【Fengyun Reading Network. It's like sleeping for a century. Peace of mind gradually woke up. The first thing I felt when I regained consciousness was that my throat seemed to be sticky and unpleasantly dry. Voice from the throat: "Water water"

Cheng Yan, who was drowsy with his head in his hands, was suddenly awakened by Anxin. Hurriedly poured her a glass of water.

Anxin was in a daze and supported his soft body under the light of Cheng Yan. I didn't wait to open my eyes to see the silhouette of the person around me. And he was thirsty and poured water into his stomach. As a result, I drank too quickly. Choking and coughing.

Cheng Yan put the water cup on the bedside table, and leaned behind Anxin to pat her on the back. Do you still drink it?"

Anxin shook his head. I am also clearly aware that the person around me is Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan propped the pillow behind her and let her lean on. Sitting next to her and staring at her.

Anxin glanced up at him. He also lost a lot of weight after not seeing him for a few days. There seem to be a few swollen marks on the left side of his face. She shook her head and looked at him. Cough lightly. He asked in a dumb voice, "What's wrong with your face?" chuckled, "Mom hasn't done anything to you in years."

Cheng Yan's cheeks flushed. Reached out and touched his left cheek, which was still slightly painful. Panicked: "Is it obvious. Alas. It's all to blame on the godmother. You're going to say hello to my face. Have pity on my handsome little face. It's a terrible thing."

Knowing that he was deliberately making himself laugh. But peace of mind only feels depressed in my heart. The corners of his mouth barely raised. I just can't laugh.

Cheng Yan didn't see the desired effect. It's a little embarrassing. I was about to say something else to tease her.

Anxin looked at him directly. His face was still as pale as ever. It adds a bit of sickness to the thin face. She whispered, "What's wrong with you?"

"I" Cheng Yan scratched the back of his head. I don't know what to say. The words of apology are really unspeakable in the face of such a familiar peace of mind. So he said, "Thank you and me for the financing."

Anxin smiled coldly. successfully blocked Cheng Yan's later words. Watch as she picks up the glass from the bedside table and takes a few sips slowly. He lowered his head and said, "When did our relationship become estranged to the point of saying such kind words as thank you."

She looked up. Smile still. It's just that the cold under his eyes makes Cheng Yan can't help but panic. I just heard her say slowly, "You don't have to thank me. An family's request for help was proudly rejected by you. You don't owe me; As for the Lu family. Lu Sheng helps you to be his righteous anger. It has nothing to do with me either. You know. I'm always at ease. There's no one and nothing to repay me with virtue."

Cheng Yan knew she was angry. Look at her thin appearance. Guiltily: "Peace of mind. I'm sorry. I know you hate me. You tell me. How can I make you feel better? You open your mouth. Beat me up."

Cheng Yan's sincere apology only felt harsh and piercing in Anxin's ears. The chest is very tight. She put away the fake smile she had barely squeezed out. Stared at her and said fiercely: "What if I hate you. What if I don't hate you. No matter what I do, you won't fall in love with me. It's not going to come back to me after all, is it?"

"I'm sorry" Cheng Yan couldn't bear to look at her eyes. Bow your head and apologize.

Anxin forced himself to calm down." Sorry you've been saying too many of these three words lately. I'm tired of hearing it. I don't want to hear it anymore. I don't need your apology. You can't give me what I want. Don't want to give either. So. I'm sorry for you."

"Peace of mind. Don't do that. Do you have to do that? If you can't be a husband and wife, you have to break off your righteousness? How can our twenty-year relationship be broken off at once. Even if you can't be a couple. You can be friends, too." Cheng Yan stood up excitedly.

"You can't be a couple. You can also be friends." Anxin repeated his words. Ask him rhetorically.

"yes." Cheng Yan nodded sincerely.

"Then you can't be lovers." An An asked as she stared at him sadly. She just wanted him to answer her question. She really wanted to know. What will become of their relationship?

