【40.】

My relationship with Shen Duo has always been ambiguous, in his opinion, it seems that in order to show his determination, he has never forced me to be together, nor has he ever put a little pressure on me. And I, as a girl, would never speak first. So overall, the relationship is still relatively pure.

When he was in his third year of high school, I was in my third year of college, and he used to tell me that he wanted to go back to Beijing and wanted me to come along. I can't remember how I answered at that time, but I guess it was a refusal. It wasn't until the second semester of his junior year of high school and the second semester of my junior year that the matter was brought up again.

Shen Duo's meaning is to let me go to Beijing to study for graduate school, I only have my thoughts, it is good to study for graduate school, but I still know how many pounds and taels I have.

Because of this incident, the two of us had trouble more than once. Every time I break up, in fact, I have also reviewed it myself, Shen Duo did not do this just to be with me, although he is younger than me, he is much more experienced than me. Everyone knows what are the benefits of going to graduate school, just like going to college may not necessarily have a job, but life must not be without going through the sub-society of college. The same is true for graduate school, in today's society, a higher degree is not always a bad thing.

A year ago, I went to the dean's office to help the instructor run errands, and today I sit here again, and my original embarrassed appearance seems to be still in front of me.

The dean still looked amiable, looked at me with a smile, and flipped through the information in his hand: "Liu Jia......"

Just shouted my name and looked down at my file.

"The academic performance is not bad."

It's not very good...... I silently added it in my heart.

"Uniting classmates ......"

I only gossip about other people's affairs in secret...... I wailed inwardly.

The dean raised his head: "That's all?" ”

Belch......

I nodded stupidly, "That's all." ”

Don't blame me for being casual, it's really because it happened suddenly, I just have a preliminary idea of going to graduate school, and I'm also inexplicable sitting in the dean's office today, there are so many people who take the graduate school entrance examination every year, and I haven't seen the dean talking to each other!

"Although you only have so much information...... "The dean put his hands together on the table, still smiling old man, "but I have been entrusted by the old man." ”

At the end of the point, he looked at me with a smile, and I was shocked for a moment, not knowing what to say. A lot of information flashed through my mind in an instant, so man?

Du Bin or Shen Duo?

"The school now has several places for the graduate school, and it stands to reason that students with excellent academic performance should be selected." So said the dean.

I nodded hurriedly, this is the truth, and it cannot be refuted.

"But there's a student here...... It was already reported. However, he had already applied for a full scholarship abroad and did not need this place. ”

When I heard this, it dawned on me, and it turned out that this is what it meant......

I haven't experienced anything like this, and I don't know what to say at this moment, so I continue to keep silent, saying less and making fewer mistakes.

The dean paused for a moment, seeing that I had no inclination to communicate, and then said, "Anyway, this is a rare opportunity. I hope that through your own efforts, you will make this opportunity worthy of its name. ”

Speaking of which, I just got a little bit of a sense of the meaning of this conversation, first of all, this opportunity is not easy, probably many people covet it, I am such a little-known person, I'm afraid the dean is also under a lot of pressure, so I can't be too high-profile before that. You can't let too many people know about it. The second is to say, let me review it myself, although it is a guarantee, but it is estimated that there will be some entrance exams and the like...... Aren't Chinese schools always good at this?

Looking back on those days, it was really devilish, every day was no different from the third year of high school, Liu Xin reviewed his homework until half past eleven every night, during which he had to drink two cups of coffee. I had to drink a lot of coffee every day until half past one, and then my mom bought me a huge space cup and put five bags in one night, and it was a little cold when I drank it later. I gritted my teeth and poured it in, and the cold coffee was like a medicinal soup. Sometimes when I am in a bad mood, I shed tears while drinking coffee.

The signature on QQ was also changed to: Tears while drinking coffee.

Countless children with impure thoughts replied and asked me if I had fallen out of love.

It's better if you fall out of love!

Fortunately, there is a kind of creature called girlfriend in life, often when I am the saddest, Tao Hao will call, and then I can't help but ask her: "Why do you always appear so timely, usually I don't care whether I live or die!" ”

She said calmly: "I listened to the first sentence selectively. ”

I laughed and scolded: "Get out! ”

"Hey, girl." She suddenly became serious, "Don't be so nervous, this is Dohapi's business." Don't you break your body when the time comes, can you fight so hard? ”

"I'm afraid I'll make Happi into a cup."

"There are so many cups in your life, it's not worse than this one."

I said angrily, "You didn't sleep in the middle of the night to hit me, didn't you?" ”

She yawned, "Speaking of which...... Sure enough, it is. ”

"Sure enough, your head! Sleep you feel! ”

"Tut-tut-tut." She said in a very disgusted tone, "Come and let the little handsome guy see what you look like as a shrew, and see if he dares to ask you no." ”

Speaking of Shen Duo......

"Hey. Actually, I went to Beijing ......"

"Oh, I know!"

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted. Really...... I knew it.

Although this thing sounds like a husband and wife, it is quite unreliable and embarrassing. But I seriously want to have a future with Shen Duo, so I will work so hard, so no matter how bad my foundation is, I will not give up. Because I want to rely on my own efforts to get my love, I want my love and my life to become full and connotative, Shen Duo's family background is dazzling and desirable.

But on some things, I really don't want to lean on him.

From the beginning to the end, my stubbornness made Shen Duo love and hate, and this temper did delay a lot of things, but I never regretted my persistence and faith.

Love is important, but I don't want to lose my dignity.