When Lisa returned home, something desperate ensued.

First of all, her disability allowance, condolence money and other compensation have shrunk greatly, which caused Lisa to be unable to pay for her follow-up treatment for a while. This made Lisa desperate at the time, and she doubted her choice to fight for her country more than once.

Lisa asked herself again and again, during the day and in bed at night. Is the choice to go to AFH right or wrong? Lisa is confused, what is she participating in this war for? Does it make sense? Is it valuable?

And just when Lisa was desperate, Mi Lijian's various social security systems seemed to be ineffective for this desperate woman. An invisible hand wields its own boundless mana, and Lisa can hardly get useful help from these places. She even felt that the things in these security systems could not keep up with the kind neighbors who brought her a few meals.

And the hopelessness doesn't stop there.

Lisa's only relative is her sister. After graduating, her sister worked as an intern reporter at a newspaper. When Lisa's sister learned about her sister's tragic experience from her sister's mouth, she wanted to use the professional characteristics of a journalist and seek justice for her sister by using public opinion.

In a free country, the power of public opinion is very strong. When the people know that the citizens of the country and their sons and daughters have been 'mistreated' in this way while they are fighting bloodily on the front lines, they will definitely not turn a blind eye.

In Lisa's sister's opinion, as long as her sister's affairs are widely spread, then she will definitely be able to get help, and those who should be punished will not escape punishment.

However, the dream is plump, but the reality is skinny.

Lisa's sister campaigned for her in all directions, but in exchange for almost no influential media dared to send such a message for them; A certain big man contacted her and told her, "Don't discredit the army of the motherland"; And the owner of the newspaper where she worked told her, "You're not fit to be a journalist, you've been fired." ”

After all this, a thought popped into Lisa's head. It was a nightmare, and the thought of Lisa coming back to her mind whenever she remembered what had happened to her.

"Mi Lijian, have you abandoned me?"

Her own experience and her family's experience continue to ravage Lisa's fragile heart. In this kind of devastation, her heart slowly despaired, and at the same time she slowly despaired of the country. Sometimes someone's sense of belonging to a country does depend on how that country treats him.

Just when Lisa was at her most desperate, the Cult of Kosmos appeared. At this time, the Divine Fellowship of Order is like a light, so beautiful, guiding this Lisa to a new future.

The Kosmos did a few things for Lisa after discovering her.

First, Lisa was given two well-made leg prostheses that allowed her to get back on her feet; Secondly, Lisa got a job albeit with a modest income

But the work she could, such a job allowed her to support herself decently once again; Secondly, the Kosmos Cult has connected Lisa's sister with a job, and the fact that her sister has a formal job effectively eliminates the guilt in Lisa's heart; Then, during Lisa's treatment and work, the Kosmosis often came to visit her and enlighten her, which rekindled hope in Lisa's heart; Finally, after Lisa's job stabilized, they provided Lisa with a flexible manipulator that could be repaid in installments at a very low price.

It was after arriving in the Kosmos Cult that Lisa gained a new understanding of many things.

In the Cult of Kosmos, Lisa understands what it means to give orders without being, and the people in charge of the job seem to be experts who are familiar with the job.

In the Kosmos, Lisa understood what a true safeguard system was, and the Kosmos said it did. No numbering will be scheduled for the second half of the year.

In the Cult of Kosmos, Lisa saw a superior-subordinate relationship that she had never seen before. And so on and so forth, and Lisa learned what true freedom is.

Through the new life, Lisa felt that under a relatively just and reasonable order, one could do nothing if one wanted to do nothing while obeying the order. It's true freedom!

This freedom, this relatively just order, this sense of belonging is something that Lisa did not get in the rice grain, and she did not feel when she fought for the rice grain. And these she got in the Cult of Kosmos.

After being tortured, after despair, after hellish darkness. Everything the Kosmos has done for Lisa has been like a helping hand from heaven, for which Lisa is grateful.

Moreover, the God of Order has never harmed Lisa, and when dealing with Lisa, whether it is impermanence help or paid loans, they have made it clear and never concealed. All of this led to Lisa's decision to join the Cult of Kosmos as a trainee deacon.

And as Lisa began working in the Cult of Kosmos, she learned more and more about the cult.

In the course of her work, Lisa discovered that the cult of Kosmos was not superficial in its reverence for order.

As long as the procedures to be followed by the Church are normal and the information or evidence provided is valid, no one in the Church will dare to ignore any documents submitted by deacons or believers.

