Chapters 267 and 268 Emotional choice Jin Yan's sentence made Ye Mu's scalp tingle.

Last time, she still remembered that she told Jinyan after seeing Huo Jiancheng's old man go back. Then Jinhiko's face was just a little strange, but he didn't explain anything to her.

But now, Jin Yan actually called Huo Jiancheng a general!

The word admiral deeply stimulated Ye Mu's nerves. You know, it's not easy to meet a living general. Ahem, of course, it's not that Ye Mu has any bad intentions, it's really that the old man's rank is too big.

Moreover, there is another thing that makes Ye Mu's scalp tingle, that is, she remembers it very clearly in her heart, Jinyan said that about her identity and her joining the "homeland" organization, the level of secrecy is particularly high, that is, only the general level has the right to know. At that time, Jinyan also comforted her, there are only a few generals in our country, and people don't have time to pay attention to small shrimps like her. Ye Mu was relieved at that time. And now, she immediately got a general!!

In contact, the general still knows about Jinyan and her, so everything about them should also appear in the information of the old man of the general, so Ye Mu has a sense of fear that he will be stripped naked. She even thought that this old man called her to play chess with her, but in fact, he was afraid that he was only talking to her about the rights and obligations of joining al-Qaeda.

This made Ye Mu very uneasy, although she had been convincing herself that she could not fight against the national military alone, and no one forced her to do anything. But no matter how much she tried to comfort herself, in fact, she still kept running away from it, not wanting to really accept this fact. But now, it seems that she has nowhere to run, and nowhere to run. It has to be faced!

Ye Muqiang cheered up and prepared to deal with the torture of the old general.

It's just that Ye Mu expected the torture and formulaic rights and obligations, etc., not even including warnings or anything! The old man has already let people say hello, and the meal has already served.

"The food here is good, a little better than the average hotel. But it's only good, and the next time I go to Hong Kong, I'll greet those boys and let you have a good taste, what is delicious! Huo Lao beckoned Ye Mu to eat, and at the same time said to the black-clothed man standing next to him who was about to help him pick up the vegetables, "You go out to eat, there is no need here." ”

The man in black saluted without the slightest hesitation, and walked directly towards the door, taking away the two people at the door at the same time.

Ye Mu was actually very surprised, isn't Huo Lao a general, that should be a very important person, although he is a member of the Huo family in Hong Kong, it is not so easy to travel back and forth between Hong Kong and Beijing often, this does not seem to be very appropriate. However, Ye Mu thought that she was not familiar with Huo Lao to this extent, so her question must be hidden in her heart.

"Mu Mu, add a little bit of the tamales in front of you, the old man loves to eat this." Jin Yan picked up the chopsticks and said to Ye Mu with a smile.

Ye Mu was stunned for a moment, looked at it, and it seemed that the tamales were indeed far away from him, and if Jinyan wanted to clip it, it would be far away, which was inconvenient. So Ye Mu used the chopsticks on the table to clip a few pieces of tamales to the old man, "This meat is a little fat, it's better not to eat too much." Ye Mu said with a smile.

Huo Lao looked very satisfied, and quickly finished eating the few pieces of steamed pork, and then commanded Ye Mu as a matter of course: "Mu Mu, peel a shrimp for grandpa······ Mu Mu, grandpa wants to drink that sweet soup...... Mu Mu, bring some vegetables to grandpa······"

How could Ye Mu refuse? Therefore, Ye Mu basically spent a meal in the dishes for Old Man Huo. And she picked up the vegetables for Old Man Huo, and Jinyan picked her usual favorite food and sandwiched it into her bowl. So Ye Mu wasn't hungry either.

"Mu Mu, are you going to get married when you are going to get married?" Old Man Huo suddenly asked.

"Ahem······" Ye Mu, who was drinking soup, suddenly choked. The corners of his lips twitched, and he didn't know what to say.

Old Man Huo didn't intend to let go of this topic, so he asked Xiang Jinyan directly, "Jinyan, you don't have any plans?" ”

Jin Yan is relatively calm, "There is a plan, anyway, it depends on Mu Mu, and Mu Mu will do whatever he says!" ”

Ye Mu glared at Jinyan. Although the two of them said that they had been in contact for a long time, after all, they had just confirmed their relationship, and they were not in love yet, so they were going to get married? Besides, as far as the nature of Jinyan's work is concerned, they are relatively idle during this time, and they are really busy, not to mention that they are in love, I am afraid they don't even have time to make a phone call! Ye Mu suddenly felt that she would lose money if she married such a person who couldn't see her all day!

Ye Mu took a breath and said calmly: "Get married?" We've just started talking, and we're not there yet. I haven't gotten to know him well, what if I marry the wrong person? ”

When Ye Mu said this, she immediately felt that her thigh under the table was pinched, and it hurt a little, but she still didn't stop: "Old man, don't beat around the bush, you know the nature of my work and Jinyan, I don't approve of getting married under such circumstances."

