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(TXT full text) one hundred and thirty-four fool babies

One Hundred and Thirty-Four Fool Baby (Last Month's Pink Plus Update)

(Lightning and thunder roared last night.) Wind and rain, Xue Xue was afraid of crossing, so she turned off the computer early, and she didn't know how many pink tickets I had, so it was estimated that at least one more should be added. That tube knows how to check the pink ticket of last month and told me, I can add enough, thanks)

I was suffocated by the cold night, my blood was clotted, my bones seemed to crumble, and my body was losing my instincts. I endured it, not letting out a moan of pain, and his winding tightened and tightened, little by little closer to the limits of my life. I vaguely wondered if dying like this would be a different kind of happiness.

Let me take this as a kind of happiness, being held in the arms of the person I love and squeezed to death. Close your eyes and wait for fate to give me a happy verdict. The night was long and short, long because of his pain, short because I was finally so close to him.

Night finally slowly approached its edge, my breathing gradually smoothed, and his body gradually relaxed. He fell into a deep sleep. Quiet and serene. I slowly came back to life, gathered strength, and climbed out of his arms. His clothes and I were soaked with sweat. I tried to get him to the bed, but my strength was limited, so I had to pull the futon to the ground, push his body onto the quilt, take off his sweat-soaked clothes, see his miserable skin all over his body, tears brushed and fell, covered him with the quilt, lifted his head, and put it on the pillow.

dragged his body out of his room, returned to his room, and took off his soaked clothes, only to find that his whole body was strangled with red blood marks, and where his teeth had bitten, his white skin turned blood red, as if it was oozing blood, and if he used a little more force, it would break. I smiled wryly, now we are the same, without a complete body. I endured the pain all over my body, took a shower, and just changed into clean clothes, I heard someone knock on the door.

Exit the room and open the door. It's Dr. Burton.

"Good morning, Xiaoxue."

"Early." I tried to smile at him.

He handed me a vial.

I wondered, "What is it?" ”

"The ointment to reduce swelling and relieve pain, applied to the place where he was strangled and bitten, and it was quickly healed." As he spoke, he was already walking towards the cold night room.

I came over and said embarrassedly, "How do you know?" ”

He crouched down, checked the cold night and said, "He's fine, the worst pain has passed." He stood up, unbuttoned himself, and showed me his shoulders.

There was a circular scar on it, and I said incredulously, "This ......"

He smiled and said, "I was also pestered by him, and I was bitten off twice." He didn't bite you, did he? ”

I shook my head.

It shows that he is still trying to control himself and has a little bit of awareness. Did he sexually assault you? ”

"No, he just hugged me." He's hurt like that, and he's going to do that? Could it be that he is not a good woman and a good man, and violated him? I was so concerned that I said on the spur of the moment, "Did he sexually assault you?" ”

Dr. Burton smiled, "I'm a man, and he likes women." It is estimated that he will sleep for a long time, you eat something, rest more, don't worry too much, he will be fine. ”

"What kind of illness is he?"

"I don't know. I treated him for a long time with one of your Chinese TCM practitioners, and found that his body would produce a toxin on its own, and the toxin would accumulate to a certain extent to control his nerves and brain, and after a cycle of severe pain, the toxin would be excreted from the body, and he would be the same as a normal person, and then the toxin slowly accumulated again, and the cycle continued, but you can rest assured, at present, it does not threaten his life, and he is usually healthy. ”

"Oh," I nodded, "thank you, Dr. Burton. ”

"I'm an old friend with Cold Night, and I should thank you this year, this is the most painful year for him, squeezing you and assisting him in the release of toxins in his body. In the years to come, his cycle won't be so painful. ”

I'm happy to be able to help him, but if squeezing something to help him, why doesn't he hug something like a quilt pillow?

Dr. Burton seemed to know what I was thinking, and smiled mysteriously and said, "This is only possible if you hold it." Because a person's breath and pulse resonate with his body. ”

I nodded understandingly, I had always hugged Dr. Burton, "Thank you for all these years, Dr. Burton." ”

He sneered and excused himself: "I was only caught by him once, and then I became guarded, I was afraid that he would really strangle me, and he tried to restrain himself." Without the help of others. ”

Yes, he drove me away, but before I left, he caught me.

I put on the ointment and waited quietly for the cold night to wake up, and in the evening, he woke up leisurely.

He opened his eyes and looked at me, and seemed a little unconvinced, and opened them with all his might.

"Xiaoxue!" He struggled to get up, "Little snow! He sat next to me with one arm on his back, and reached out his other hand to caress the purple spots on my face and neck that he had bitten. Xiaoxue, why don't you go? You're so stupid! ”

I looked at him and smiled, "Are you okay?" ”

He hugged me into his arms and murmured, "My silly girl, my silly baby, how can I have the face to see you in the future?" ”

I could hear him sobbing a little and look up to see him wiping away tears.