Cheng Yan felt a pain in his heart when he was asked. Sigh and sit back down on your side. Said softly: "You can't be a lover. Is it good to be a brother and sister. Peace. Please believe it. The last person in this world I want to hurt is you. You will always be my favorite. There's a place in my heart that belongs entirely to you. It's just that we don't have the fate to become husband and wife in this life. I try to love. But the heart has gone off track. I can't do anything about it."

Come forward with peace of mind. Reach out and cover Cheng Yan's heart. Crying, "It's me who didn't look at it. It's all useless to me."

Cheng Yan couldn't hold back any longer. Hold her in your arms. I kept saying I'm sorry. Anxin cried loudly. As if to vent all the grievances that I have suppressed in my heart during this time. She knows. This may be the last time she will cry in his arms. This warm embrace will no longer belong to her. Her little words fell in love with someone else; Her dreams. Shattered.

Peace of mind with your head down. Don't dare to look at my mother's slightly reproachful gaze. The atmosphere was so solemn that it was about to suffocate. Under the powerful aura of mom. Anxin finally couldn't help but say timidly: "Mommy. I'm sorry. This time. It's going to worry you and your dad."

"Don't tell me it's useless. I only ask you. Have you had enough of the trouble?" Hao Lei's voice was deep. The face is not very good-looking.

I know it's my fault. But I still can't help but be aggrieved. Anxin snorted: "I'm afraid you can best understand my current mood. You may have been in better shape than I was."

The voice did not fall. The head that was lowered was slapped to one side by the slap in the wind. Pain is a knee-jerk reaction to peace of mind. Covering her red face and looking at Mommy in disbelief. It was the second time she'd ever received a slap in the mouth. The first time was when my mother hit me when I tried to commit suicide in the hospital not long ago.

The more I think about it, the more aggrieved I become. Biting her lip and glaring at her mother. Hao Lei is angry, how can she stand her eyes like this. Picked her hand away and struck again. An An screamed and fell on the bed.

Hao Lei looked at her daughter leaning on the bed without pity. Said fiercely: "Does it hurt. How much it hurts on your face can tell you how much it hurts in my heart. It's 20 years ago at this time, I was abandoned by the man I grew up with like you, and I was very sad, but that doesn't mean that my own daughter can laugh at me because of this."

"I didn't" Anxin cried. yelled at her mother aggrievedly, "I didn't taunt you. I just want you to understand me."

"Understand you. I'm your mother. You're the meat that fell from me. No one feels more sorry for you than I do. Of course I understand you. But that doesn't mean I can understand your suicide. Parents of the Body Hair and Skin. I taught you this sutra of filial piety myself. You've forgotten everything for me. You die for a man who doesn't love you. Have you ever thought about what will happen to me and your dad when you die? We only have you as a daughter. Do you want us white-haired people to send black-haired people?"

Hao Lei, who has always been strong, finally couldn't hold back and shed tears. She was really about to break down.20 years ago, her emotional wound was now her daughter's turn to experience.She only felt that she had experienced another heart-rending pain.

"I'm sorry. Mom" looked at her like this. Peace of mind is very distressing. Since she was born, her mother has been a strong woman in her mind. She can fight bloody battles with her dad in the business field. There is no one in Shanghai who does not know that the chairman's wife of Ledao is a heroine who does not let her eyebrows go. No one dared to underestimate her.

But now she suddenly realized. Her mother is a woman, no matter how strong she is. She is also a woman who needs to be leaned on her shoulders.

I don't know when. An Ran had quietly come to Madame's side. Hold her tightly in your arms as usual. The gentle tone seems to be pouring out the tenderness and sweetness of the heart. He leaned into her ear and whispered, "Why are you crying again? I've been shedding too many tears lately. I don't know how much water I need to replenish to get it back. My wife never shows weakness."

Hao Lei's little woman seemed to snuggle up in his warm arms." Flutter" laughed. Enron also smiled. Said: "Let's go. I'll send you back to your room. I'll teach this ignorant kid a lesson in a moment."

An Ran glanced at Anxin without a trace. An An flashed with beautiful big eyes and looked at his dad with tears. She knows. Her father, who had always been mild-mannered, was bound to "talk" to her.

