Chapter 45: Arrangements in the Dark
In any case, such an unexpected discovery is much better for me than no discovery at all, at least I can investigate in this direction. At this time, I kind of understand why when I went to the coffee book house that day, I couldn't read any books, but I had such a first love and no secret love.
Is it arranged by God in the dark? I accidentally discovered the existence of the coffee book house, and then let myself see this book, and then let myself find that this letter gave me this clue.
also let herself find some clues, but it is not so easy for people who want to write these words, after all, many people have read her books, how can they know who left this? Even if you ask the owner, you won't know so clearly.
Although it is said to give yourself some hope, it is not so easy to know the whole answer. But for He Yuhe, this can be regarded as a hope, at least he will not give up.
It is better to have hope than no hope, and even if the hope is slim, I will try to investigate. To put it simply, this is the only clue I know so far, and if I don't investigate, I won't give up.
I hope that this clue will be a good clue for me and can help me, rather than subconsciously thinking that it is wrong. After knowing this, in fact, my heart was quite excited, and I always felt that the answer I wanted would be available soon.
Vaguely, I feel that it doesn't seem to be so simple, in my own memory of losing a year, I always feel that a lot of things happened that year. It's not just the story of my first love, but there are others, but I can't remember it for the time being.
What exactly was lost in my lost memory, why did I forget what happened that year, it is said that the car accident at that time was not particularly serious, why, it will cause my memory to be lost.
In response to this problem, I once doubted it, and I also found the corresponding books to read. I always felt that things couldn't be so coincidental, and when I had a car accident, I forgot everything that happened that year. If you say that you have forgotten everything, then you will not have such doubts, but you happened to forget that year, isn't it very suspicious?
Although I have some doubts in my heart, it's just that now, there is no evidence, and I can only put it aside for the time being, maybe it's some bad memories that I don't want to remember.
It doesn't necessarily have to be a good memory, but there is another possibility, that is, a bad memory, so I will choose to forget.
Forget it, why should I bother so much at this time, in short, I have found so many clues for the time being, and I have already made myself ecstatic. Maybe there will be more unexpected gains in the future, and I will slowly meet these accidents.
After knowing that, He Yuhe was not in a hurry to go back, after all, he clearly knew that the purpose of his coming back today was to accompany his grandfather more. Although his heart was also quite anxious, he still didn't choose to leave immediately.
If he leaves like this, he won't achieve his goal today, he simply just wants to spend more time with his grandfather, after all, grandpa lives alone in the old mansion, and he is quite lonely, and he rarely has time to come over on weekends to accompany him more.
He Yuhe stayed in the old mansion all weekend, originally he didn't want to spend the night there, but after thinking about it, it was better to stay for one night. Some things can't be solved at all, for example, who wrote those yourself, even if you compare it now and know that it is the same, so what.
In this way, I just know that it was written by the same person, and I still don't know who it is, not to mention, my book has never been returned to others, and I still want to find a chance to explain it to others, after all, this is my own fault.
I promised the other party that I would return it to her the next day, but I have been busy forgetting it, and it has been delayed until now, so I should find a time to go to the coffee book house and explain to her by the way.
He Yuhe didn't want to do things so without a beginning and an end, in fact, at this time, he also thought about whether he should keep that book, after all, if it was placed in the coffee book house, it was very likely that it would be taken away by other people, and when he wanted to find other evidence, it seemed to be difficult again.
Or maybe you should discuss it with the other party and give this book to yourself, after all, this book is quite important to you, and it definitely has something to do with your memory.
Although I don't know why, I'm so sure that this book has something to do with my memory, but I always feel that everything is too coincidental, and it all seems to be predestined.
Anyway, he should figure out all these things, maybe after this matter is clear, the girl in his mind should be able to find it.
It's just that He Yuhe is struggling with a problem at this moment, even if he finds her out, so what, he and her should have been separated a long time ago, continue to pretend that he doesn't know anything, or continue to have a relationship with her.
If the other party is married and has children, whether he wants to continue to pester others, it seems that he has not thought about such a possibility. All along, I have subconsciously felt that she, like myself, has been waiting for the other party to appear.
Why did I separate from her back then, and why did I lose my memory, this day is still a day, and I still can't think about it so far.
If the other party is really the person he loves, he can't be separated from her, and he can't allow her to be separated from himself, even if he was in that situation at that time, he couldn't do that kind of thing, as if there were important things in the middle that were hidden.
On the contrary, at this time, I feel that I am not in a hurry before, and maybe so far, I haven't thought about it! Even if you meet each other, what else can you say, ask the other party directly, why did you break up back then, why did you abandon yourself, etc.?
It doesn't seem so reasonable to say this, and I still don't know what happened for many years, so before I think about it, I can only put this matter down for the time being.
Some things are clear, I feel more comfortable sleeping, I don't want to be like before, I am so preoccupied that it is difficult to sleep.
He Lao is also in a good mood, probably thinking of his grandson, staying by his side on weekends and accompanying him, so he feels very good.
"Master, I see that you are in a very good mood today, and you are so happy when you wake up early in the morning." Sister-in-law Liu brought some tea to He Lao and went to the garden.
After all, I know that every morning, the old man will play Tai Chi in the garden. But I always feel that today is very different from usual, and he seems to be very happy.
Although he didn't say anything, it could be seen from his facial expressions that he was very happy, and it was rare to be so happy.
He Lao didn't hide his feelings, and said with a hearty smile, "Sister-in-law Liu is really right by you, Xiao He is enough to accompany me at home, of course I am very happy." Anyway, he also longs to live with a family, but he said that because of work, the old house is too far away from the company, so he moved to the apartment.
Now that he will come back to accompany him on the weekend, how can he be unhappy, it should be said that he will wake up laughing even from a dream.
My greatest wish is to be able to be with them, the family is harmonious, living in a very, but unfortunately, over the years, because of their respective work, their families have left their side, and they are the only ones who stay alone in this old house.
Now I have been looking forward to it for so many years, and I finally look forward to my grandson, returning to my side, and being closer to myself. In other words, I am in a very good mood at this time.
"The young master is really good, and he has special care and filial piety to the master." Sister-in-law Liu has always been very good to the young master, probably because she watched him grow up since she was a child, and she also treats him as her own child.
"Yes, he is very filial, and he is very good to you." He Yuhe has never had the breath of a son-in-law, so he has always been very easy to get along with and approachable, although he doesn't like to talk a lot of the time, but he is really good.
He Lao is also what he is most proud of, He Yuhe is a child who grew up in a wealthy family, but he does not have the casualness and arrogance of a wealthy son at all, but he is very easy to get along with.
Sister-in-law Liu smiled and said softly, "Yes, the young master has always been very good to us. "Watching him grow up since he was a child, although he doesn't like to talk very coldly, but he is very easy to get along with and knows how to be considerate of others.
"If he can come back often in the future, so that he can accompany me like this, I will be even happier, I can get married early, give me a doll, let me take it, it would be great." He Lao naturally hopes that he can be happy, get married as soon as possible, and even hope that he can have a child and amuse himself.
It's quite gratifying to think about such a thing, and maybe it will happen soon. Just like the purpose of his return, if he really likes that girl, he will marry the other party now that he finds her.
If he marries other women, he feels that the hope is not very great, at least not so fast, and he knows him too well.
There is also an accident, and there is a possibility, that is, the person he has been thinking about in his heart, if he really finds it back, they will choose to get married, so it will be more likely.
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