XXXVII. The idol's first love
"Xiaoxue, the song you sang on a cold night is good, let him sing a song." Producer Ye's ill-intentioned tips.
I just laughed and thought to myself, how good can he sing in his shady voice? It's better than a wolf howling that isn't scary.
"The cold guide dance is great, and it's good to have one."
"Our Han Dao is still a parody show! can imitate the world's many famous performances, the best is Chaplin. ”
"Will Director Han still imitate the five fowl plays?"
……
Everyone gave me ideas in a gossipy and "kind" way. I really don't know how the cold night of the party offended these comrades-in-arms who fought side by side, one idea is more miserable than the other, and I can't bear to gamble. Fortunately, I won his wish, if it were someone else, I really can't imagine how he would have lived tonight?
I found that winning this wish was not a good thing, and I could not express it even if my scales were tilted in favor of the party on a cold night. I, the most unknown nobody in the crew, became the focus of attention at this moment. I wasn't used to it, and I never longed for it, and even my sweat kept going.
Through the burning bonfire, the party looked at me and smiled on a cold night, but he was not angry at the slander of everyone. He is a director who works hard, but outside of work, he is a kind-tempered and approachable big brother. The people of Haidu said that he was the eleventh king of Hades, and they had wronged him too much. Seeing that I was so embarrassed, he finally spoke: "Don't scare Xiaoxue, she is still a little girl, just like you scoundrels." Okay Xiaoxue, if you can't remember, keep it first, the promise I gave you has no expiration date, and you can mention it when you can. ”
That's the best, I wanted to agree, but before I could say anything, I was opposed by everyone. I lifted my sleeve and wiped my sweat and looked up to see the stars shining in the sky. When I was a child, in the shade in the yard, the three of us sisters would sit around my father and listen to his stories, and my father said that the stars blink like my eyelashes, and it is also listening to my father's stories.
"Can you tell us a story?" Like a child who wants to hear a story, I asked him with a longing face.
When they heard that my wish was just to tell a story, everyone was stunned at first, and then shouted bored. Producer Ye stood up and stretched: "It's boring, it's a waste of feelings, I'll go to make it convenient, and then sleep, boring!" ”
Then a few more people stood up and walked into the distance.
Dang Hanye also felt that my wish was a little surprised, and asked, "Xiaoxue, are you sure?" "Maybe he thought I should take the opportunity to kill him, or maybe no one ever asked him to tell a story.
I nodded affirmatively and said, "yes, I'm sure." ”
"Well, what stories do you like to hear?" He seemed to be a little emotional.
"Tell me your true story." What I want to know most now is him, he is full of mysteries, stretching my curiosity to the extreme, and instead of listening to gossip, I should listen to what he has to say about himself.
He was surprised again: "My true story, what story do I have to tell?" ”
As soon as the few people who had just left heard that the party was going to talk about themselves on a cold night, they all gathered back, and they were full of interest to listen to what Director Han said about themselves. Even Producer Ye came back, and as soon as he came back, he fired a cannon indiscriminately: "Tell me about your first love, girls like to hear love stories the most." ”
I know that Producer Ye is purely for the cold night of the Stinky White Party, but I really want to hear him talk about his first love, and I am embarrassed to ask directly, and Producer Ye will be sent in the snow. The appetites of the others were also hung up, urging them to speak quickly.
Dang Hanye looked at me: "Do you really want to listen?" ”
"Uh-huh." I nodded hurriedly, once a woman's curiosity was activated, it was out of control.
Dang Hanye smiled bitterly: "Okay, you are all a group of villains who expose people's scars." ”
I regretted it a little bit when he said that, I really didn't want to embarrass him a little, but it was too late.
"When I was in elementary school, there was a girl in my neighboring class......"
As soon as Dang Hanye's talk arrived, he was interrupted by Ye Juncong: "Wow, you've been in love since elementary school, you're too super and experienced, no wonder Hollywood admires your romance movies so much!" ”
I don't think there's a necessarily connection between a good romance movie and the experience of falling in love, right? Otherwise, some very old lovers should be able to make the best movie.
Dang Hanye scolded Ye Juncong: "Get out, don't interrupt, you don't have a pain in your waist and a kidney loss, right?" ”
I don't know what the interruption has to do with back pain and kidney deficiency, but the sentence of the cold night of the party is really effective, and Ye Juncong did obediently close his mouth and stop interrupting.
"I like that girl very much, she is not beautiful and she is not good at studying. But he has a happy family, and his parents often come to school hand in hand to pick her up. I often hid in the corner and wept as she watched her family of three leave happily. I've always felt like they live in the sun, and I can only curl up in a dark corner, and because of my skin, I don't dare to go into the sun for too long. I envy the people who live in the sunshine, and I really want to be able to integrate into their lives and share the happiness in the sunshine one day.
But my extravagant hopes were soon shattered. It was raining heavily, and her parents hadn't come to pick her up yet, so I was wandering around the campus alone, and the two of us met in the hallway, walking in the opposite direction, and we were getting closer and closer. I was excited, nervous, there were just the two of us in the hallway, and I wanted to say hello to her and even fantasize about being her friend. I walked towards her with a smile and a friendly smile.
But she stopped, and her face was full of fear, and I saw that she was trembling, trembling with fear, and she cried out in horror: 'You are so ugly! Don't come near me, my mom and dad are coming!" ’
Then she scrambled along the base of the wall and fled.
I, along with my fantasies, were shattered by her screams. When I was young, I even thought about dying, and since my ugliness was so scary, why not put an end to my ugliness and give people safety? ”
My tears slid silently down my cheeks, and the audience was silent, the bonfire was still jumping, only the peaceful smile of the party on the other side of the campfire.
"But I survived because I didn't feel like I was qualified to end my life, and I couldn't give up my life since so many disasters wouldn't take my life. Just like the flowers of nature, some are beautiful, some are mellow, and some are neither beautiful nor fragrant, but it is just as a flower, just as firmly open, and its opening has its mission.
So I'm going to open up to myself, and even though my life is filled with too much contempt, insults, frame-ups, ridicule, indifference, and hostility, I finally have friends of my own, good friends with whom I work, talk freely, and share with me, and my life is no longer dark, and I can no longer only hide in the shadows. You are all my friends, and even though I will have many immeasurable sufferings in the future, I will be with you to share happiness and relieve suffering. ”
No wonder he will become a great director, he is so sensational, my tears are falling non-stop. And I'm not the only one here who is shedding tears.
Ye Juncong sighed and said: "The cold night of the party, the cold night of the party, everyone is happy, you have to tell a to make so many people cry, the people of Haidu scolded you for the eleventh generation of Hades, and they really didn't wronged you!" ”