Chapter 17: The Bottom of the Youth's Heart
Chen Huchen turned around from the bed, faced the window, and looked around, the boy's room was neither big nor small, blue, black, and white as the main colors, clean and concise.
After a half-ring, the door opened again.
The man came in and stopped by the bed.
Chen Huchen closed his eyes, and then, the bed sank, and the mattress shook slightly. Lin Ze hugged her from behind, there was a few centimeters between the two, he just put one arm on her, the palm of his hand lightly covered the back of her hand, and his head was close to her back.
Chen Huchen remained motionless, didn't say a word, and let him hold him.
"Chen Huchen."
“……”
"I've been waiting for you for three months." He muttered, his voice low as if it were about to sink into the center of the earth.
The room was silent in the dark night, and the light reflected through the window shimmered on the wooden floor close to the floor-to-ceiling windows.
"If I don't look for you, you really won't contact me anymore, and slowly, you will forget about me......"
Chen Huchen pursed his lips and looked at the light quietly.
He unconsciously rubbed his face against her hair, as if to get closer to her.
It's dark, the night is deep, the people are quiet, and the heart is calm.
"I was born prematurely, and my mother gave birth to me and died...... I also have a father, I was brought up by my father, he is a policeman, very tall, does not like to talk, always drinks and smokes at night, he doesn't seem to like me very much, but he doesn't care about me. I have been weak since I was a child, and he will only hold me if I take injections and take medicine, and I am so weak that I can't walk...... I didn't go to kindergarten, and I don't know why, every kid who came close to me, or played with me, would be infected by me, with a fever, a cold, and it was quite serious anyway......
At my father's house, I only have one friend, An'er, who may be strong in resistance and has never been infected by me once. I like me very much, and I like to wake up in the middle of the night and call me...... I didn't live with her, that's what her dad told me. Her dad and I were friends, but I never saw them talk...... Her parents are not like other parents, who keep their children away from me, and are very good to me, my pinyin and numbers are what her father taught me. Her mother used to buy me nutritional supplements and clothes......
I also love An'er very much, she doesn't come to play with me for a day, I am worried about whether she was snatched away by other children......
Fortunately, before I was taken away by my grandfather, she was always very clingy to me. On the day I left, she cried very badly, she didn't allow me to go, I didn't want to go, I asked my dad not to leave me, my dad stood aside and didn't say anything. After I was taken into the car by my grandfather, An'er fell, and I couldn't see where I fell......
I was six years old and An'er was four years old.
I remember it all.
My grandfather didn't like me, he always thought that I had taken my mother's life. He took me away from my dad just because I was my mother's son, the only thing in the world that proved that my mother had ever been here.
After I came to my grandfather's house, I was taken care of by a nanny, and I was taught to study by a private tutor, until I was nine years old, my health improved, and I went to school to study, met Anan, and made a lot of friends.
And then it's you.
Dad, An'er, uncle, aunt, I almost forgot what they looked like...... An'er was gone, and they lost her......
Such a little child, who will take her, where will she be taken, will she cry, will anyone treat her badly......
I always feel that it is because she is looking for me and running away that I have a chance to be taken advantage of by human traffickers......
I don't dare to think about it or want to think about it.
I saw a lot of information posted by her parents online, it was like looking for a needle in a haystack......"
Lin Ze muttered to himself, slowly and quietly said a lot, his voice gradually turned from low to inaudible, and seemed to fall into a deep sleep. Chen Huchen kept listening, and every word was like a bunch of needles of different lengths, some pierced deeply, some pierced shallowly, and the result was pain, fine and dense pain.
She didn't expect Lin Ze to tell her everything. She was also shocked that she was the one who could share all his memories.
She was ashamed of herself, and just half an hour ago, she was hating the girl who couldn't go home.
Chen Hunchen's cheeks were full of tears, she bit her lip to prevent herself from making a sound, and her thin shoulders trembled slightly.
The light at the window disappeared at some point, and the room turned into the darkness of the night, and his voice came again in the night air.
"Chen Huchen."
"Hmm."
Lin Ze was behind her, his hand moved to her shoulder, and patted it gently.
His tone suddenly became calm: "Apologize to me." ”
Chen Huchen sniffed, secretly adjusted his tone, and said clearly, "I'm sorry." ”
Lin Ze's hand stopped, held her shoulder, and half-loudly, he hummed lightly.
After a long time, he said: "I will no longer be like junior high school, in order to make you a good little water turtle, just be a pasty turnip, paste and innocent." I want to be the first in the grade, and I want to be the boss of the school, do you want to follow? ”
Although Chen Huchen couldn't quite understand his first half of the sentence, he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "Why?" ”
"Those who are feared are always the most powerful others."
"It doesn't hurt, can it?"
"I won't let you get hurt, the three of us will protect you like chickens."
"It's not me, it's you, you ......"
Lin Ze didn't answer, his hand moved again, and he patted her shoulder gently and slowly, just like his mother coaxed her to sleep when she was a child.
Chen Huchen felt that his whole body consciousness had converged on his shoulder. His hands were heavy, so powerful, yet so gentle, smoothing out the wrinkles and keeping the night warm.
"Are you following?"
"Follow."
Lin Ze seemed to laugh, paused for a moment and said, "Don't cry." ”
"Don't cry anymore."
"Wipe away your tears." He stuffed her with a handkerchief.
