Volume 4 The Dream of China Suddenly Cracked Chapter 43 Riot (5...
Xuanji was yelled at by him and was stunned on the spot. She remembered what the lover's charm was, and the half-crying, half-smiling mask. It's just ...... "Isn't the mask broken?" Isn't the Valentine's Curse unraveled? She looked back, like a child who had done something wrong, and asked in a panic.
Liu Yihuan calmed his face, grabbed her sleeve, and dragged her back a few steps before saying, "The mask is broken and the lover's spell has nothing to do with it!" This thing is very vicious, and when he is restless, it will jump out, like a stubborn disease. At this time, you'd better not go over, so that he doesn't die at your hands! ”
Xuanji was shocked and lost her voice: "How could I kill him!" ”
Liu Yihuan pursed his lips and didn't speak, he didn't want to blame this little girl too much, she was under a lot of pressure.
The deputy palace master smiled lightly: "You didn't kill him with a sword, you killed him with your heart." ”
"You 'nonsense' talk!" Xuanji was not so polite to him, and his face was like a layer of frost.
The deputy palace master said: "How can I 'mess' and say? Do you know what it means to be in love? Did you know that the mantra only occurs when there is a gain or loss? Who is it that gives him a disadvantage? It's you, right? Since you don't love him, why don't you let him go? It's not him, it's you. ”
"I ...... I didn't! Xuanji was so anxious that she almost cried, "How could I not like him?!" I really like Si Feng! She could no longer be reserved and spit out her heart in front of several big men.
The deputy palace master said in a low voice: "Xiao Xuanji, liking and loving are completely two different things. There are a lot of people you like, daddy and mom, sisters and sisters, brothers and sisters...... You can like a lot of people, but lovers are different. In this world, you will only love one person. ”
Xuanji opened her mouth to refute, but found that she couldn't find any words to refute.
Liu Yihuan also asked her this. In her heart, what is Yu Sifeng. Compared to the people she likes, who is the most important. She never understood the meaning of this question, everyone was important, and she didn't want to lose any of them.
But now, she vaguely understood.
Yu Sifeng said. There is only one person who will make you willing to be *** for her. Compared to that person, everything is not important, life and death are shared, that's all. You will feel sad for many, many people, and even want to die with them, but there is only one person who will make you go with him without hesitation. Just because that person is heavier than his own life, and without her, the whole world is equivalent to death.
So. (ap, 16K, cn update the fastest). Is Yu Sifeng such an important person in her heart? She thought about it for a long time, and she was in a cold sweat, and she couldn't think of an answer. She never really lost him. She had this despicable thought in her heart: he would be with her anyway, and he would never leave. As long as he's there. You'll never be alone.
She didn't think about it, in case he did leave. What will become of yourself. It's just because she decided that Yu Sifeng would never leave. She relied on his love and was unscrupulous.
When Mom and Dad are gone, she will be sad and sad. Linglong Minyan is gone, and she will be painfully lost. However, it doesn't matter, she still has Si Feng, he is the line she hides in the deepest, and there is no possibility of leaving. She buried the thought so deep that she hid it from herself.
She went up the knife mountain and went down the oil pot for him, and ran to Lize Palace to rob people, so how much of it was because she loved him, she didn't know. He was so close to her, hugging, kissing, she was so sincere at that time, she didn't know.
She is so 'selfish', everything is for herself, she doesn't want to be alone, she is afraid of being lonely. When she was a child, she was punished in Mingxia's 'hole', as if she was the only one left in the whole world---- this feeling, she never experienced it again. Yu Sifeng's gentleness was the only life-saving straw she grabbed on the ground, and she would not let go even if she died.
Is that love?
Could that be love?!
Xuanji's face was pale, stunned on the spot, and her brain was in chaos.
The deputy palace master said softly: "Actually, you don't love him, so don't torture him." Letting go early is good for you and for him. ”
"I ...... I ......" Xuanji muttered, suddenly feeling extremely aggrieved, and tears slowly flowed down.
