Sometimes even I feel that it is contradictory to do this by myself, but I am very reluctant to do so. Maybe you should really clean up your mood, it should be your own and it will always belong to you.

Be brave for love, since you can think clearly about giving him a chance at the beginning, then today you can not only give him a chance, but also give yourself a chance, and don't want to leave too many regrets in the future.

The love story of the two of them is very sad and crying, the two of them like each other, but because of other things, the last two people can never see each other again, isn't this the saddest thing? Heaven and man are eternally separated from this life, and there is no chance in this life.

I really don't want to follow in such footsteps, and I don't want to go to that step. It's too tiring to do this, and I don't want to live up to my beautiful youth.

After figuring out some things, her heart is not so entangled, such as Shu Yixin at this moment, because she has already thought it through, and she will make it clear to him when she is free.

After thinking about some things clearly, you don't have to be so entangled in your heart, and you won't feel so sad, after all, these things have to be faced sooner or later, in fact, after thinking clearly, my heart is really much easier, and I am much easier to do things.

Ren Xiaoou looked at Shu Yixin, seeing that she didn't have the sadness of the previous two days, and suddenly felt that she really wanted to open.

Thinking of this, I am actually quite happy for him in my heart, because his matter has been solved, but what about his own matter? How long do you have to be entangled, and when will you be able to let go completely.

Whenever I think of this, I feel very sad, I can let go, but it is difficult for me to accept.

How long will I have to think about myself like this? This kind of life is not what I want at all, I really want to go back to the carefree time before, and now there are too many things happening around me, and there are too many things that I have to face.

For myself, this kind of life is too tiring and too depressing. I've been thinking a lot about it for a while, and I really want to change the current status quo, and I don't want to continue.

It seems that it is also time to make a decision. It was really tiring for me to continue to drag on like this.

I really don't want to continue to live such a life, it's too much to toss people, this is my own love, this is also my own happiness, it should be held in my own hands, not destroyed in the hands of others.

Ren Xiaoou doesn't want to leave regrets in his life, and he doesn't want his lover to become someone else's man. If you can change all this by your own efforts, how can you give up such a good opportunity.

Since Ye Zi knew that her eldest brother and grandfather would often come to the coffee book house, as long as she was free, most of her stayed in the coffee book house, maybe he felt that if he stayed here, he would be able to see them more.

Although this is just my own unilateral idea, but this is also the only way to meet them, one can make money, and the other is to be able to meet them, isn't it good for yourself?

If I didn't know it before, I didn't have this kind of urgency, but since I knew, I always wanted to come over. Because if I hadn't come over, I wouldn't have been able to see him, and I might have seen them when I came to work.

In fact, I have always had this idea and wanted to recognize them, but I knew that it was impossible, so I could only look at them forever and know that they were good.

It's just an illegitimate daughter who can't see the light, and it is impossible to recognize them one day. I know this truth better than anyone else, so I don't want to come one day, but I also want to have a family, so I can only use this way.

It's also quite sad in this way, so that I can see them without a trace, but I'm worried that if this continues, I can't help but tell the truth of the matter one day.

However, these are still too far away for me, so for the time being, don't think too much about it. Let's talk about the future in the future, it is already good to have such an opportunity now, to be able to see them, as for the others, they don't dare to expect too much, they are afraid that they will expect too much, and the more disappointed they will be.

Several times when I came home, I wanted to tell my mother that I had seen my brother and grandfather, but I still didn't say those words in the end, and I always felt that I shouldn't say it like this. I'm afraid that she will think too much, so I can only keep this kind of thing in my heart and know it by myself.

Ren Xiaoou has been paying attention to Ye Zi's actions recently, and he can guess what she is thinking by looking at her appearance.

"What's the matter, I've been looking at you like this lately, often looking at the door, do you miss your big brother?" Ren Xiaoou noticed that as long as Ye Zi was free, he would often look at the door in a daze.

So at this time, I was also a bold guess, thinking that she might be waiting for her family. Since she told herself last time, she has always taken that matter to heart, and even said that she still thinks in her heart that if she has the opportunity to help, she will try her best to help her.

But for the current self, there is no such opportunity, so I don't know how to help her.

Every time I see her like that, I actually feel sorry for him, no matter how I say it's her family, but for her, there are no strangers. I've never met before, and I've only met once or twice recently, to be honest, I think she's quite pitiful, obviously it's her own family, but she can't meet, let alone tell each other what kind of identity she is, if she says it, it will definitely bring her a lot of trouble, in this case, she might as well not say anything, and she can only watch from a distance.

"Well, I do want to, and I lie to you if I don't want to, I don't want to lie to you." Ye Zi looked at Ren Xiaoou and said softly what was in his heart.

"Don't worry, there will be a day, don't worry too much now." At this moment, I don't know what to say except for saying some words to comfort her.

But when will that day come? In fact, my heart is really conflicted, on the one hand, reason tells me that in fact, that day will not come, but on the other hand, I feel that I hope that day will come. "Even I think it's a contradictory idea, and as for whether that day will come, I don't feel like I have any bottom in my heart.

"So do you hope that day will come or not, you haven't reached the last step yet, and there is no need to think about so many bad endings at this time." After all, they haven't come that far, so there's no need to worry about what the future will look like and whether you can recognize them.

Now I just know about their existence at the beginning, so if I have the opportunity in the future, I can still tell the other party, in fact, I can't be too anxious at this time, and it still needs time to verify.

"Sister Xiaoou, in fact, it's nothing, and it's not as bad as you think, maybe I'm used to this kind of life, after all, haven't I been like this for more than 20 years." Although I said that I was a little sad in my heart, for myself, it was not a matter of one or two days, and I slowly got used to it.

"In this regard, it will still be very distressing if this is the case, you should have seen your grandfather too, he will come over often, and the relationship with Sister Yixin is quite good," Ren Xiaoou told Ye Zi at this time, in fact, her grandfather will also come over often, I don't know if she has seen it.

If you haven't seen it before, then at this time, you can tell her that there is such a thing in the future. If you come here often, you can still see each other, and you may not be able to recognize each other, but being able to take a look at each other from a distance like this is a bit of progress, and it's better than not seeing each other before, wouldn't it be much better?

At this time, I can only comfort her first, don't think too much, I can't think of a solution to this kind of thing for the time being.

Ye Zi took a deep breath and said lightly, "I know, the school happened to be fine a few days ago, I came over in the morning, and then saw me, and asked a special question, although I haven't seen myself, but I have also seen his photo, and I still want me to let him come out, that is the first time I have seen him, and I am really excited." Ye Zi thought back to what happened that day, no one should have such a hard life as himself, obviously his family was in front of him, but he couldn't recognize him.

But thinking about the situation that day made me very happy, because I knew that my grandfather was a very kind person. is not as fierce as he imagined, in fact, he is also a very easy person to get along with.

It's just that he doesn't know what kind of expression he will look at himself with when he knows his identity. After all, their own existence is always a superfluous existence for them.

When he doesn't know his identity, he may be kind to himself, because he treats himself as an ordinary girl, if he knows that he is his granddaughter and knows his identity, then he will not look at himself with the initial mentality.

"There's no need to rush this kind of thing, take your time, there will be progress in the future, they will often come over, you can see it if you are here, or if they come over and have a chance, you can still come forward and talk to them, it's nothing." Ren Xiaoou comforted Ye Zi at this time, telling her not to think too much, there will always be progress and hope. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.