I don't remember how I got back, but when I looked up, I was under the same building as the house.

Looking up at the brightly lit floor, I suddenly didn't want to go back.

It's just a rented empty shell, the furniture belongs to someone else, the ownership is someone else's, and he is also a duckweed, floating in this vast sea of people.

It's a sense of loneliness for no reason, top-heavy, and I want to desperately grab something, but I can't catch anything.

Is life always so confused?

Where does that sense of unsociable loneliness originate?

How can I find my belonging?

Where do I belong?

Life is a process of searching, is death helpless, or is it the peace that a lifetime of pursuit?

I don't understand, I don't even understand anything.

At this moment, for no reason, I just want to escape, escape from this street, escape from this city, and even escape from this world.

In the city at night, the wind began to rise, thunder rolled through, and it was about to rain.

But I was running recklessly, running along the streets, running and running, even though I had reached the limit, although my lungs were bursting in pain, my whole body was hot, as if I was tormented in a pan of oil, my calves were sore, and I almost couldn't stand on my feet, but I just didn't want to stop.

The rain began to fall, and in an instant, it became a torrential downpour, and I fell to the ground in the blurred sight of the rain, and began to cry.

There is no reason, I just feel uncomfortable, I just feel aggrieved, I just want to cry.

It's like a volcano that is silent and forbearing, and it suddenly erupts, and I just want to cry regardless of it.

The rain suddenly didn't hit me, I rubbed my eyes, and then I vaguely saw a figure, he was holding an umbrella, wearing a white shirt, his face couldn't be seen clearly, but I was sure that I knew him.

"Why don't you see me?"

"Why?"

"You say!"

I thought I was crazy, and I asked frantically.

"Y-you're looking for me?"

It's the voice of the café owner.

I froze, tugged at his trouser hand, and took it back.

It's embarrassing, I recognized the wrong person.

"I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person!"

I was busy covering my face with one hand and supporting the ground with the other, trying to get up, but I just couldn't use my legs, and after several attempts, I could only sit on the ground.

"Han Yunduo is coming soon!"

The café owner shoved the black umbrella into my hand, opened a striped folding umbrella himself, turned around and left. I was left alone, sitting on the ground in a daze.

Three minutes later, Han Yunduo really came and helped me into her car.

I resolutely didn't go to the hospital, and I didn't want to go back to my residence, so Han Yunduo had to take me back to where she lived.

When I got downstairs to her house, I realized that my eyes, as if I were crying too much, had entered the rain again, and my vision was a little blurry.

She lived in an apartment, on the 13th floor, and when I got out of the elevator, I saw a man, standing in the hallway, with his arms crossed, looking at us.

"Can't you bring her back?"

Han Yunduo pulled me to the door opposite the man, and while touching the key, I questioned, and I realized that the person was the owner of the café.

"Can't!"

The boss had changed into a black dressing gown, and his hair was still dripping with water, apparently freshly washed.

"Do men and women kiss?"

Han Yunduo had already opened the door, and while drawing the key, he looked back at the boss.

The boss nodded earnestly.

"Luo Tian, are you kidding?"

Han Yunduo looked speechless, "You've all lived a fine life, do you still care about this?" ”

It turned out that the owner of the café, called Luo Tian, I squinted my eyes and looked him up and down, I didn't know what kind of demon he was, he could be said to be a fine by Han Yunduo.

"Hmm!"

Luo Tian continued to nod, and in order to show respect, he spit out a word.

"That summer, you don't want to go out! Don't understand indecent assault? ”

Han Yunduo pushed me into the room and turned around and said viciously.

"I touched her hand!"

Luo Tian pointed at me very seriously.

"I'm going to take a shower!"

Am I being shot while lying down?

Han Yunduo and Luo Tian are a little ambiguous!

"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you!"

Han Yunduo slammed the door and closed the door, and Luo Tian was stopped at the door.

"You're neighbors!"

This Luo Tian seems to live next door.

"Hurry up and take a shower, it's late, I'm going to catch a cold!"

Han Yunduo took out a bathrobe from the cabinet on the side and stuffed it to me, "New one, I didn't wear it." ”

"You-"

I still wanted to gossip, but I was frightened by Han Yunduo's suddenly conjured fangs, and silently went to take a bath.

My mood suddenly stabilized, and at this point, I still regret that I should have agreed to her sending me home.

Why did you come to her house?

It's okay to go out and stay in a hotel!

Vixen! It's still so fierce, what should I do if I am eaten at night after I wash it?

In the end, my worries were unnecessary, and after washing, Han Yunduo brought me ice cubes, asked me to compress my eyes, washed my wet clothes, dehydrated them to dry, and gave them back to me.

The apartment she lives in is in a duplex, downstairs is the bathroom, living room, dining room and kitchen, upstairs, is three rooms, two bedrooms, a study, the decoration inside is very simple, clean and comfortable.

Tonight, I stayed in the second bedroom, and she slept in the master bedroom, with one of those wooden doors that were cut open on both sides.

I can't sleep.

"Let's drink some ginger soup!"

Han Yunduo knocked on the door, I let her in, and silently drank the bowl of ginger soup.

"Ignore the wolf, he doesn't know anything."

Han Yunduo crossed his arms and stood to the side, waiting for me to put the bowl down before he said.

"How do you know?"

I went to Mingde Cemetery tonight, and no one told me!

"Because, the fox's ears are also very useful!"

Han Yunduo pointed to his ear.

It seems that this is the case, foxes and wolves are wild animals, and if they become sperm, they don't want to go against the sky.

"I know what you're thinking now."

Han Yunduo shook his head and looked at me helplessly.

"On the shore of the sea of souls, what is the place?"

Xiaobai only said these four words, and the rest was not mentioned again.

"You can't go again, it's better not to know!"

Han Yunduo avoided this topic, took the bowl, went out, and before closing the door, he advised, "Rest early!" ”

"Which one, what's his name?"

I hurriedly pulled the door and asked stubbornly, Xiaobai said, he can't tell me his name, then Han Yunduo, she must know.

"You can't remember what you said, go to sleep!"

Han Yunduo broke my hand and ordered, "I don't want to say it a third time!" ”

I let go of my hand and obediently lay on the bed, Han Yunduo was at the door, and after seeing that I was lying down, this time I turned off the lights, closed the door, and left.

But how could I sleep?

Thinking about it over and over again, tossing and turning, no, I still have to go to Xiaobai, since Han Yunduo doesn't say it, then I can only find another way.