Chapter 205: Estrangement
I didn't get to see Mina after all.
Since that night, when I was locked behind the door, there has been a gap between me and Yuxin.
I'm starting to hate this cat, even the place.
Although, when Han Feifei came back, she comforted me, she and Mama Yang had already explained to Mina that Mina would go back to the queen's mother, and it would be fine for a while, and I would still have a chance to see her again when I was pregnant in October.
But I still resent Yuxin and Miao Qing in human skin.
After entering the palace, it seems that everything has changed, and those people and demons that I thought were good before are quietly changing.
Some are in an instant, and some are imperceptible.
I know I shouldn't be so angry, I should take care of the overall situation, but when it comes to the people I care about, everything still changes qualitatively.
Yu Xin and I are still a loving husband and wife on the surface, but we have a tacit understanding and do not mention the events of that night.
I know very well what I think in my heart, I don't know in Yuxin's heart, and I don't want to excuse him.
The third day is the day of returning to the door, Yuxin and I went back to King An's mansion, everything is the way I was before I left the pavilion, it seems that nothing has changed, it seems that something has quietly infiltrated, and it is affecting bit by bit.
When I returned to the banquet, I also talked to An Meng, and listened to what he meant, it was An Yi who was ready to lead the troops to the personal expedition, and this time the personal expedition would take him with me.
Amon is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted child, who really longs for freedom, longs to go out and build a career, and is comparable to comfort, he is very longing for the future pro-conquest, every day, he will be very comfortable, get up early to practice, meditate at night, and never stop for a moment.
I asked him if he knew where he was going to go and why, but he didn't answer, only that there was a tribal conflict in the east, and that Xianlin sent troops there, just to stabilize the frontier, so as not to affect the safety of our own frontier.
I didn't say anything more, but I knew very well how big the territory of Xianlin Kingdom was, and the east side he said, not surprisingly, was where Rizhao was.
The elders told me that when the mainland went east, until the end of the land, there would be a sea, and there would be an island in the sea, and there would be a country of sunshine, and the people in the country would flee from the mainland.
Among these people, some of them are the people of the Xianlin Kingdom, who oppose the current rule, and some of them are the children of those tribes who were hunted down by the Xianlin Kingdom.
As soon as these people approach the shore, the people of Rizhao Province will be able to see them, and after confirming their identity, they will be brought into the island.
The mountains and rivers on the island are beautiful, and most of the people who go up hate Xianlin, and they think that one day they can fight back and destroy the entire Xianlin country.
Not only did they think so, but they also began to do so, and the island was fertile with water and soil, and the hardworking and sincere people could pick up weapons, plough the land, farm, and make weapons.
When I entered the palace last year, I overheard the elders mention that the people on Rizhao Island had already begun to land, attack the frontier, and recover the land.
After entering the palace, the news I knew was cut off, and no one would tell me this, but the busyness of the comfortable day, the troubles inside and outside the palace, and the domestic and domestic troubles, also made me forget this stubble.
Riots in the east, Anyi went on the expedition, he has not been on the expedition for more than ten years, since the death of Nylon, he has been staying in the capital, and the people who go to the expedition in person are the emperor's sons.
Now, he is about to be dispatched, and it is conceivable that the situation is imminent.
In my heart, I don't want Ammon to follow the past.
Those who started the riot were originally people who had been forced into menopause and could only fight to the death, and they went to the expedition in person, and if they won, they only defeated the people who went ashore, and the people on the island still couldn't attack, and if they lost, the entire Xianlin Kingdom would come to an end.
At the beginning, when I met Ammon, I really didn't like him, but now, I'm really worried about him.
I want him to live well, live well, live to the end, fade the identity of this prince, fade the glory of this immortal country, and just be an ordinary person, simple, and incognito.
But he looked so happy, he really didn't know how to persuade him.
What is justice, what is the way for heaven, all I can tell him is this sentence, everything you encounter, you must really see it clearly, think it out, and then make a decision.
The pro-expedition is set after the autumn, the granary is well stocked, and the soldiers and horses are well organized, and they will set off.
After I returned to the palace with Yuxin, I rarely went out, as a transparent person, the two of us, in the palace, can only be like this.
But there is also a benefit to entering the palace, that is, a lot of news can be found from the mouths of the palace people.
The queen mother is not as easy to mess with as she seems, this woman can't get benefits from the emperor's side, but the emperor gave her the right to rule the harem.
Over the years, she has also made a lot of small moves behind her back, and it is not that there is no one to accompany her.
When I knew that the queen mother had an affair with the elders of the Tiger Demon Clan, many questions were answered.
The joyful bird, the ears and eyes that were sent over, and the stupid minions who made trouble, all had a purpose.
Miao Qing appeared at last year's Winter Holy Day, and the Tiger Demon Clan had already noticed that it was related to me, and they had a grudge with the Cat Demon Clan, so they sent the bird over, just to catch Miao Qing.
It was I who took it to my side on a whim to tease around.
Niuniu is here, and she is also familiar with me, and I also know a lot of information about the Tiger Demon Clan, and I also know some from him.
However, Yuxin doesn't seem to like my contact with Niuniu very much, every time we are together, before we say anything, he will come back and dismiss everyone.
Han Feifei and Han Yunduo are not as sensitive as him, thinking about it, maybe it is because Yuxin is a cat demon clan, Niuniu is a tiger demon clan, these two races, the contradiction between each other!
He was still my guard all the way, but his contact with me became even more distant.
He always stayed silently aside, without saying or smiling, standing for a day, and became a person who was close to me but close to the end of the world.
Sometimes, when I had nothing to do, I would sit in the courtyard and bask in the sun, and he would stand behind me, and his shadow would be like a sculpture beside me.
I always looked at the two of us in a daze.
Suddenly like a dream, suddenly like a dream, we used to get along and accompany each other intimately, but now, there is only alienation and indifference?
What do I still think about all the way, why, I know his purpose in my heart, and I know how I should do it, but I always can't help but covet the warmth and beauty of the past?
I thought of the two lights we put together the night before we went to the market.
Find peace all the way, and return all the way.
The journey was safe, peaceful and smooth.
What happened to us who were thinking about being together?