I think it's better to wait until we're both retired to talk about getting married! ”

After Ye Mu finished speaking, he smiled slightly, and then drank the soup. seems to have a calm expression, but in fact, he is sweating fiercely in his heart. That's right, she is testing the old man's attitude! I found her here, and I didn't talk about it, but not mentioning it doesn't mean that this matter can pass, so Ye Mu simply extracted it by himself, maybe he can still fight for the initiative!

Jin Yan didn't speak, it seemed that he acquiesced to Ye Mu's actions. And Old Man Huo just froze for a moment, and then smiled, "Little girl, what do you say is love and marriage?" Do you like the kind of life where two people stick together all the time? Those two don't have to work, they can live as conjoined babies, so what is the development of the world? ”

Ye Mu's face couldn't help but blush, "I don't mean that either, I just yearn for the kind of ordinary life where two people work from 9 to 5, can see each other every day, and can go out together on holidays."

If I don't see each other all year round, then I can't stand it. ”

"Mu Mu!"

After Ye Ti said the above sentence, Jinyan's face turned cold, and the loneliness in his eyes was also obvious.

Ye Mu was also shocked in her heart, could it be that these words she said as a joke were actually her true thoughts in her heart? These are the thoughts she has been buried?! It turned out that what she had been resisting and fearing in her heart turned out to be this!

Yes, Jinyan said that the nature of her work is basically the same as ordinary people, just putting a name on the organization and secretly completing the tasks assigned by the organization. But Jinyan, but he has to act on the front line, and there are countless times on the front line of life and death. For example, the last time he was in Yang City, he was so seriously injured in the line of duty! Ye Mu also didn't know until now, what she was afraid of, it turned out to be these!

Ye Mu knew that Jinyan heard her words, she was complaining, complaining about Jinyan's work. She wanted more because of Huo Lao's seemingly deep concern for her, and even unconsciously said these words, complaining to Old Man Huo. These words are subconsciously saying to Old Man Huo, let him change Jinyan's job!

That's why Jinyan's face is so ugly! In fact, whether there is such a meaning or not, Ye Mu himself doesn't know!

Jinyan was not happy, not happy that she would blame him for his work. Ye Mu knew and understood. However, she didn't know what to say, these were indeed thorns in her heart. Because he hadn't considered marriage before, Ye Mu had been suppressing this thorn, but now, when it came to getting married, the uneasiness in Ye Mu's heart immediately became anxious! She simply couldn't ignore it.

Ye Mu didn't know if it was that Jinyan couldn't change jobs, she was always in danger, and there was no way to give her a sense of security, so this relationship that had just shown signs of deepening should be cut off by herself!

Ye Mu did not shy away from admitting that she was not brave enough, nor did she have such a strong heart. She was afraid of losing, she was so afraid of losing. Whether it is a past life or a present life, what she has is something that she has never really held in the palm of her hand. And feelings, even more so. The same is true for the current Jinyan. She was so scared to lose ······ If destined to lose, she really would rather not have it!

Ye Mu's heart hardened, and he seemed to have figured it out all of a sudden. It turned out that there was nothing at all, which she could have. However, having such a short time of beauty is also a sweet memory. She never seriously considered this relationship with Jinyan, she just let it be, but now it seems that she is really immature! Since it's just begun, it should be too late to give up! She admits that she really isn't a brave person!

Jinyan watched Ye Mu's face gradually change, from the nervousness at the beginning, to the relief that seemed to have been figured out later, Jinyan's whole heart was pinched. Ye Mu has never been a person who likes to think crankily, but if she really made any decisions, she would have really figured it out thoroughly. So Jinyan couldn't help but be afraid.

The meaning of Ye Mu's words was that his work would not give her a sense of security, but would make her worry about what was wrong with him all the time, so she bluntly said that she was afraid. And for Jinyan, the best years of his life were dedicated to the organization and the country. His affection for the organization of the state is absolutely irreplaceable by anything. Now, between Ye Mu and the organization, between these two things that are indispensable in his life, he has to make a choice?

Jinyan admits that he finally has something to think about. He had long had feelings for Ye Mu, and he had always been close to Ye Mu openly and secretly, until Ye Mu accepted him. However, he had never considered the problem from Ye Mu's point of view! He didn't know if he had really forgotten or if he was subconsciously running away from the question. Others may not be able to understand it, but he has seen with his own eyes that Ye Mu has experienced so much, and even her mother, Shen Hong, who desperately wants to keep, has left her. Although Ye Mu didn't say anything, the feeling of loneliness and insecurity in her heart had never been removed.

Originally, he only thought that the relationship between the two people would work as long as it flowed into a canal, but he didn't think about it deeply, and he thought about it for Mu Mu! And Mu Mu probably avoided thinking about it the same. So, the two of them really didn't have the slightest preparation!

Now, when Old Man Huo mentioned this matter, it was equivalent to tearing off the disguise of what the two of them were avoiding and fearing at once, and placed it in front of the two of them! If you don't face it, you won't believe it!