It only took a moment to send Madame back to her room. Enron turned back again. Holding a porcelain plate in his hand. There are some ice cubes and a white towel on top.

Rest assured on Enron's lap. Enjoying the feeling of Dad putting ice cubes on his red and swollen cheeks. Smelling the faint smell of cologne on my father's body. The heart is extremely comfortable and peaceful. It is different from Cheng Yan's embrace. Although lying in Daddy's arms did not feel a pounding heartbeat. But it's a different kind of warmth. Because she knows that this wide embrace will always be open for her. Will never abandon her.

Facing his daughter. Enron can always show the appearance of a gentle and jade-like son. He couldn't agree more than with the romantic statement that his daughter was the lover of his previous life. Looking at the swelling on my daughter's face and the scars on my wrists that have not yet scabbed. He couldn't be more distressed." Does it still hurt?"

Anxin shook his head. looked at my dad and said, "It doesn't hurt on my body. It hurts."

"Ugh." Enron sighed softly. Comforted: "Don't blame your mother. She's by you. You and Cheng Yan are her weaknesses. No one else can touch it. Now you two have become like this. You can see how uncomfortable she is."

Anxin said: "Dad. I don't blame Mom. I know she's bitter. What happened back then has always been a taboo for her. I touched her scales again and again. No wonder she was so angry that she wanted to hit me. Father. Actually, mom was lucky. After Uncle Cheng abandoned her, she could still meet a man as good as you."

An Ran listened to her daughter boast about herself like this. He smiled very apprehensively: "Yes. Daddy is so good in your eyes."

"Of course. My dad is the most perfect man in the world." Peace of mind proudly praised.

"That. It's compared to Cheng Yan." Enron asked.

"Dad" Anxin's face darkened. Instantly unhappy.

"I'm really not going to forgive him anymore. Just hate him so much. You've figured it out. Isn't it a pity that the relationship between the two of you for so many years is really broken like this. You're almost 22 years old. They've all grown into adults. Be more mature when dealing with things. Being rash will only make you regret it for the rest of your life."

I thought about it with peace of mind. Seriously said to Dad, "Dad. I'm angry with him though. But I didn't hate him to the point of dying with him. To break off with him these words are nothing but angry words. I was angry on the one hand because he deceived me and hid from me. On the other hand is angry that he takes the feelings between us inappropriately. I struggled with why our 20-year relationship wasn't as deep as he had been with that woman in just a few months."

"Didn't your mother struggle with that in the first place? Ke Xin'er. Love cannot be measured in terms of length of time. Some people fall in love with each other at first sight. And there are. Even if you live together for a lifetime, you don't necessarily fall in love with each other. Marriage is predestined. At the time of your birth. The red thread between you and the man you destined for is in the hands of the old moon. Whoever he tells you to be with, you have to be with."

An Xin pouted unconvinced: "What if there is an ugly monster on the other end of the red line."

Enron smiled. pinched the tip of her nose: "Yue Lao is not short-sighted. My daughter is so beautiful, of course, she has to find a handsome guy to be considered a talented woman."

An An was amused by Enron.

An Ran continued: "Cheng Yan was grown up by watching. He was a man of love and righteousness. He must feel bad about doing such a thing to you. If only you could let go. Fulfill him. He will be grateful to you for the rest of his life. Cheng Yan is our son. It's your brother. He will always have a place for you in his heart. Isn't that good?"

Anxin shed tears again: "Dad. I know what you're saying. But the thought of losing him. My heart throbbed and throbbed. I don't know what to do."

An Ran hugged her distressedly: "Dad knows. Just let time heal everything. Everything will pass."

Lying in Enron's arms with peace of mind. Crying sadly. To ease the mood. She said, "Dad. Send me abroad."

"Where do you want to go?"

"France. In the past, because I was reluctant to say anything, I couldn't do it. Now I'm not afraid.. STH is about to return home. I want to go with him and let him continue to teach me how to make pastries. I've only learned half of his kung fu."

"Good. It's up to you."

"Thank you Dad. You've been so good to me. I love you."

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