Chen Huchen touched it, wiped it vigorously, coughed two or three times and said, "It's clean." ”
Lin Ze took her hand again and kissed her hair.
Chen Huchen closed his eyes gently.
The room was silent, and he said behind her, "I like you too." ”
The next morning, when Chen Huchen got up, Lin Ze was lying on the ground.
The tall man was curled up in a ball, half of his face sunk into a pillow, and a brown bear in his arms, sleeping soundly. After confirming that he didn't kick him out of bed, Chen Huchen was relieved, and after admiring his sleeping face for a moment, his eyes turned to the window.
It's still early, and the sky is already flashing in and the soft sunlight is pouring into the room obliquely, from the floor to the head of the bed.
It's going to be a good day. Chen Huchen thought to himself, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but want to rise. Looking back, Lin Ze didn't mean to be sober. She slept first last night, and she didn't pay much attention to it, but she didn't expect him to sleep on the floor.
I don't know if I'm cold?
Chen Huchen got out of bed, covered him with a blanket, prayed in his heart that he would not catch a cold, and when he left the room, he suddenly remembered what he said last night, and felt uncomfortable in his heart. She is also in good health, and she has not been infected with a cold.
When I entered the bathroom, there were flowers blooming in the girl's heart.
On the sink, there is a pink face towel, a white bottle of facial cleanser, a mouthwash cup filled with water, and a toothbrush with squeezed toothpaste.
A pink post-it note on the mirror – good morning, yours, use it.
After picking up, Chen Huchen returned to the living room. Lin Ze got up and was preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Chen Huchen went over to help. I don't know if I talked too much last night, the two looked at each other and said good morning to each other and were speechless.
The atmosphere is not embarrassing, but naturally unable to find a gap.
Occasionally, they looked at each other in silence, and an atmosphere that seemed to be heartwarming and unknown to the people, as if they had glimpsed the mysteries of life, enveloped them.
Chen Huchen has a hunch that she will never be able to sort out the beauty of her whole life alone in this complicated world.
After a brief breakfast, Chen Huchen picked up the small medicine box. Lin Ze saw it and said no. Chen Huchen didn't speak, and sat quietly on the sofa. Lin Ze spent half a minute and walked over and sat down.
After applying the medicine, Chen Huchen said that he was going home.
Lin Ze took her downstairs and stopped a taxi at the intersection, Chen Huchen said no, she made a bus to go back.
Lin Ze hesitated for a moment, and bowed slightly to the driver through the window to apologize.
The driver drove the car away, and Lin Ze sent Chen Huchen to the station.
At seven o'clock, there are not many people on the street, the wind is cool and silky, and the air is fresh and refreshing.
Chen Huchen couldn't help muttering: "The weather is so good......
Lin Ze smiled and snorted.
Just then, a black car pulled up beside him.
The window of the car was lowered, and the face of a man in his twenties appeared in front of him, with a scar five or six centimeters long from his forehead to his eyebrow bone, a black vest, muscular arms, and a strong chest......
The moment Chen Huchen saw that face, he grabbed Lin Ze's hand and stepped back.
Lin Ze was stunned and smiled, "Don't be afraid, I know this bad guy." He took her hand and led her back to the car.
"Click, my friend." Lin Ze introduced.
The man named Ka Ka sat in the driver's seat, with a slender and powerful arm on the window, squinting at Chen Huchen without showing a look, and nodded, "Hmm." Villain. ”
Lin Ze smiled and squeezed Chen Huchen's hand, turned his head to the man and said, "Come so early?" ”
The man said, "I haven't slept at all, I'll go to your place to rest later." ”
At this moment, the co-pilot door opened, Shen Xixi bypassed the front of the car, came to the two of them, didn't say a word, grabbed Lin Ze and got started, and scolded while beating: "It's out, it's flying, I can't care about it......"
It didn't take more than two hits before it was pushed away by a strong force.
Shen Xixi staggered two steps and glared at Chen Huchen with a shocked expression. Lin Ze and Ka Ka also seemed to be stunned.
"Push me?" Shen Xixi straightened up and approached Chen Huchen.
Chen Huchen was probably frightened, took a big step back, and blurted out: "Little aunt." ”
I don't know what magic these three words have, Shen Xixi listened, his face suddenly turned cloudy, and he smiled: "Eh! ”
Chen Huchen reacted, his face suddenly became hot, and he glanced at Lin Ze, who had a vague smile on the corner of his mouth. She was even more embarrassed.
Shen Xixi also seemed to realize that he was a little abnormal, the smile on his face froze, coughed, looked at Chen Huchen again, and frowned as if he found something, "By the way, you are wearing my clothes?" ”
Chen Huchen immediately said, "I will buy it and return it to you." ”
Shen Xixi waved his hand, "What to buy?" If you don't have skin diseases, go back and wash them and bring them back and I'll continue to wear them. ”
At this time, three people came down from the back seat, Xu Zhinan, and two men who were also in their twenties.
"Wait a minute!" Shen Xixi suddenly noticed something, "You lived with him last night." ”
As soon as the words came out, there was a sudden wow, and even Ka Ka, who had been expressionless, couldn't help laughing, and looked Lin Ze up and down, "It's really out of ......."
Lin Ze also felt that he couldn't stay here, so he took Chen Huchen's hand and left.