In the next few days, his pain was much less, and after ten days it was completely gone. He plays with me every day, spoils me, coaxes me, and I feel like a pair of lovers. Very happy and sweet. Sometimes, however, I have a vague feeling that he is always deliberately avoiding something, so that he is not willing to develop a relationship with me one step closer. His most intimate gesture to me was to hold hands, and only when it was difficult to walk or when he was out shopping and wanted to pull me away.

I don't expect to pay something for him in exchange for his love, and I am very content to be with him like this. I cherish everything he gave me, and I never ask for what he doesn't want to give.

The moonlight is shining. We walked along the Bow River, holding my hand on a cold night due to the slippery snow. He sang "The Moon Represents My Heart" as he walked. I think it's enough to be able to walk in the moonlight with the person I love the most, holding hands like this, and listening to him sing in a low voice. No matter who he will love or chase in the future, I think I can accept it calmly.

"Light snow."

"Hmm."

"You say, can a person love two people in his whole life and love equally happily?"

What's the problem? I don't know how to answer for a while, could it be that he wants to love two people at the same time, and he can't tell who he loves more, so he has to love both of them together? In ancient times, there was polygamy, and now Islam allows it, but in our country it is monogamous. But a rich man like him, there are many lovers with milk, don't say that he loves two, he has to charge a few more, as long as he can afford it, others can't do it, only envy.

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, maybe I can, but I don't have that much capacity, it's enough for me to love only one person for the rest of my life, and I hope that the person I love can also love me alone for the rest of my life." ”

He smiled, so quiet in the moonlight, I was fascinated, but I knew that I was done with this life, and I had exhausted all of my love for him, and he was confused, even in love with others.

After my hot spring vacation in Banff, I went back to my hometown for a week, and then returned to Haidu and started my work again.

Because Han Lexiang will help every employee plan their career ideals, I secretly planned an ideal, hoping to direct and make a movie by myself at the age of 26. Of course, I didn't dare to write about this ambition, so I could only work secretly in my heart, so as not to be known and laugh off my big teeth. The only thing written about career planning is what level of styling and makeup to complete, and being able to complete some planning projects independently. Therefore, my colleagues often laugh at me for not having a big ambition. I sometimes laughed at me on cold nights, saying that a soldier who doesn't want to be a marshal is not a good soldier.

I only muttered in my heart, I really don't want to be a marshal, I just want to be a director like you. Cold Night directed his first film at the age of twenty-two, and I didn't have his ability and artistic talent, so it was almost the same as postponing it until I was twenty-six. And in contemporary China, there are really not many people who can independently direct and make films at the age of 26, because who would spend a lot of money to make a splash for a young director who has not dried up?

For the sake of this ideal, I secretly accumulated strength, studied the courses of the university directing department by myself, studied photography with Xu Lixiang, and humbly learned from everyone around me, especially those big directors. Han Lexiang has many excellent directors, and I am Han Lexiang's top makeup artist and stylist, so I am naturally very favored by directors. They also took good care of me, and whenever I had a problem and needed help, they were also tireless to explain and help. I also try my best to get in touch with other people and work in the filming and production, and gradually form my own network so that I can have someone to support me in the future.

Han Lexiang Media has a complete cultural industry distribution chain, from the original production to the final market, hype and by-product distribution, all of which are perfect and detailed. The general manager of Han Lexiang Media has always been concurrently served by Han Ye, but of course he doesn't have time to grasp the specific work, and the deputy manager does it. I heard that Hou Yujian was the general manager of the media for a period of time in the cold night, but this guy was really stubborn, and he didn't catch the business, but he got a few female subordinates. So now in addition to letting Hou Yujian film, he is not needed at all in the cold night.

In addition to working in the media, the planning department of the headquarters also has a lot of tasks. Even when I'm so busy, the cold nights keep putting pressure on me.

Just called me and said to go to his office, I knew there must be a job, and he never looked for me if it was okay. It is said that there is a spirit in the heart, I miss him so much, he doesn't feel it at all, there must be no spirit between us.

He was the only one in the office, and when he saw me coming in, he didn't make any transition, and said straight to the point: "You choose one of the two tasks to do." ”

The first is the preparation of Hanshin Bank, which has a registered capital of 50 billion yuan, and the second is the preparation of Han Lexiang University, which has an initial investment of 200 million yuan.

I turned pale with fright and asked, "Mr. Han, did you ask me to participate in one of the working groups?" ”

"The working group has not yet been formed, and you are solely responsible for forming and completing the creation."

I scratched my head, today is not April 1st, I flipped out my phone and looked.

"Today's Qingming Festival." He must have read my mind before he said that.

Qingming Festival, in a few years this festival will become a legal holiday, a little earlier, I don't have to sit in his office to suffer.

"Have you thought of that?"

"Mr. Han, are you really here?"

"Yes, it's not playing with you. If you don't choose, you'll be left with both jobs. ”

Smack, both documents in my hand fell to the ground.

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