Outside the small window, the rain kept falling on the banana leaves, and the dingding dangdang seemed to hit the tip of the heart, and there was an inexplicable sadness.

Although it was already spring, the cold was still pressing, Xia Yuhua stood firmly in front of the window and looked at the rain-shrouded world outside. She only wore a wide undershirt, but her thin body didn't feel the slightest chill, and there was no reflection.

The room was extremely basic, with no half-decorated objects except for a few essential items. Even the sheets on the bed were very thin. Everything was extremely incongruous with this originally spacious and atmospheric room, and the emptiness smelled of desolation.

"Miss, go in and sit, it's too cold in front of the window." The only maid, Feng'er, reminded her master distressedly that in the past few years, the young lady's body has been worse than day by day, and even a decoction is rare and thoughtful if she is sick, but she can't withstand such a toss.

But Xia Yuhua didn't pay attention to it, and still stood there. From time to time, another woman viciously taunted and insulted behind her, if it had been before, she would have rushed up and tore Lu Wushuang's mouth to pieces, but now, as if she hadn't heard it, she didn't bother to answer.

Suddenly, with a "bang", a teacup shattered in response, as if carrying the anger of the person who smashed it, and the porcelain and tea instantly splashed and quickly spread around.

"Xia Yuhua, you are really calm, I scolded you like this and didn't even react at all, this is still not the unstoppable Miss Xia at the beginning?" After scolding for so long, seeing that Xia Yuhua didn't react at all, and didn't even look back at her, Lu Wushuang was so angry for a while that he had to smash things to vent.

"It's rare that you're not acting today, so why not let you say a few more words." Xia Yuhua finally turned around and looked at the person who was once regarded as his best sister very calmly.

In the past few years, she has long ceased to be the former Xia Yuhua who was held in the palm of her hand by the father of the great general Wang, who was arrogant and domineering, and acted willfully. The cruel reality almost smoothed out the last of her edges, and also made her realize how naïve and ridiculous her former self was.

Xia Yuhua's calmness deeply stimulated the anger in the depths of Lu Wushuang's heart, she stood up suddenly, rushed directly to Xia Yuhua's side, pulled the person over, and yelled while shaking: "Aren't you still dead?" Think there's still a chance to get his forgiveness? Dream about you, he threw you into this hellish place, and he didn't ask you anything! If it weren't for the royal face, you would have been swept out of the house with a letter of resignation! You haunting slut, why are you disgusted like this and still occupy a seat in the main room? ”

The main room? Does everyone think that she really cares about such a name? Xia Yuhua suddenly felt extremely sarcastic in her heart, she didn't laugh angrily, and the faint arc of the corner of her mouth outlined an indescribable mockery: "I'm already dead, to him, to you, and myself." ”

"Do you think I'm going to believe it? Think about the stupid things you've done! Since the age of thirteen, you have been pestering him, even if you know that he hates you, you will marry him by any means. Do you think he'll love you that way? Do you think he's the kind of guy who can be at the mercy of others? ”

Lu Wushuang shook off Xia Yuhua, pointed at the tip of her nose and roared: "He is Prince Duan's favorite son, the emperor's most optimistic royal heir, and the perfect son admired by the famous ladies of the entire capital." What qualifications does a worthless and shameless woman like you have to be worthy of him? Only then will you say that you are dead, who are you pretending to show and who are you pretending to be! ”

"You're right, it's me who is too self-conscious to force something that doesn't belong to me."

At the mention of these, Xia Yuhua couldn't help but feel a tingling in her heart, she took a deep breath, looked at the angry woman in front of her steadily, and said funny: "I used to think how passionate and brave my love was, but the reason was that I didn't even have humble qualifications. I loved him desperately, but in the end, all I got was double his resentment and disgust. ”

She looked a little choked, and the corners of her eyes were covered with a slight layer of moisture: "For this stubborn and ridiculous love, I have paid the most painful price." Now, I really regret it, if I hadn't been so willful, if I had listened to my father's advice, if I hadn't been so selfish, maybe everything would have been different now. ”

She didn't want to remember too much, but the memories kept coming back bit by bit, after marrying him, he didn't even look at her a few times, ruthlessness and indifference are easier to kill people's hearts than any sharp weapon.

Without her husband's favor, even if she has a false name in the main room, she can't match the snobbish hearts of the people in this compound. And the sudden death of her father made her suffer from the heat and coldness of the world and taste the warmth and coldness of the world. Even the most humble minions dared to spit in front of her, and the most timid subordinates dared to disdain her.

She used to be angry, sad, and hopeless, and now she was only numb.

"That's a nice thing to say!" Lu Wushuang laughed incredulously, she hated to see Xia Yuhua's current appearance the most, as if she had seen through everything, it didn't even matter whether she was happy or sad, and it seemed that everything could no longer control her state of mind.

She would rather see this slut noisy, beating and scolding, so that she would be happy in her heart, but now that this slut has completely changed, it really makes her quite annoyed and angry: "What's the use of being dead, you harmful spirit, you should die!" ”

"There is nothing in this world that can make me care, so why is it difficult to die?" Xia Yuhua sighed slightly, but turned to a rare relief, as if he thought of something, and his eyes showed a relief that he hadn't felt for many years: "But I promised my father that he would live well, so no matter how difficult it is, I will live well." I've never heard him in all these years, and his last words are always going to be done. ”

Her expression was serene, as if she had seen her father, and she suddenly seemed more and more peaceful.

