"Why are you so angry?" Shan Ruqing saw that Yang Yudu's tone was so impulsive, and she felt a little uncomfortable:

I'm so tired, why do I blame myself for being yang?

The aggravation of the injury to her hand is not what she thought!

"I ...... Angry? Shan Ruqing's words were like a basin of cold water that woke up Yang Yudu, and his bandaged hand stagnated, condensed in the air like a jade carving.

"Aren't you angry?" Shan Ruqing was also stunned, and her heart was even more puzzled: This yang wants to be twilight...... What the hell is going on?

"No...... Yang Yu said leisurely, a pair of hands began to move again, and between the bandages flying, a pair of jade hands were like silver needles.

"Then how are you angry?" Shan Ruqing continued to ask, she didn't want to continue to deal with Yang Yudu's changing face like the weather.

"Hmm......" Yang Yudui muttered for a while, and for a while, he didn't know how to answer.

Shan Ruqing saw that he didn't seem to know how to describe it, so he asked in a different way: "What will happen to the person who makes you angry?" ”

"Die."

“……”

"So, I don't usually get angry."

Oh, you're awesome!

Shan Ruqing complained in her heart, but after hearing Yang Yudu's words, she suddenly realized a problem:

In this world, killing someone is as simple as pinching an ant to death.

It seems that if you want to survive here, you can't just rely on the identity of the eldest lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion.

After all, if Yang Xudui wanted to kill her, it would be easy, and if she went out of the gate of the Prime Minister's Mansion, it would not be a problem for Marigold to want her life.

As soon as she thought of Marigold, Shan Ruqing frowned, and couldn't help but sigh: "Alas, ......"

"Ruqing, don't worry, even if you make me angry, I won't hurt you." Yang Yudui saw Shan Ruqing's face as if he had eaten a fly, and said lightly.

"Huh? Why does this tone sound so familiar to me...... "Shan Ruqing always feels that Yang Yudu is very much like a person in the past two days, but he really can't remember it, but the feeling he gives himself has indeed changed a little.

"Familiar? Is that so? Yang Xudui seemed to have been debunked by someone, his face was a little red, and he quickly interrupted Shan Ruqing, who was thinking seriously in his mind: "Maybe you remember wrong......"

Yang Yudu's panic naturally attracted Shan Ruqing's attention, a trace of hesitation crossed her eyes, and three words that made her scared and excited came out of her mouth: "Shen Qingchang? ”

"Heh......" Yang Yuwan sneered and tightened the bandage, and Shan Ruqing gasped in pain: "Hiss...... What are you doing? ”

"Could it be that your good looks are Shen Qingchang?" Yang Yudui said, a smell of old vinegar came to his face, and the sour Shan Ruqing was caught off guard: "What are you talking about?" How can it be! ”

"Then why do you say I'm like him?" Yang Lust is approaching step by step, and the action of tying bandages is becoming more and more rude, and his white face is almost black into Bao Gong.

"Hey...... You tap. Shan Ruqing had a hard time, so she could only plead like this, hoping that Yang Yudu could let herself go, "I'll just say that casually, why do you care so much?" ”

"Oh." Yang Yudu responded coldly, hastily tied an ugly bow on Shan Ruqing's hand, and then unwrapped the bandage of the other hand, "If you keep 'going to class' like this, I'm afraid it will take a while for this hand to get better." ”

"There's no other way?" Shan Ruqing asked anxiously, but prayed in her heart:

I hope so, she doesn't want to come here all the time to see her hands, it's too torturous......

"Nope."

Yang Yudui's emotionless words smashed into Shan Ruqing's heart like ice cubes, cold and hard.

Frightened, Shan Ruqing didn't dare to speak loudly, so her voice was like a mosquito, and she lowered her head and asked, "That'...... That...... So what am I going to do? ”

"What to do? Take good care of your injuries and don't mess with your hands. Yang Yudui looked at Shan Ruqing's dodging eyes, and black lines covered his forehead: "I know you can't do it, so let's come to me honestly to see a doctor." ”

"Oh......" Shan Ruqing responded dejectedly, as if she saw her dark future.

"Is it so hard to stay with me?"

Yang Yudui asked softly, but the air in the room instantly froze, making Shan Ruqing's heart heavy and a little breathless, "It's not ......"

What was she going to say?

She was indeed afraid of impotence, both physically and psychologically.

However, what she is more afraid of is the weak, incompetent and helpless self than the twilight.

She wanted to have the courage to refuse the twilight, but the useless villain in her heart told her: You can't do it;

She didn't want to rely on Yang Xu all the time, but the useless villain in her heart told her: You are incapable;

She wanted to improve herself through learning, at least she could be self-reliant in this world, but the useless villain in her heart told her: You are still too weak......

Moreover, every time she stays with Yang Desire, the useless villain in her heart will be infinitely magnified, so that she has nowhere to hide and can only face it hard.

But each time, the useless villain would swell into a giant monster, causing her to throw off her armor and flee into the wilderness.

Shan Ruqing didn't feel tired of getting along with Yang Xudu, she just felt that she was tired of fighting against herself.

"You're good, it's just that I'm not good enough."

This is the first sentence that Shan Ruqing said to Yang Xuwan after figuring it out, which made Yang Xuwan slightly surprised, but it was clear:

Shan Ruqing is no longer the little girl who only seeks death.

