Fee Chapter (12 points)

197 is still at least a friend

After hearing Xia Yuhua's words, Li Qiren only felt as if his heart had been hollowed out by something, and that kind of loss and sadness almost made him breathless in an instant.

From the first time he met Yuhua to now, more than two years, he couldn't be clearer about Yuhua's feelings. He always thought that Yuhua should also like him, so he didn't rush too much to break the relationship between the two. He always wanted to wait for the most suitable opportunity, but he never realized that many things were not what he expected.

He has always been extremely confident, and he never thought that Yuhua just regarded him as a friend, or even as a relative, but he never had such an idea between men and women. He always thought that Yuhua might be due to his age, or the influence of Zheng Shi'an in the past, so he still needed some time to adjust, and it was normal not to think about those aspects. But it wasn't until that day when he saw her and Mo Yang together in Wenxiang Teahouse that he suddenly realized that maybe he was ...... Wrong. Or rather, something I'm missing.

Since he came back from the day of the fight, his mind couldn't help but think of the scene when Yuhua and Mo Yang looked at each other that day, and the fusion of such eyes was so soft that he felt flustered and terrifying. He subconsciously told himself that it was just an extremely ordinary thing, just an ordinary unexpected encounter between Yuhua and Mo Yang.

However, another real voice in his heart clearly made him understand that that it was absolutely impossible to get along like that just by accident, Mo Yang's gentleness that was very different from the usual coldness, Yuhua's subconscious warmth, such a person, that moment, really made him unable to convince himself that they were just ordinary friends.

One is his best brother, and the other is a girl he has liked for more than two years, he never thought that they would fall in love with each other one day, and he hadn't had time to show his heart to Yuhua. He even regretted that he shouldn't have asked Yuhua to meet at Wenxiang Teahouse, and he shouldn't have given Mo Yang a chance to meet Yuhua.

He likes Yuhua, no, it's not an ordinary liking for a long time, but a real love, but Yuhua said that he just regarded him as a friend, and there was no kind of love between men and women. Hearing what she said just now, gritting her teeth and fighting hard in one breath, at that moment he almost finally tried what despair was. However, even so, he didn't want to see Yuhua feel so guilty and uncomfortable.

Seeing Xia Yuhua desperately apologizing to himself, his face was so sad that he almost cried, Li Qiren's heart softened, and finally found that even though he was very distressed, he still didn't want to see the woman in front of him so sad. He is a man, no matter what kind of things he encounters, let him carry it alone, it is useless to make the woman he loves so embarrassed and uncomfortable.

"No, don't say you're sorry, you don't have anything to be sorry for me." He sighed and forced a smile, not wanting Yuhua to blame himself too much, and at the same time not wanting to be too embarrassed in front of Yuhua: "You don't like me, it's not your fault, don't worry, I understand, this kind of thing can't be forced." ”

"Qiren...... I ......" Xia Yuhua saw Li Qiren, who was still smiling and comforting herself at this moment, and her heart was even more uncomfortable, she didn't know why she was so useless and made things look like this. Is he really the Xia Yuhua who dared to love and hate?

"Yuhua, you don't have to say anything, and you don't have to blame yourself so much," Li Qiren interrupted Xia Yuhua's words, hesitated, and asked the question in his heart that he was most reluctant to mention, the most unwilling to face, but the most wanted to know: "Yuhua, it's because of Mo Yang, don't skip words."

He really wanted to know if it wasn't for Mo Yang, if Yuhua hadn't seen Mo Yang at all from beginning to end, would it be possible for their relationship to develop further. If there is no Mo Yang, maybe Yuhua is willing to marry her, even if she doesn't love her as much as she does, but at least is it possible to accept herself?

He didn't know what he was looking forward to, and he knew that he couldn't force his feelings, but he just couldn't give up like this. For the first time, he found that he loved so humbly, and even felt that as long as Yuhua could nod his head and change his mind, he could pay for it. This madness is terrifying, but it is the truest desire in his heart, desperate, even unscrupulous.

Hearing Li Qiren suddenly mention Mo Yang, Xia Yuhua was instinctively stunned for a moment, and after a while, he shook his head and said, "No, Qiren, it's not what you think." It has nothing to do with him, and it has nothing to do with anyone else. It's just that...... It's just because I feel like we're friends, best friends from start to finish. ”

What she was worried about really happened, Qiren mentioned Mo Yang, which showed that he already had a problem with Mo Yang in his heart, and she really didn't want to let Qiren and Mo Yang, a pair of good brothers and friends, have any unnecessary misunderstandings because of herself. In that case, it will make her more self-reproachful and more uneasy.