"Yes, it's really like being reborn, it seems that the closed-door thinking of the past few years has not been in vain!" Lu Wushuang endured the disgust in his heart, and suddenly laughed wickedly, and said to her with a provocative expression: "By the way, there are two things you may not know yet, right? Today I have the right to be a good person, and it doesn't hurt to tell you. ”

"You don't have to blame yourself about the child I didn't have in my belly a few years ago. Actually, I didn't have any children at all, but I just deliberately found something for you. ”

"I know." Xia Yuhua said unusually calmly, as if listening to a story that had nothing to do with it.

"Know? You don't know! Lu Wushuang laughed, and only after a moment did he continue: "Husband also knew that you were innocent later, but he only said a few words to me and then couldn't do it, and he didn't mention half a word about letting you out, let alone anything else!" ”

Hearing this, Xia Yuhua smiled slightly bitterly, nodded, and said with a look of truth: "So that's the case, how can he be fooled by you if he's so smart?" After all, they just don't want to see me again. ”

Xia Yuhua's reaction made Lu Wushuang suddenly feel an indescribable sense of powerlessness, she didn't expect that hearing such words would not hit this slut. Could it be that this slut has really dropped everything?

No, you can't! Lu Wushuang's silver teeth were clenched, and his face was even more ruthless. This kind of Xia Yuhua made her feel extremely terrible, and she would never allow such a Xia Yuhua to walk out of this confined room for half a step!

"There's one more thing you can listen to!" She approached Xia Yuhua, forced the two to look at each other, and then was extremely arrogant, and said word by word: "Do you know why your father, that is, our mighty general Wang Xia Dongqing, suddenly made a command mistake and ended up depressed? That's because he is as self-righteous as you, relying on his military exploits to not take everyone in his eyes, and even the emperor dares to threaten. You say, such a great general king, does the emperor dare to use it? ”

Speaking of this, Lu Wushuang laughed proudly, and what she was going to say next was to poke this slut's heart to death, making this slut angry to death.

But just as Lu Wushuang was about to speak again, he saw Xia Yuhua let out a long sigh and said with a face full of remorse: "I know, it's because I don't know the height of the sky and the thickness of the sky, and I insist on going my own way, and my father threatens the border war to let the emperor marry me in order to help me achieve my wishes." Originally, the emperor was jealous of the emperor, so it was even more intolerable to the emperor. ”

She had known all this for a long time, and from the moment the infatuation subsided and reason returned, many things became clear to her. If she hadn't been so stupid at the beginning, maybe her father wouldn't have died, the Xia family wouldn't have fallen, and she wouldn't have fallen to such a point. Now, she really regrets it, but she can't go back.

"Yes, yes, yes!" Lu Wushuang looked at Xia Yuhua incredulously, he had never found that this woman was so smart. This kind of Xia Yuhua makes her unbearable, she can't stand it!

"It's all because of you, and everything is caused by you! You ruined your husband's future, killed your father, and made me a concubine for so many years! You are a harmful spirit, how many people have you harmed, and people like you are not going to die, what is the use of staying in this world! Die, you, die......"

Lu Wushuang was so angry that she roared and pushed Xia Yuhua back violently out of control, Xia Yuhua's body was already weak, and he was defenseless at all, and the whole person instantly leaned back and fell directly to the ground.

Hearing only a "bang", the back of her head hit the pillar behind her, and blood flowed for a while. The intense pain made her close her eyes, and she didn't have the strength to say another word, but strangely her head was unusually clear at this time.

"Miss!" Just as she fell, Feng'er hurriedly rushed over, ran to her side and cried while holding her and crying loudly: "Miss, how are you, open your eyes, don't scare Feng'er!" ”

Feng'er looked at her hand stained red by the blood of her master, and her heart was extremely sad, the young lady has been pitiful enough over the years, even if there was really something wrong before, the hardships of these years are enough to repay, but why do you have to be so cruel to her!

Miss is just ignorant and willful, but she has never wanted to harm anyone, why should everyone push all the faults on her?

"What to cry about, it's better to die, it's better to be alive!" Lu Wushuang was startled at first, but soon there was an indescribable excitement in his heart, this is okay, this woman should die early in the morning!

Feng'er raised her head, held back the anger in her heart, and kowtowed to Lu Wushuang and said, "Second lady, please save Miss, for the sake of your sisters, find a doctor to save Miss." ”

"Save her? I'm not that stupid, I've been dead for so many years, and I'm clean when I'm dead! Lu Wushuang sneered, and as he spoke, he kicked Xia Yuhua, who was lying on the ground with an unknown life, and then turned around and left without looking back.

Xia Yuhua felt that her consciousness was disappearing bit by bit, and the sad cry of Feng'er in her ears gradually faded away. She knew that she was finally leaving this world where there was no more nostalgia, and she could finally meet her father who loved her again.

But at this moment, there was no trace of fear in her heart, but she was unusually steady and peaceful. When the last trace of consciousness disappeared, she silently told Feng'er beside her that if everything could be done again, she would no longer be so selfish and obsessive, she would choose a completely different life, and she would cherish those who loved her around her.