She longs to live, and she wants to live on her own.

"I can help you." Yang Yudui didn't think about it before he spoke, looking at the lifeless Shan Ruqing, he added: "Ruqing, study medicine with me." Although at my level, it is not yet up to my master's standard, but it is still possible to teach you. ”

"Really?" A glimmer of hope ignited in Shan Ruqing's dim eyes, but soon she hesitated: "However, I still have to take classes with Brother Linfeng and Brother Lunan......"

She doesn't know how to doppelganger, has she learned so much at once?

"Anyway, you have to come to me every day to get the wound on your hand, it's good to learn something at this time!" Yang Yudui gently bandaged Shan Ruqing's hand and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Shan Ruqing saw that his thick eyelashes were like a small fan, flickering, and a faint smile dyed the corners of her eyes: "Yes, it's just that I'm very stupid, and I hope your subordinates will be merciful." ”

"Mercy?" Yang Yudu smiled, and suddenly grabbed Shan Ruqing's hand with his backhand: "I don't think you are stupid." And you have to believe me, and you have to believe in yourself. ”

"Yang Twilight ......" Shan Ruqing felt the warmth wrapped in his left hand, and listened to Yang Twilight's gentle words, and forgot to break free for a while:

She didn't expect that the person who made her inferiority complex was also the one who saved her......

"Ruqing, do you still have contact with Shen Qingchang?" Yang Yudui let go of his hand at the right time, picked up the teacup on the table, and asked lightly after taking a sip of tea silently.

Shan Ruqing didn't react from being moved when she heard this, and tilted her head, "Ah? After a sound, he suddenly came to his senses: "Wasn't he arrested and returned to the Shen Mansion?" ”

Yang Yudui didn't know the inside story yet, so he could only pretend to be stupid.

Shan Ruqing thought about it, and the expression on his face became more and more innocent.

"Yes...... bar. Yang wanted to say something, but in the end he endured it.

"So, when are you asking?" Shan Ruqing flipped through the memories in her mind, and felt that what Yang Yuwan was talking about might be the days when she was in class at Shen Qingchang's.

However, she stayed with Shen Qing for three days!

And it's been such a period of time, why do you still bring it up?

But Yang Yudu's eyes reflected Shan Ruqing's clean look, and he pondered for a long time, and finally asked, "Are you looking for Baisheng grass?" ”

"Poof......" Shan Ruqing, who originally wanted to drink saliva to suppress the shock, was stunned when she heard this, and squirted out all the water, and said angrily: "You spy on me?!" ”

"I didn't." Yang Lust turned his head over, with a thick stubbornness in his eyes:

That night, he saw a white figure suddenly flash into Shan Ruqing's house, so he jumped up and jumped on the roof, lifted a tile, and saw what was going on inside the house.

However, it didn't matter what he looked at, what made him angry the most was that he actually found out that the man in white was Shen Qingchang, and at this moment, Shen Qingchang and Shan Ruqing were actually lying on the same bed!

I haven't slept with Shan Ruqing myself! Why is he so affectionate?!

Extremely angry, Yang Lust Twilight almost crushed the tiles in his hand, if it weren't for the fear of being discovered, he would probably want to lift the roof, and then rush in and poison Shen Qingchang to death.

So, although he was indignant, he quickly calmed down and quietly listened to the conversation between Shan Ruqing and Shen Qingchang.

In the meantime, Shen Qingchang seemed to glance up at the roof, but Yang Twilight was quick to cover the tiles - so that he did not hear some words.

But when he lifted the tiles, he heard the words "Baisheng grass", his heart ached, and the memories suddenly came flooding back, and despair gradually drowned him.

So, before he had finished speaking, he returned to his courtyard, and at the same time Shi Huo gave him Marigold's pharmacy.

Then, Shen Qingchang was arrested and returned to the Shen Mansion.

"Then how do you know about the Hundred Herbs?" Shan Ruqing didn't believe the nonsense Yang Xudui said, except for that night, where did she and Shen Qingchang mention "Baisheng Grass"?

"I just know." Yang Desire said coldly: "I have the Baisheng Grass in my body, and I can know anyone who has thoughts about the Baisheng Cao." ”

"That'...... Then do you know that Song Tianlong has a hundred grasses? Shan Ruqing asked in a trembling voice, her eyes full of disbelief:

What the hell is this wedged grass! Why doesn't it look like Yang Twilight ate it, but it looks like it continues to live in Yang Twilight's body?

"Yes, but he didn't dare to use it."

"Why?" Shan Ruqing was puzzled: There are still things in this world that he Song Tianlong is afraid of?

"Because...... Zombis doesn't die. Yang Yudui suppressed the great pain and said, and he didn't even dare to look at Shan Ruqing with his eyes from beginning to end.

"What did you say?" Shan Ruqing was stunned: Won't die? What does that mean?

"Once a person eats the herb, the missing part will be remedied, however, the herb will remain in your body for the rest of your life until you die."

"That'...... What about people? Does it have no effect on people in the human body like this? ”

"Yes," Yang Twilight blinked slowly, took a deep breath and said, "Ordinary people are likely to be eaten by the Baisheng Grass and become a living, but thoughtless dead person. The latest chapter of "Apocalyptic Crossing: Love is as Long as the Heavenly Immortal Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.