【32.】

Shen Duo looked at me and was a little aggrieved: "I came all the way and skipped a day's class. ”

"Hey, why are you skipping class, you kid!" I said, "You're a sophomore in high school, so important!" ”

After finishing speaking, I also felt a little high-profile. I couldn't help but laugh.

He took my hand: "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Am I talking like a patriarch?"

He was stunned, and then laughed: "Aren't you my eldest patriarch." ”

I didn't speak. Shen Duo looked at me and suddenly asked, "When did you fall in love with me?" ”

He asked me this question more than once, but I was speechless each time.

"Why do you suddenly ask that?"

He raised an eyebrow: "Suddenly?" ”

I'll be honest: "Sort of." ”

"But I want to ask you every day."

This honest kid...... It's love-hate at the same time!

I wondered how I was going to answer him, because I couldn't even explain it myself. What does it feel like?

Both scared and expectant.

"I know what you're afraid of." He said suddenly, looking at me closely with so many complicated emotions in his eyes, I didn't know why he always seemed so distressing, "I'm three years younger than you, and you're always afraid of this." And me...... I admit that my history is not innocent, and I have too many complicated relationships to get rid of. You're afraid of getting hurt, and you hate trouble. Liu Jia, I just want to tell you, I will always wait for you. Wait until you fall in love with me, or ...... Wait until you don't love me. ”

My heart jumped for such a sentence, and I didn't feel it in a long time.

I looked at Shen Duo for a long time before asking, "Why are you so stupid?" ”

He pursed his lips, not knowing what it meant, but it gave people an inexplicable sense of determination. He didn't say anything, not even answer me.

I always don't believe him, and I think that he is a boy like him, at most, just a temporary freshness. But then I realized that between us, it was often me who wavered.

It was really boring to stand like this, and I didn't feel as focused as him, so I pointed to the door of the dormitory: "I'm in, you should go back to class quickly." ”

"Liu Jia......" he said, "I'm not in a hurry, I have enough time and patience to wait for you." It's just that you promised me, please don't forget. By your side, there will always be my place, it doesn't matter if you don't love me, but I don't want you to forget me. ”

His words always moved me, and I nodded, my eyes slightly warm.

"I don't force you, in fact, I'm more anxious than anyone else, but this matter ......" he smiled helplessly, "You love me, I can't be in a hurry." Besides, if I'm in a hurry, you won't be able to see sincerity. ”

I nodded: "I see, I'll think about it seriously." ”

Shen Duo smiled and touched my hair: "You're too tired, Liu Jia...... I can't bear to see you like this. ”

If a woman can meet such a man in her life, she will clearly know your joys and sorrows, and be sensitive to your joys and sorrows. This life is enough.

His outline stayed in my mind, gradually becoming clearer and clearer. If you don't know it, you will run out. Whether it's love or not, I don't know.

But I know that there can't be only love in life.

I have to think about too much.

I was very low all day, and even Tao Hao couldn't help but scold me: "Poor toss!" This day, what a superb. I don't know what you think. ”

I uncharacteristically did not quarrel with her, but said very sincerely: "Tao Hao, he is bound to return to Beijing in the future, can I follow him?" There are so many incompatibility between us, how can I use love as a shield? If love is gone in the future, won't I be injured and incomplete? ”

Tao Hao waved his hand, looking very impatient: "I'm too lazy to pay attention to you, how can love be so calculating?" Playing at home or going out shopping? ”

"Let's see." It was like I was saying to her, and I was saying it to myself.

In the days that followed, I was alone abroad, and when I dreamed back at midnight, I always sighed, I didn't have many days with Shen Duo, why did I have to toss it?

When I went back to the dormitory at night, I saw a familiar figure, and my eyes widened in disbelief: "Shen Duo!?" ”

He smiled, still in the same clothes as in the morning: "Coming back?" ”

"Why are you ......" I couldn't speak, shocked.

"I'm starving." He smiled lazily, "Is it okay to go out to eat?" ”

I walked over in three or two steps and grabbed his arm: "You stayed for a day?" ”

He looked at me and didn't speak, and I was anxious for a moment and asked again, "Is it?"

He shook his head: "No, I just came." ”

Ghost believes!

Tao Hao passed by my side and patted me on the shoulder: "If you toss the old lady again, I'll beat you!" ”

I was speechless, completely speechless at Shen Duo's wayward actions.

"Let's eat." He looked at me as if he was flattering.

"Let's go."

Nice place to go, very secluded environment. The feeling of two people sitting in a private room is really awkward, Shen Duo is probably a frequent customer, and the manager of the hotel personally entertains him.

"Childe, are you still the ones you usually order?"

Shen Duo handed me the menu: "Let's see if there is anything you like to eat?" ”

Where do I have the heart to look at this? Besides, I believed in his taste very much, and shook my head: "You can order it." ”

"Add me a few more desserts."

The manager nodded respectfully, full of servile appearance. I said in my heart that Shen Duo is just a child, is it so scary?

"Childe, what's the drink today?"

He thought for a moment and asked, "Is there any freshly squeezed juice?" ”

The manager's face was embarrassed, and he was swept away by Shen Duo's gaze, and immediately replied, "Yes." What flavor does Childe drink? ”

Shen Duo looked at me, I felt very sympathetic to this manager, so I shook my head: "I don't like to drink juice, just bring me some tea." ”

As soon as the words ended, the manager looked at me like a lifesaver.

"Okay. Then let's have a pot of tea. After he finished speaking, he thought about it and added, "Good tea." ”

"Does Childe drink?"

He looked at me, "Can I drink it?" ”

"Whatever."

"Red wine is fine."

The look of this manager reminds me of the manager of the bar, all with the same expression of worship. After the manager closed the door, I gossiped and asked him, "Why are they so afraid of you?" ”

"Afraid of me?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Yes! Don't you feel it? ”

He smiled: "Then aren't you afraid of me?" ”

Bah!

A kid three years younger than me dares to ask me if I'm afraid of him!

It is one of the best restaurants in the city, and the food is delicious. I couldn't wait to swallow my tongue, Shen Duo wiped the vegetable juice that flowed from my mouth for me, crying and laughing: "Can you eat so violently?" ”

"It's delicious!"

He didn't eat much, he was just drinking. I don't know if he's drunk or not, because his face is normal, but his eyes are getting brighter and brighter, and it's amazing.

"How delicious is it?"

How do I have to answer this... It's not like he hasn't eaten it.

"You'll find out if you taste it yourself!" I didn't even look at him, and I ate intently.

"Hmm." He agreed, "Try it for yourself." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, my face was turned by his hand. His handsome face magnified in front of my eyes until I held my breath.

Shen Duo only had a superficial taste at first. Gently pecked my lips.

I pushed him: "Shen Duo." ”

He became even more violent, and I was firmly fixed in the chair by him, unable to move, and I don't know where he got so much strength.

His tongue came in, scratching my teeth, and finally the whole tongue was entangled.

"Don't ......"

My resistance was so insignificant that he didn't even bother.

Shen Duo's lips gradually moved down, and my shoulders finally fell apart. Itchy, I couldn't help but scream, and it was like this sound that stimulated him. Shen Duo bullied up, half leaning on me, one hand around my head, and the other hand tightly holding my waist.

I couldn't help but sink into this kind of love.

Shen Duo, when will I have the courage to tell you out loud that I love you?