Jin Yan even complained a little bit about the old man, if the old man didn't say it, they might be able to be calm for a while, at least they could enjoy this pulse warmth for a little longer. But he also knew that this was the best, their relationship was developing rapidly, and after a while, if the two of them mentioned this disagreement or even finally separated, they were afraid that it would be even more uncomfortable! He understands, he understands everything, but he just doesn't give up...

Jinyan's eyes were a little sour, how could he be so selfish? He said that he wanted to make Mu Mu happy, but did he want her to live a happy life that was scared all day long? That's torture, not happiness. And his mission is destined for him to write a suicide note every time he sets off. Therefore, for him, he is ready to die all the time, and letting Mu Mu die for him can also be regarded as happiness? Jin Yan suddenly felt that he had been cocooning himself all along, and at this time, this cocoon had been so bound that he couldn't break free!

Changing jobs? No, you can't. Not to mention the discipline of the organization or anything, just emotionally, he can't bear it. They were a team, and after years of running-in, everyone knew each other's strengths and weaknesses very well. And he's the captain! He is the core of a team, although he does not want to be arrogant, but I have to say that every time the success of the mission, his command and leading role, no one can replace it is also the key to completing the task! So, if he leaves, their squad will be finished. Even if we find another captain to cooperate, it's not something that can be done in a while. What's more, their pair, from the beginning of the rusty, to the end of the complete familiarity and trust to hand over the back to the partner, in the middle, but paid the precious lives of three team members! And if you change someone to run in, will you have to sacrifice your teammates? Jinyan didn't dare to think about it, let alone experiment!

Many people say that a good soldier, an excellent special forces, should be placed in which team and position the superiors put him, he can immediately be competent and cooperate well with his companions, this is the best soldier! But Jinyan knew that this was not the case. Those special forces are quantitatively produced, but they are not! Any person in their team has better basic training than ordinary special forces, and each of them also has one or two specialties, which is also the top in the world! It is a power and effect that outsiders simply cannot imagine. The people in their team, even familiar with their respective teammates, do not need eye movements, only combined with the actual situation, they all know how to divide the labor! This kind of tacit understanding, if you change someone else, can it work?

Jin Yan grabbed one of Ye Mu's hands and clenched it tighter and tighter, and he closed his eyes tightly.

This choice is really difficult. The long-term sense of responsibility makes him unable to ignore the life and death of his teammates who have worked with him for many years for the sake of his feelings; But for Mu Mu, as long as he thought of giving up on her, his heart hurt as if he was going to be ripped out!

At this time, the most relaxed person was Old Man Huo, and he looked at Jin Yan and Ye Mu's faces suddenly changing with satisfaction. The silence of the two juniors made Old Man Huo also ponder, and his eyebrows furrowed tightly. But it didn't take long for it to unfold.

"Mu Mu, have you now gotten the official establishment?" Old Man Huo suddenly asked.

Ye Mu was stunned, shook his head, and looked at Jinyan again, "I don't know." It's all done by Jinyan. ”

Jin Yan seemed to be a little puzzled as to why Huo Lao would ask this, but he still replied truthfully: "It's just a name, because including the archives, they are all confidential, and they are ready to fall into the archives." ”

Huo Lao nodded, thought about it again, and then looked at Ye Mu: "Mu Mu, your files still don't go into storage." In this way, you are ready to invest in a joint venture between the military and Huo's to invest in a unit that integrates research and pharmaceutical research and production. You'll go to work here then, and go through the normal routine. As for the organization that Jinyan told you before, you just need to know the secrecy. ”

Huo Lao's simple words made Ye Mu stunned on the spot, and even Jinyan was stunned.

Ye Mu was a little incredulous, what does Huo Lao mean by this? Are you saying that she is free again?

"What do you mean......" Ye Mu hesitated a little, "I ······"

"It's simple, just as if Jinhiko never told you anything. Of course, the Institute of Endangered Plants is your school! You don't have to worry about the affairs of the military, anyway, no one except Jinyan knows about you. ”

Ye Mu was completely pleasantly surprised. Huo Lao's meaning is already obvious, that is, she has regained her free body, and everything is still the same as before! Actually, as Jinyan said before, after joining the organization, she is also very free, but she still has a feeling of involuntarily, as if she is not willing to do it, it is forced to accept it, no matter how good the conditions are, no matter how high the degree of freedom, there will always be a stalk in her heart. And now, Old Man Huo told her that what he said before was no longer counted!

Ye Mu was really excited. Because at that time, Jinyan said to her that it was impossible for the country to let a talent like her have the possibility of losing abroad. Therefore, it is safe and necessary for her to join the national organization. And she thinks so too!

I didn't expect that now, I don't even need to join!

Ye Mu couldn't wait to share it with Jinyan, but she forgot that Jinyan was also listening from beginning to end. And Jinyan's face now is very, very ugly!

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