep and painful, "If it makes you so miserable by my side, then you can leave me." ”

"Okay." Torrential rain said.

The light in Chen Yuyao's eyes dimmed suddenly, but he still smiled hard.

"I promise you." Seeing his appearance, Rushing Rain's heart ached, and she changed her mind almost instantly, "Let's start all over again." ”

With just this sentence, the light in Chen Yuyao's eyes was lit up again, like a galaxy hot, and the brilliant brilliance was only reflected on the face of the rushing rain. The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, but he finally lowered his head, closed his eyes and choked up and said softly, "Xiaoyu, thank you." ”

Even if she was with Chen Yuyao, she chose the endless night, and she admitted it. She couldn't bear to leave him there alone.

Rushing Yu looked at the gorgeous hair on his head that had been born early because of her, slowly stretched out his hand, and his fingers fell on his brow, which he always locked unconsciously, and stroked it gently, "When I saw you for the first time, I thought, how can I make such a good-looking young man untie his brows and smile?" She laughed and burst into tears, "And then I'll be your heel." It looks like you're calling the shots, and I'm following you. Actually, you are a white rabbit who knows nothing, and I am a little gray wolf with ill intentions. I've always thought I'm going to knock you down one day......"

Chen Yuyao gently wiped away her tears for her, and followed her words and asked, "Then what do you want to do after you fall?" ”

"Give him lots and lots of carrots, and let him follow me from now on."

Chen Yuyao smiled, "What a grand wish." After a pause, he added, "But it came true." ”

She kissed his eyebrows gently, and Chen Yuyao closed his eyes and her eyelashes trembled slightly. "But I will always open my eyes all night long, and repay my life for not raising my eyebrows."

Ancient poems are so great that they can show the hearts of today's people. Chen Yuyao's heartbeat missed a beat, but he just restrained himself and touched Rushing Yu's head dotingly.

He had never said anything in love, but when he heard it, he still couldn't help but boil. After all, I couldn't hold back my mouth, but what came out was: "What do you want to order?" I can buy them all for you. As soon as the words came out, he regretted and felt embarrassed. It turns out that the way he expresses his love has become so cheesy.

Rushing Yu was stunned, and then said with a smile: "I want you to buy me a Tao Xun again." And ......," she pointed to her throat, "I want to drink water." ”

"Oh, good!" Chen Yuyao hurriedly got up, poured the hot water in the thermos flask into the sweet white porcelain, and fed it to her with a small stainless steel spoon while talking about Tao Xun: "I will definitely buy you a better one!" ”

Torrential Rain swallowed the water, felt a lot more comfortable in his throat, and said with a smile: "I believe this." ”

It was a Saturday when I was discharged. Rushing rain was going back to school on weekend afternoons, and made an appointment with a rosary to visit S University. This time, Chen Yuyao happily let him go.

The conservatory where she attended was not on the old campus, so it was her first time here. But because the access card is universal, she went in smoothly with the rain.

There aren't too many people on campus on weekends. A group of people on the basketball court were playing basketball, and there were two or three middle-aged people who looked relatively old, and I don't know if they were teachers. If young people are sweating and youthful, then they may come to review their youth. In the pavilion sat a young girl, nibbling on an apple while reading a thick reference book. And on the lover's slope, there is a little couple snuggling up to each other and whispering sweetly.

That's what college life should be like – sports, academics, love, simplicity and purity.

Rushing Rain sighed with emotion, and sat down with the rosary at the café of S Big. The name of the café is beautiful, it is called "The Fragrance of Scholars on the Other Side". As usual, she ordered a vanilla latte, and the rosary ordered a caramel macchiato.

"What do you think of the S headquarters?" She asked.

"Antique, with a sense of historical precipitation." Rushing Rain said, "How is your campus?" ”

"It's going to be more modern." The rosary said, "If you want to see the square tower and the red mansion, you can only see it here." ”

"Oh." Rushing Rain lowered his head to drink coffee, and there was a brief silence between the two people.

In the end, it was the rosary that opened his mouth first, "When are you going to leave Chen Yuyao?" ”

Torrential rain stirred the coffee, avoiding the rosary's gaze, "I'm giving up on this idea." ”

"Why?" The rosary put down the cup and saucer in his hand, "Chen Yuyao, Situ Que, these are not people we can afford to provoke." ”

"Where can I go without him?" Rushing Yu raised her head, her eyes gradually covered with a layer of mist, she smiled and took the hand of the rosary, "You are my best friend, you know all my affairs - leave Chen Yuyao...... I don't have any relatives in this world. Her voice trembled, "Rosary, in fact, I really want to have a home. A complete home that belongs to me, where I can rest and heal when I am in trouble, and someone I can share with when I am happy......"

"But he can't give you a sense of security." The rosary interrupted her gently.

Torrential Rain paused, and then smiled: "I can't give it to him either." "A sense of security is a thing that can only be self-sufficient.

"Looking at you, it's like looking at me at the beginning." The rosary sighed, "I know you won't listen to what I'm saying now. But I really don't want to see you sink deeper and deeper...... Promise me that if you need help, you will let me know as soon as possible. ”

Rushing Rain nodded, "Thank you, Rosary." ”

"Tell me about this." The rosary gave her a strange look.

"That day, did Situ Que embarrass you?" Torrential Rain stared at her intently.

"Nope." The rosary doesn't look like it's lying, "Give me food and drink, and allow me to answer the phone." But they just looked at me and didn't let me go anywhere. ”

"If you don't go home, uncle and aunt will ......," Rushing Yu asked worriedly, and the rosary interrupted her with a smile, "You should still be in junior high school." They didn't look after me like that anymore...... Unless, trying to force me to death. ”

Rushing rain breathed a sigh of relief and at the same time was a little envious of the rosary. When she talked about these willful and casual tones, she actually had a kind of determination and confidence that she was loved by her family.

"That...... There is one more thing...... "Ai Ai is authentic during the rosary period," the Zhai family has always wanted to know who the donor is......

"You didn't tell Zhai Yi, did you?"

"I haven't ...... yet" the rosary seems to have a sense of persuasion, "At present, my aunt has no rejection reaction, I think it ......"

Rushing Rain looked at her solemnly, "For a year, donors and donees are not allowed to meet. As the daughter of the head of the hematology department, don't tell me, you don't know this rule? ”

Rosary's mother, Wen Fang, is an expert in the hematology department of the tertiary hospital in S City. At the beginning, she also contacted Rushing Rain, although it was a businesslike tone, but Rapid Rain could feel it, and she was very busy planning for Zhai's mother's illness. She thought that the relationship between the two adults of Zhai Shen must be good. The reason why she is a behind-the-scenes hero is that in addition to not wanting to see Zhai Yi again, she also hopes that the rosary will one day get what she wants.

After all, she only has a boudoir close friend, the rosary. She sincerely hopes that she will be happy, and of course she also hopes that Zhai Yi can be happy. Even if the two of them couldn't get together in the end, she shouldn't have appeared in front of Zhai Yi again knowing that the rosary was concerned about Zhai Yi.

Some people still forget about each other, it will be better.