If at the beginning, Zhou Ze still had the instinct to deliberately suppress himself to break the illusion,

Right now

He's really forgotten,

The illusion created by lawyer An, coupled with the memory of the military soul of the "regiment commander" in his body, began to merge and echo continuously;

In a nutshell

It's just that with the passage of time, the sense of substitution is getting stronger and stronger, and Zhou Ze slowly began to be unclear, who is he?

It's like watching a movie,

Dedication,

Every move of the characters in the movie tugs at your heartstrings,

With his joy and anger,

Equal to his mourning,

Look at what he sees,

Listen to what they hear.

This damn rain,

What the damn rain,

Zhou Ze has never hated rainy days like now,

The mud on the ground, the clammy cold on the body,

Every step out, you have to do your best, a little careless, just fall down, want to stand up again, it is even more difficult,

It's not like a march,

It's more like being tortured.

Zhou Ze had a herald, who spoke Sichuan dialect, and was not very old, maybe sixteen or seventeen years old.

Although Zhou Ze felt that it was a bit early to be a soldier at this age, he felt that he should not be a soldier at this age, what should he do?

He's also contradictory at times,

I always feel that my thinking is a little disordered,

And each disorder brings unbearable pain, blurred vision, and murmurs at the eardrum.

The herald said that the regimental commander was sick,

Shouting to go to the military doctor,

But it's been five days since I entered the mountain, and the team has already been out of order, so I don't know where the military doctor is, and even if he does, judging from the current situation, it is impossible to have any medicines left.

Those who are sick,

It's just too much.

Zhou Ze knew that he was a group of troops who had entered the mountains behind, and there had been a team walking in front of him before, and along the way, he saw too many corpses lying on the ground.

Malaria and other diseases began to spread rapidly among the army, like a human flesh harvester, frantically harvesting the lives of those who passed by.

He shouted to the herald not to look for him, what if he got lost again.

But Xiao Sichuan insisted on looking for it,

And he went,

And then the torrent came,

Zhou Ze sat leaning against the big tree,

Watching the whole process of being swept past by the flash flood on the slope below me,

Many soldiers were swept away,

Inside,

There is little Sichuan.

Zhou Ze's eyes widened, and he angrily pounded the muddy ground with his hands, splashing sludge.

He hates,

He was unwilling,

Even if you die in battle,

Even if you die in the desperate charge with Little Japan,

He wouldn't feel so aggrieved!

Soldiers, with the consciousness of soldiers, and the preparation of soldiers, the horse leather shroud is not a good ending, but it is also a destination that everyone can accept.

But now,

Along the way,

He saw that in order not to drag down the troops and not want to be prisoners, he directly burned his wounded soldiers with gasoline,

He saw a corpse lying down on the road,

He saw young faces sitting there wailing on the side of the road, sick and hungry,

I saw the thick mud left behind by the sudden flash flood just now,

Why the hell is this,

Even if it's death,

Why die here!

Why!

It seems that he was infected by the emotion of anger, and everything was completely thrown into it, and the headache that had been going on all the time began to weaken.

Zhou Ze got up again, found a wooden stick, and continued to walk forward.

Full of reluctance and anger,

But as a soldier, he couldn't allow himself to sit here and wait for death, although along the way, he saw many soldiers shoot themselves because of mental breakdowns, but he wouldn't do it.

The military order is to return home through the Savage Mountain,

That he,

Just go back home!

Staggered on, the road was still difficult, and the damn rain didn't stop for half a minute.

When it gets dark,

Zhou Ze saw a shed in front of him, the Savage Mountain Range was called the "Devil's Forbidden Land" by the local Burmese, naturally there could be no villages and houses, and because of the march of the team, there were few tents and other things along the way.

I'm really tired, and I'm really cold and I can't stand it,

Zhou Ze trembled into the tent,

I found that there were already several soldiers inside,

He didn't report what identity and rank, it's all at this time, what rank and what identity is a fart, no one knows whether he can get out alive, at this time, it's not what is the brain?

After finding the remaining empty corner, Zhou Ze lay down.

This sleep,

I slept soundly,

The rain will no longer hit me wantonly, ** and mental exhaustion hit over and over again, and finally it was covered by sleepiness again.

When you wake up,

Zhou Ze suddenly felt that his right leg hurt uncomfortably,

He lifted his leg and saw that it was already swollen with a little soak.

Because I slept on the periphery of the shed, I slept last night with one of my legs exposed and slipped into a puddle next to it, but I slept too heavy because I was too tired, and I was unconscious.

"Hiss ............"

Zhou Ze stood up reluctantly with a wooden stick,

When you look back,

But suddenly his body trembled,

In addition to himself, there were four soldiers lying inside, but they were also motionless at this time.