Yu Sifeng's voice suddenly sounded, he was calling her, and his voice was weak: "Xuanji...... Is it Xuanji? ”
Xuanji cried bitterly, covered her face, nodded, and choked up, "It's me...... Si Feng, are you okay? ”
Yu Sifeng leaned on the arms of the palace master, and he didn't have any strength at all. His face was pale, and he looked at an unknown place in the distance, and after a long time, he said lightly: "I'm sorry, I haven't told you the truth." It must have scared you. ”
Xuanji said in a low voice: "No...... I'm just a little surprised...... Si Feng, I didn't mean to let go of your ...... Don't be mad at me. Yu Sifeng shook his head slowly: "I'm not angry...... By the way, your dad didn't get hurt, did he? ”
"Nope. They're good...... Si Feng, will you go back with us? That lover's curse, I will definitely find a way to help you untie it, you don't have to bear it
Yu Sifeng was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "The floating 'jade' island is 'chaotic' like that, how did you run out?" What if something happens to a regeneration? ”
Xuanji hurriedly said, "I'm here to chase you...... Don't digress! Si Feng! Even if you're a demon, it's not a big deal! I don't care at all! Go back with us! If Daddy cares about this, then we'll leave! The world is so big, you can go anywhere! I really don't care at all! ”
Yu Sifeng glanced back at her, and that glance was as light as water, and Xuanji couldn't help but take a step back. He whispered, "What if you leave?" Live with everyone forever? Live like this forever? That way, you're not alone, are you? ”
Xuanji seemed to have been hit by a thunderbolt in the clear sky, her face turned pale, and she said in a trembling voice: "You...... Why do you ...... Say ...... this way"
Yu Sifeng closed his eyes and took a deep breath. In fact, he woke up very early, and he heard the conversation between the deputy palace master and Xuanji very clearly. It was because he could hear it clearly, so he had long expected that Xuanji would definitely not say anything about loving him. His answer had been understood for a long time, but he had never wanted to think about it.
He knows Xuanji too well, she doesn't understand love, she is like a child who is afraid of being lonely, pulling everyone to accompany her, so that she can feel at ease. He had been lying to her, and he had lied to himself, and now, he couldn't lie anymore.
"Xuanji, I'm leaving." He said lightly, "I'm tired and can't play children's games with you anymore." You're the only one in the future, take good care of yourself and don't let me worry about you, understand? ”
Xuanji was trembling all over, her knees were shaking and she was about to go limp, and she couldn't support her body. She said sadly: "You lied to me! You said we would be together forever! You lied to me! ”
Yu Sifeng said softly: "I lied to you, I can't hold on." Xuanji, it's time for you to grow up. ”
Xuanji looked at him in a daze, suddenly smiled blankly, and muttered, "You lied to me...... Si Feng, you won't go to the ground. ”
Yu Sifeng shook his head: "No, I will go." ”
"You're lying! You said that...... You said ......" he said that he was the only one in his eyes, and he also said that even if she regretted it, he would not leave. Are all of them lies?
Yu Sifeng said in a deep voice: "I have said a lot, but now I can't do it." Xuanji, I love you and will always love you in the future. But I don't want to be with you anymore. ”
The palace master was overjoyed and said in a trembling voice: "Good boy! Good boy! You can say that again! Let's go back to Lize Palace with Master! Over time, you'll forget about it all! ”
Yu Sifeng exhaled tiredly and said in a low voice, "Master...... The disciple has caused you a lot of trouble......"
The palace master couldn't help but burst into tears, "It's not troublesome...... As soon as you come back...... My heart was filled with joy! ”
He turned and walked away, without looking back. The deputy palace master looked at Xuanji for a while, and then slowly walked away. Xuanji suddenly shouted, "Si Feng! Please! Don't go! Other...... Don't leave me! ”
He didn't seem to hear, and he stopped looking at her. The main palace lord flew up, and soon turned into a small black dot, which could no longer be seen. The deputy palace master stood in the air, looked down at Xuanji, seemed to have some pity, and after a while, he whispered, "You are still young." Later, when you understand...... I can't help ......"
He shook his head suddenly, sighed softly, and flew away.
Xuanji looked at the empty sky in a daze, staggered after a few steps, and the bottom of her heart was completely hollowed out like an empty sky.
"You're a liar...... You lying scoundrel......" she murmured, long streams of tears running down her pale face and down her neck. She didn't blink her eyes, and walked slowly, as if she had lost her soul.
Liu Yihuan in the back couldn't bear it, so he went up to help her, and said softly: "Xiao Xuanji, you don't care, right?" Alas...... Why are both of them so brainless, and people are burdened
Xuanji turned back in despair, looked at him in a daze, and said in a low voice: "Brother Liu, he lied to me...... He's gone. ”
Liu Yihuan said softly: "He just can't think about it for a while, and he will be back soon." ”
Xuanji said softly, "No, I know...... He can't stand me anymore, he's definitely not coming back. ”
Seeing her like this, Liu Yihuan felt a little frightened, patted her shoulder, and said gently: "Why don't Brother Liu accompany you to rob people again?" ”
Xuanji shook his head and said lightly: "This time he made up his mind, I can't get it back...... He made up his mind and abandoned me......"
Speaking of the word abandonment, her heart suddenly hurt violently, her eyes turned black, she couldn't support it anymore, and fell forward.