She regretted that when Qiren wanted to explain this to herself, she faced it directly, and explained it directly, instead of avoiding the problem, so that now things are becoming more and more complicated, which makes her more and more embarrassed.

Isn't it irrelevant? Yes, it should be unrelated, at least before she met Mo Yang, before she was not as familiar with Mo Yang as she is now, she still only regarded Ren as a friend, and there was no other relationship between men and women.

However, for Li Qiren, it doesn't seem to be like this, after hearing Xia Yuhua's answer, he was silent for a while, and then said extremely disappointed: "Even if it's not because of him, but you still like him after all, don't skip words."

This question suddenly made Xia Yuhua stunned again, compared with the previous question of Princess Qingning, Li Qiren's question was more direct and more unavoidable.

After hesitating for a while, she finally stopped being entangled, and slowly nodded towards Li Qiren. Now, she doesn't want to hide anything from Li Qiren, maybe being honest with everything is the best solution.

"I'll admit that I do have a crush on him. But this is only a few days ago that I have only discovered that it really has nothing to do with what is going on with us. Xia Yuhua didn't think too much about it anymore, and simply said the words in his heart one by one: "Qiren, actually, I already felt your mind last time, but I'm afraid that once I say it, it will ......."

"Are you afraid that once you say it, I will be angry, and I will cut off contact with you, and I can't even be a friend. Li Qiren smiled bitterly and said the next words for Xia Yuhua.

Sure enough, Yuhua really fell in love with Mo Yang. This time, he didn't have any reason to deceive himself. Mo Yang is so good, even the only cold temperament is completely different in front of Yuhua, Yuhua will like such Mo Yang, isn't it expected and reasonable?

What could he say? In the final analysis, he is not good enough and not good enough, otherwise, how could Yuhua just regard him as a friend and never think about anything else?

"Qiren, I really hope that we can always be best friends." Seeing Li Qiren say what he thought, Xia Yuhua nodded and admitted: "I'm sorry, it's because my previous thoughts were too selfish, I only cared about myself, but I never thought about your feelings." Perhaps, I should have made it clear to you earlier, so that things would not have turned out the way they are. ”

"You're also doing it for my good, don't you skip words. Li Qiren forcibly made himself look more free, he took a deep breath, and then said with a little self-deprecation: "How can I be angry with you? Unless you ignore me in the future, how can you cut off contact with you? ”

Friends? Just friends. It's just that friends are better than nothing. Li Qiren felt that he had a full taste in his heart, and he understood Yuhua's temperament, did he still have a chance to change something?

He doesn't know what else he can do, perhaps, all he can do now is wait, waiting for the day when he sees Yuhua marry another woman, he will be completely dead, or, waiting for the day when a miracle happens, waiting for the day when Yuhua changes his mind and likes himself?

But these things, at this moment, he can't say more to Yuhua, he doesn't want Yuhua to feel that he is forcing her, he doesn't want her to feel that she is a burden, a kind of trouble. But he really didn't want to give up like this, he didn't want to just stand by her as an ordinary friend.

There are thousands of unwillingness in my heart, but more of them are still reluctant to let go. Yuhua didn't understand how much he liked her, and he still wanted her to understand after all

"Qiren ......" Seeing Li Qiren laughing at himself like this, Xia Yuhua frowned, he really didn't know what else he could say.

Comfort him, or say something like there are many better women in the world than her, and he will definitely find a better person or something? It's not that she doesn't want to say it, but what can she do after saying it, after all, she still can't avoid the harm she brought to Qiren, and she can't change anything all at once.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine, which can dilute everything, but also make people forget many setbacks and pains that should not be there.

"I'm fine, I'm really fine." Li Qiren seems to have finally discovered that he was too out of shape, such a cowardly temperament must not be what Yuhua appreciates and likes, right? He tried hard to adjust his emotions, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I'm a man, besides, at least...... At least we're still friends, don't we skip words.

Although he knew that Li Qiren must not be very comfortable at the moment, hearing him say this, Xia Yuhua finally felt a little more relieved in his heart. She was extremely grateful for Qiren's tolerance and affection, and for a while there was a wet feeling in her eyes, and she said movingly: "Yes, we will always be best friends" (to be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to subscribe to the starting point mobile network (), reward, your support is my biggest motivation. )

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