Lisa, for example, has so far disposed of two high-ranking members of the church who had committed numerous misdeeds in accordance with normal procedures. In her previous life, Lisa would not have dared to think of such a thing.

And after doing all these things, what happened to Lisa herself? She still works and lives normally in accordance with the various requirements of the Kosmos Cult for religious staff.

And Lisa is still promoted according to the normal promotion process. Relying on merit and her own ability, Lisa sat down step by step

Gave the position of deacon of the parish of Arizona and Phoenix. During this period, Lisa did not suffer from deliberate harassment from the top. Every member of the church and every high-ranking member of the congregation acted according to the rules and did not dare to make trouble in the slightest.

For such a cult of Kosmos, Lisa is really willing to protect it with her life. And at this moment, she is practicing her will with her life.

It took Lisa more than ten minutes to tell her story.

In terms of this length of time, Lisa's purpose of delaying time has been achieved. Although the story she tells is wonderful, the reincarnators who want to pursue the mirror team and destroy Skynet are still very anxious. However, they really don't have any good ways to behave unhurriedly.

In desperation, they could only listen to Lisa's story. I have to say that when the reincarnators listened to Lisa's story, their hearts were heavy. For a while, the four reincarnators all chose to be silent.

If the reincarnators think back a little bit on Lisa's experience, they feel that they can fully understand Lisa's feelings and actions. The reincarnators finally understood why Lisa was so desperate for the Kosmos.

Put yourself in your shoes, if this is the kind of encounter you encounter, is it possible for you to make the same choice as Lisa? There is really no way for the reincarnators to answer this answer. Who would dare to say that they would not make the choice they figured out with Lisa after all this encounter?

If we compare Lisa's situation with other Kosmoist followers, the reincarnators have a good understanding of the question of 'why there are so many dead people in Kosmos).

If most of the people recruited by the Kosmos Cult have such experiences, then it is not difficult to understand that most of them are willing to sacrifice their lives for the sake of the Kosmos Cult. After experiencing such treatment and help, people like Moffett who choose are outliers.

Because in the hearts of these people, they are not guarding Skynet that is trying to invade.

What they guard is their own identification with the Kosmos; They are guarding the well-functioning order established by the Cult of Kosmos; They are guarding the vested welfare of them and their families under this order; They guard the mechanics and productivity of the Kosmos; What they are guarding is a sense of belonging to such a mutually supportive organization...... And so on and so forth.

When such a group of people with a firm belief in protection come together, their power is indeed not to be underestimated. And such a group of people really dare to fight head-on with the army of a country, even if the difference in strength is very large.

In the case of these people, if you understand it from a certain point of view. It is true that this country has abandoned them and then come to take away everything they have regained. In this case, the war between the country and the Kosmos is really not a question of who is righteous and who is evil, and certainly not a question of who is right and who is wrong.

It's really a question of 'which bench to sit on'.

After Lisa finished telling her story, Xiaobai looked at her eyes and tilted her head slightly. Then Xiaobai said: "I have recorded your story, I understand your feelings." In this battle, there is no such thing as good and evil. Everyone is defending themselves, defending what they have, or defending what they have. ”

After saying this, Xiaobai put the muzzle of the demon fire chant, which had cooled down, on Lisa's head. Then Xiaobai said leisurely: "So I think you must be able to understand us, we just want to live." ”

After listening to Xiaobai's words, Lisa's expression did not change at all. After all, Lisa was ready to die, so what else could make him nervous? Regarding what Xiaobai said, Lisa also nodded in agreement.

Xiaobai continued: "Actually, I know that you are trying to delay time, and now I know why you are delaying time." ”

When Xiaobai said this, Lisa's eyes changed a little. Maybe she's struggling with whether what Xiaobai said is true.

And Xiaobai stared into Lisa's eyes and continued, "But have you ever thought about it? I'm stalling for time when I ask you to tell your story? After saying this, Xiaobai put his lips close to Lisa's ear and said a short sentence in a voice that only Lisa could hear.

When Xiaobai finished saying this, Lisa's originally firm eyes instantly filled with fear.

And the quick Xiaobai, who finished whispering, adjusted her posture, and then she said the last paragraph to Lisa: "Maybe you don't believe it, but in fact, we really just want to live, and if we want to live, we must fight with you." Goodbye, whether you believe in the Lord or believe in Skynet, I wish you and your God to be with you. ”

As the words fell, Xiaobai pulled the trigger without waiting for Lisa to say anything.

(To be continued)

(End of chapter)