【37.】

The first semester of the sophomore year passed relatively quickly, and there were still many annoying courses. But fortunately, the schoolwork is not so tight. On the day of the holiday, I was caught by the instructor to be a strong man.

There are a lot of students in the office, but most of them are juniors. The two guides sat in front of me and chatted, and I heard Du Bin's name in a trance. Pouting and not going to my heart, it has nothing to do with me anyway.

"Liu Jia."

The instructor called out to me, and I put down my pen and ran over.

She handed me a thick stack of paper: "Send it to the dean's office, just say that it is the first half of the electronic branch of the demerit punishment and the list of bonus points for participating in the activity." ”

"Oh." I waved my hand and asked, "Where's the office?" ”

"Fifteenth floor. Go in and look for it, there is a sign at the door of every office. ”

I nodded, took these things and went to the elevator. The fifteenth floor is different from our teacher's office, the decoration is very stylish, and the walls are hung with very abstract oil paintings.

Tao Hao's statement is the most funny, she said: "About the teachers on the fifteenth floor collectively think that the toilet logo picture villain is the most kind and good-looking!" ”

I searched all the way, and the heavy door gave people a solemn feeling, and it was very collegial atmosphere.

The door of the dean's office was very beautiful, and I repeatedly looked at the sign at the door several times to make sure that it was the dean's office, so I knocked on the door.

"Please come in."

I pushed the door open and saw a person sitting on the couch.

Du Bin saw me, nodded and smiled. I was so embarrassed that I pulled out a smile that was comparable to crying.

The dean was an old man, smiling all day. He looked at me and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

Only then did I react, and hurriedly put the paper in my hand on his desk: "This is from Teacher Zhang, and it is said that our electronic branch has a list of demerits in the first half of the semester and a list of bonus points for participating in activities." ”

He flipped through it and said with a smile, "It's okay so soon?" I should praise you instructors. ”

I didn't have that experience, I didn't know what to say at this time, so I just stood there stupidly.

He looked at it, and after a while said, "There are a few things that are wrong to add points. I'll draw it for you later, and you can ask Mr. Zhang to do it again. ”

"Okay."

The dean put on his glasses, but instead of looking at the watch in his hand, he said to Du Bin: "Du Bin...... I grew up watching you. This opportunity is not easy, and I hope you will think about it again. ”

Du Bin maintained his signature elegant smile: "Thank you, Dean, I still want to stay in China for development." ”

The dean sighed, hating that iron does not become steel: "It's not that I asked you to settle abroad. Study Abroad ...... How many people are staring at this place? I held it down for you quietly. I hope you learn more. After all, in this field, it is more professional abroad. ”

I don't dare to say how well I know Du Bin, but I know that he is not a person who can easily talk to death. can be as categorical as today, it is estimated that it is no fun. Seeing that he didn't speak, the dean waved his hand: "You go back first." Think about it. You're young, think twice about everything. so as not to regret it later. ”

He stood up and bowed slightly to the dean, "Thank you, teacher." ”

The dean took the pen and drew in a few places, and then handed it to me: "Trouble Mr. Zhang." ”

I can only smile.

When I closed the door, I couldn't help but sigh that my social experience was really too little, I was so passive just now, but fortunately I just faced the dean, if I participated in the work in the future, would this attitude annoy the leader? There are so many beautiful words, why I just can't remember the critical moment!

When I was waiting for the elevator, I met Du Bin, and we met on such a narrow road. It's really unlucky.

He looked at me: "Helping the instructor work?" ”

I nodded.

"The dean is actually a very good person, you don't have to be so reserved."

What do you say......

"That's because you have a good relationship with him, so you think he's kind and pleasant. I'm just an ordinary classmate, do I dare to be close to others? ”

Actually, Du Bin's words are right, but I don't like him, and I don't bother to pay attention to what he says. It's simply a knee-jerk refutation.

He smiled: "Anyway, you have it in your heart, and I won't say much." ”

I pouted and ignored him.

"I ...... at the city hospital that day"

I looked back sensitively.

He looked at me with a sad look: "You rarely look like that." ”

Do you mean I'm crying?

I was a little weak and didn't dare to look at him, just stared at the numbers in the elevator, hoping to leave quickly.

"Ding!"

The moment the elevator went downstairs, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief. I left as if I was fleeing, but I didn't expect it to ......

"Liu Jia!"

I looked back: "What's the matter?" ”

"You ......" he seemed to think for a moment, not knowing what he was considering.

"What's wrong?"

"Liu Jia, isn't it, in your heart...... I just can't? He looked at me and said word by word, "No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try." As long as I'm still me, it's Du Bin. Not really? ”

It's a bit confusing, but I think I understand.

"Don't say that......"

He came over and stood in front of me: "I know you don't want to see me. So I avoid you and avoid you, even if I feel uncomfortable, I can't bear to make you unhappy. I know how to love someone. But Liu Jia, can I ask you not to reject me? ”

"I don't have ......"

There is no confidence in what I said, and even I didn't believe it.

He stretched out his hand, as if to touch my hair, but hesitated for a moment and then put it down: "That's it." It's me who thinks too much about it. Excuse me. ”

I shook my head: "It's okay, I'll go first." ”

Later, I also reviewed that I didn't know how to deal with such a relationship when I was young, in fact, Du Bin is still a good person, even if he can't be a couple, it's very good to get along as friends. There are many things in this world that are not either/or, and there will be at least three options for things, but I prefer to choose the worst one.

But who called him young then? Now that I think about it, I am infinitely embarrassed.