On this day, Yan Jingyu, who had not been home for a long time, seemed very happy, a little more than usual, and after the night banquet, she insisted on taking Qian Qian to the small garden to enjoy the scenery.

The Liu family's garden is very small, and there is actually no scenery to enjoy, but Qian Qian still followed Yan Jingyu and sat on the stone bench in the garden while watching the moonlight and being bitten by mosquitoes.

"Here," Yan Jingyu took out a handful of candy as if by magic and handed it to Qian Qian: "I know you don't like to eat sugar, but try it." ”

Qian Qian took a look and found that it was a small sugar grain made in the shape of a plum blossom, glowing faintly purple red in the moonlight, as if it had been dyed.

"Huh?" Qian Qian blinked: "It seems that this kind of sugar is placed in the tea tray in Aunt Liu's Xiaohua Hall, where did you take it from?" ”

"Hmm." Yan Jingyu smiled, and there were faint and gentle ripples in her eyes: "My mother has prepared this kind of sugar all year round, and it is for me to eat." ...... year Back then, she picked up the dirty and down-to-earth me in Youzhou and brought me all the way to Jiangnan. I was seven years old, and she looked at me and guessed that something must have happened to me, but she didn't ask, she just kept wondering why I didn't cry. ”

"Later." Qian Qian stretched out his hand and pinched Yan Jingyu's hand, and there was a faint distress in his heart. A seven-year-old child, who saw his parents being tortured and killed, escaped all the way alone, if he hadn't met Liu Piaopiao, he didn't know how much torture he would have suffered.

"Before the Yan family was wiped out, my mother, my own mother hid me in a suitcase and escaped," Yan Jingyu's eyes were as calm as water, but Qian Qian could see the pathos hidden deep in the depths of her eyes: "I was very scared at the time, I kept crying, my mother told me, let me live, and also, she said that I can't cry anymore." I listened to her and never cried again. Later, I met my current mother, and she asked me why I didn't cry, and I said I would never cry again. ”

Yan Jingyu lowered her head, first picked up a piece of candy and gently put it in her mouth, and then pinched a piece of candy and sent it to Qian Qian's mouth. Qian Qian obediently opened his mouth and ate the candy, plum-flavored, fragrant, sweet, in fact, it tasted very good.

"Later, when I came to Jiangnan, my mother made a lot of such plum blossom-shaped candy with her own hands, and placed them everywhere in the house, so that I could see them anytime and anywhere." Yan Jingyu lowered her head and pulled the candy one by one, and said with a smile: "She told me that if you want to cry in your heart, eat a piece of candy." When the mouth is sweet, the bitterness in the heart will be lighter. ”

"Hmm!" Qian Qian agreed with a smile, and at the same time pinched a piece of candy and stuffed it into Yan Jingyu's mouth: "Then eat more, so that your mouth is sweet every day." ”

"Not anymore." Yan Jingyu raised her eyes and looked at Qian Qian with a smile: "I don't need you anymore, I often feel that when I see you smiling, the sky will dawn." In the past five years outside, you are my greatest comfort, at least I am not alone. ”

"Okay, I remember." Qian Qianyan smiled even more happily when he heard this: "I laugh every day, and it's bright every day." ”

Seeing Qian Qian and Yan Jingyu looking at each other and smiling, 7788, who had been silent in the system space for a long time, finally couldn't help but speak: "I said, Qian Chuanzi, you really weren't bent by Yan Jingyu, right?" ”

"Get out!" Qian Qian's answer was brief.

"You can't be weak-hearted, right?" 7788 blinked his little eyes: "Have you been bent by Yan Jingyu and are planning to lily?" ”

Qian Qian's question about 7788 was silent for a long time before answering: "I've thought about it for a long time...... You may think I'm crazy, but I'm really not bent, I'm quite conscious, I'm just...... It's just that there is always a feeling that Yan Jingyu is him......"

"Who? Lu Fuyao? I think you're crazy! 7788 rubbed his ears high: "What do you mean to be quite sober?" Are you still sober after all this? Do you know that Lu Fuyao is a man? Yan Jingyu is a woman's daughter! Don't you know your husband? Don't you know Lu Fuyao? Do you think it's possible for him to choose a female character? ”

"I don't know......" Qian Qian hesitated for a long time before replying in a low voice: "I know you're right, intellectually, I also think it's impossible for him to choose a female role, I've lived with him for several lifetimes, and I still know him." But...... But...... Yan Jingyu just makes me feel a feeling, like intuition, which makes me feel close and at ease, and makes me feel ...... She's him! I...... I know you think I'm crazy, but that's why I like her so much, but I know, I know that she's a woman, and my feelings for her ...... Never mind...... I can't tell you anyway. ”

"I think you're thinking Lu Fuyao is crazy!" 7788's ears drooped: "Really don't look for psychological help?" You've recognized a woman as your husband! What's your next not lily? ”

"I told you it wasn't quite the same!" Qian Qian was a little desperate to explain something, but he didn't know what to say after thinking about it.

"What's the difference?" 7788 blinked his eyes and looked puzzled: "Isn't it that you love Yan Jingyu as Lu Fuyao?" ”

"Anyway......" Qian Qian thought for a long time in embarrassment, and finally replied: "Let me say this, I know that Yan Jingyu is a woman, and I can't love her as a man, unless she is a man." But, in this plane, I'm really willing to give everything for her. I am willing, doing my best, with all my might, to make her all the best and make her as happy as possible. In this plane, as long as it is for her, I am willing to pay whatever price I pay. I...... I actually really think she's him...... It's true! I know you don't believe ......"

"I don't understand!" 7788 stared at Qian Qian's face and shook his head honestly: "However, it's good that you're happy." In fact, it doesn't matter whether you love a man or a woman, the important thing is that you are happy. You think it's important to make Yan Jingyu happy, but I think it's more important for you to be happy. If being with her puts you in a better mood, then I think it's good. As for the future, let's save up points to the advanced plane early, find a beautiful single dog colleague to be your husband, and stabilize it! ”

"Any good words that make you go off the rails when you say them." Qian Qian smiled: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

"What's wrong with Little Peach?" Yan Jingyu saw that Qian Qian didn't speak for a long time, and touched her face with some worry: "Not happy? ”

"I'm seriously eating sugar." Qian Qian smiled happily at Yan Jingyu: "Aunt Liu has a heart." You're so lucky to have met her. ”

"Hmmm! Very lucky. Yan Jingyu also smiled, her beautiful eyes seemed to have starlight shining in the moonlight: "I'm luckier to meet you." ”