I couldn't really see it when it was dark, and I thought they were asleep when I came in, and now I realized that something was wrong.

Zhou Ze immediately bent down and turned over the two soldiers on the ground, only to find that they were dead, and there were many insects crawling under them.

"Gross!"

There was a burst of sourness in his chest,

I want to vomit but I don't have anything to spit out,

I've been out of food for a long time,

I've been eating and gnawing on tree bark, and my stomach is twisted, what else can I spit out?

I don't have the strength to dig their graves,

Along the way, there were too many dead people to dig up.

Zhou Ze silently saluted his "roommates" last night,

With a stick,

Out of the tent.

"Ahh!!!hh

After walking a few steps, there were two soldiers lying there clutching their stomachs and shouting pain, and there were many mushrooms scattered around them.

By the time Zhou Ze approached, these people couldn't shout anymore, white foam kept overflowing from their mouths, and their faces began to turn purple.

Beside him, there seemed to be a companion of these two people, who looked silent beside him, and in the end, it seemed that he couldn't bear the pain of his companion to continue to bear this pain, so he picked up a knife and stabbed them in the chest, giving them a painful pleasure.

No guns were used, because the pursuing force of the Japanese was likely to be nearby, and it was easy to expose when shot.

The two poisoned soldiers died with a relaxed look on their faces,

As if liberated,

Oh, yes

If you die, you won't feel hungry, and when you're dead, you don't have to keep walking.

Here, death is the simplest thing, and even a beautiful thing.

Zhou Ze continued to walk forward, he didn't know how far he could get out, he just numbly walked forward step by step.

Here, it's purgatory.

And the soldiers who walk through here,

It's like a dry bone walking in purgatory.

The shoes are rotten and fall off,

Keep walking barefoot,

The foot was worn out, it hurt at first, and then it became numb.

corpse

corpse

There are corpses everywhere,

And around the corpse, there are often swarms of leeches and other insects, and these terrifying little things in the rainforest can make a big living person slowly turn into white bones and fall off cleanly in just a few hours.

Zhou Ze saw three soldiers sitting there on the side of the road,

When Zhou Ze walked over,

They were looking at Zhou Ze,

One of them seemed to see the difference in Zhou Ze's military uniform,

And he gave him a military salute,

Zhou Ze nodded, but did not return the salute,

It's not that I don't want to go back,

It was his left arm that was bitten by leeches several times, and he didn't notice it at first, but when he stopped and patted, several things that were swollen and swollen and as thick as two finger knuckles fell out.

His left arm is still sore, and his right hand is holding a stick.

He was afraid that when he raised his hand again and saluted, he would fall down, and if he fell, he would not be able to get up.

And when he went on,

Three gunshots rang out behind him.

The soldiers who were also marching next to them looked back together,

It was the three soldiers who killed themselves with their guns.

Everyone began to subconsciously speed up, although they were still walking very slowly, but they were a little faster than before, because the living people knew that the sound of gunfire was likely to attract the pursuing Japanese troops.

In fact

In the beginning,

The Japanese are really in pursuit,

It's like they're running after the British ass in Burma,

But this savage mountain is also fair,

As time passed, as everyone went deeper, there were fewer and fewer Japanese people chasing after them.

I don't know how many more days I walked,

I don't know how far I went on,

Human potential can be great,

But it is not true that man will conquer heaven.

Zhou Ze knew that if he had a fever, it was likely that he had malaria.

He held on for another day,

finally

He really can't walk,

Leaning against a big tree,

Sit down.

He knows that

As long as this one sits down,

I can't stand up anymore.

He looked up,

Now he is very calm,

There is no fear of death,

Even in my heart, I still longed for death to come soon,

Put an end to all your suffering.

Beside him, a soldier with a Hunan accent shouted hoarsely to a soldier who didn't move beside him:

"Get up......... Get up............ Don't bluff me, I'll go home together, go home, go home......"

Go home......

Come home......

Zhou Ze began to think of the picture of Tongcheng, the bookstore, the South Street, and the sofa, but soon, it became a beautiful countryside again, very familiar, but very unfamiliar.

Which one

Is it home?

"I can't do it anymore."

Zhou Ze was stunned for a moment, and asked in a hoarse and weak voice:

"Who are you?"

"I really can't do it, I can't go out, many, many people, I haven't gone out."

"Who the hell are you? Who's talking to me? ”

"We're so cold, so cold......"

"My head hurts...... Zhou Ze is in pain, his head hurts.

"We want to go home, go home ......"

"Ahh!!!hh

Zhou Ze screamed.

"Please, take me, take us,

Take everyone,

Go home. ”