It's like being stuck in an infinite loop of dead ends.

She left him behind to recognize his identity.

Acknowledging his identity is tantamount to acquiescing that he is her person, to put it bluntly - he is her sword, the sword in her hand, her squire, her personal guard, and her private property.

If she is unwilling to admit these relationships, then he will have to be martyred as a hidden guard—the former master.

It is also thanks to Zixi that he has experienced the past and present lives and has enough judgment.

is also thanks to that bag, and she knows Nan Mohao's temperament well enough...... I didn't know much about it, but at least I was sure he wouldn't lie, or threaten her or anything.

Otherwise, they would have thought it was a threat at the cost of their lives.

But even if she doesn't think so now.

But in essence, there is still coercion—coercion by the rules of the Xuanyin Temple.

"Uncle Huang, get up." Zixi spoke, "Before I became a pro-government, you were still the regent, don't make such a big gift." ”

Nan Mohao stood up silently, raised his eyebrows, and did not speak.

Xuanyin Hall recognized the Lord's secret guard, and he could only kneel when talking to his master, which was also a rule.

So even though he was ordered to be the regent and take sole power, he never forgot his original identity and the rules he should abide by.

After learning everything and knowing the true identity of the other party, a question that came to Zixi's mind became more and more heavy.

In her previous life, apart from Chu Chen, how many lives did she owe?

Now that I think about it, Nan Mohao must have really chosen death because of her negligence and ruthlessness, otherwise it would be impossible for her memory not to have a little impression of him.

But what about other than Nan Mohao?

Is there anyone else?

Zixi looked stunned, she had always thought that the biggest mistake she made in her previous life was to love the wrong person.

But now she realizes that in addition to loving the wrong person, in her previous life, whether intentionally or unintentionally, there may be more people who have failed her.

What did she do during the 12 years of her reign?

A touch of pain crossed his eyes, Zixi's expression was slightly gloomy, and he stared at the lake without saying a word.

It is said that you have no jokes.

But the emperor's promise is really cheap.

It's very cheap.

Nan Mohao narrowed his eyes, perhaps feeling the low aura on her body, pursed his thin lips slightly, and said steadily: "Your Majesty, don't be embarrassed." ”

“…… Well? Zixi came back to his senses and turned his head to look at him, "What did you say?" ”

Nan Mohao repeated calmly: "Don't be embarrassed. Minister...... It's not worth embarrassing Your Majesty. ”

If he can't stay, he's nothing.

He's just a hidden guard, even if he's stronger than the others, he's still just a hidden guard.

The hidden guard is a knife of the master, so that the master can use it easily, and it should not and cannot make the master feel embarrassed.

Otherwise it would be his sin.

Zixi's heart shook slightly, and she said lightly: "I don't feel embarrassed, but I think of some things in the past, and I don't feel very happy in the past. ”

A not-so-happy past?

Nan Mohao's eyebrows were slightly constricted, and he was a little puzzled.

In his memory, Zixi has always been happy.

Since she was ten years old, she has never felt troubles, at that time the emperor and queen spoiled her, and the prince also doted on her, but the year when the prince passed away, she was sad and sad, crying so much that it made people's hearts feel uncomfortable.

"Your Majesty...... Do you think of the prince? He guessed that he could only think of this reason.

Zixi knew that he had misunderstood, but he didn't explain, only shook his head slowly: "No." ”