Chapter 89: Fearless
My whole body froze, my eyes just stared at the eyes of the road, and in its green eyes, it happened to be my hideous appearance.
My eyelashes blinked, twice, three times, and I still didn't mean to let go.
In the eyes of the way, it was clear that there was helplessness and disgust, and the two paws were lifted up and pushed back with my face.
"Crazy girl!"
He took two steps back, shook his head, and continued walking.
Crazy brix?
I bit my finger and didn't figure it out for a long time, why didn't he eat me?
Like my behavior just now, it should be too much for her, right?
Didn't eat me, did the demons like this?
The result is unknown, but I realized one thing, all the way is a different monster, she is very different from the monsters they talked about, those monsters that eat people.
He eats people, but he eats bad people, he has great powers, but he won't bully the weak, and even, when he turns back into his original body, he is very soft and cute.
That day, I followed him, a little later than him back to the tent, and I was already eating all the way, and Ah Niang still counted me.
However, all the unpleasantness is not important, looking at the whole way, all my troubles have run away from the clouds.
I thought, if I am willing all the way, can I follow him to a farther place and find a new world?
From that day on, I always pulled along the way, telling him what I thought, chattering, whether he listened or not, whether he reacted or not.
I like to tell him about my vision, I like to pour my joys, sorrows and sorrows into him, even if he sleeps deeply, I just talk to myself, then I am happy.
"Why do you want to go outside?"
Then one day, all the way suddenly asked me.
On that day, I took it with me and grazing on the opposite side of the mother river, the time was summer, the weather was a little hot, and the water level of the mother river was very low, so I could pull cattle and sheep to flow through the river.
When I had crossed the river, I took him in my arms and went to the woods behind me and found a shady place to sit down.
The sun was hot, and I was chattering, and my companions, who had come with me, had spread out to other places to find a comfortable place to sleep.
It's just me, refreshed and energetic.
Maybe he was annoyed by me all the way, but there was no one next to me, so he changed from a wolf to a human, from a stinky wolf who only rolled his eyes to look at me, to a handsome and dashing young man.
Just then, I let him rest his head on my lap and run his hand over his forehead over and over again, and after it became a human, the dog's head became a human head, and its fur became soft and smooth hair.
Still resting his head on my lap, a pair of eyes, blue and shining, when I raised my eyelids, it was like a sea of stars.
"Because, I haven't been there!"
My hands were still rubbing his hair over and over again, and my eyes were looking at him, and everything that was in my heart poured out.
If you really investigate the reason, there is no reason!
In the tribe, it's not bad, it's where I grew up and grew up, and she likes it.
It's just that I always feel that deep down, I don't want to be confined here for a lifetime, and there is a throbbing in her heart, which is about adventure and conquest.
I longed to see the world beyond, to walk through the landscapes of other places.
"I haven't been, how do you know it's good?"
Lying on my lap all the way, he closed his eyes very comfortably, and when I stopped to stroke his hair, he reached out and took my hand and motioned for me to continue.
"I haven't been, how do I know it's bad?"
I asked rhetorically, only after seeing the scenery outside, will you know if you like it or not!
"Isn't it good here?"
He sat up all the way, pointed to this area, and asked me.
"It's good, it's just that I already know what's good and what's bad, but it's outside of here, I don't know."
I don't know if they're a good place, or a bad place.
"I don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness!"
Stared at me for a long time before squinting his eyes and confiding in me.
Being in the midst of blessings does not know blessings.
At the time, I was still angry, and it wasn't until many years later that I realized what he meant.
It is true that I am in the midst of blessings and do not know blessings.
The tribe where I used to live was hidden in the deep mountains and old forests, and had not yet been impregnated by the mundane world of the outside world, and the people here were still simple and kind.
There is no intrigue, no conspiracy, and although we have some minor contradictions, we will not hide them, let alone calculate and strike.
Far away I wanted to go, behind the forests and mountains, there were more houses built by more people, they lived together, and they formed kingdoms.
They are no longer a tribe, and their weapons and tools are more advanced than ours.
When they found us and took me away, I was so excited that I thought I could finally go far away.
But looking back many years later, perhaps, which girl who doesn't look back, the moment she turns around, her whole life will come to an end.
Homeless, nowhere to go back, the world is big, there are so many towns, but there is no place where she can have a home.
It's like here now, although I know its beauty, but after a long time, its beauty makes me accustomed to it, and over time, I will ignore those things that I am used to and turn to chase other things that I don't understand.
But what you don't understand is not necessarily good, it's even worse than the worst things you are familiar with.
The bright flowers at the beginning, over time, will also rot into a pile of stinky mud.
It's a pity that at that time, when I was young, I didn't understand anything.
I'm still angry because of this sentence along the way, very angry, very angry.
"You're such a nasty person!"
I turned, turned my back to the road, hid my head between my knees, and with one free hand, I drew circles on the ground.
This stinks all the way, and I will ignore him in the future!
"I'm not human!"
He chuckled all the way, came over again, came to me, reached out and straightened my legs, then put his head on my lap, lay there, and looked up at the top.
Overhead was a lush foliage, and the sunlight spilled in through the mottled fragments, making his already three-dimensional facial features look even better.
"An Ning, the idea you want to go out and have a look will probably come true soon!"
"But, Anning, once you leave, you will never come back, have you ever thought about it? One day, you leave here, and there is no way to turn back, no way to go back, no way to go back, only to move forward? ”
This is the most spoken along the way, and I, very confidently, said:
"If you don't look back, you won't look back, if you can't go back, you won't go back, life can only move forward, what are you afraid of?"
"Remember your words today, don't be afraid, and don't look back!"
He raised his hand all the way, nodded my forehead, and squinted at me.
That was the first time he smiled at me, and for a moment, the whole world fell silent.
"I'm asleep, you go on!"
All the way around, he became a wolf again.