Chapter 287: Kneel
Although I am very helpless, and even a little desperate, I have to admit that what Yan Puppet said is the truth, as far as my three-legged cat is concerned, even a three-legged cat is not a good ability, no matter how hard I put my words, it will not be a substantial threat to her, as long as she is unwilling, I really can't find any trace of her, and there is no way to take her.
I don't think I can really deal with an existence that can make the old man look for the old man for more than ten years, or even deal with it for a longer time without results, and still make trouble, and even dare to take the initiative to trouble me, the old man's successor.
Not to mention that it's still daytime, even if it's night, ignoring all the factors that will lead to the failure of the spirit diagram to attract spirits, if it is 100% successful, plus being able to summon Xiao Qinghe and the white-faced scholar at this time, and even the general soul on the bank of the Xinyang River, I still don't think there will be much chance of winning.
Because this is something that the old man has spent ten or twenty years not being able to solve.
I don't know anything other than knowing that her name is Yan Puppet, and I don't know anything about the Lord behind her.
What's even more frightening is that little Li Nuo, who is only a few months old at this time, is still in their hands, as long as she is happy, as long as she is willing, maybe not a second of time will be enough, it will be enough to produce terrifying consequences that I dare not imagine at all.
So at this time, I have to stay calm, unconditionally stay calm.
So after taking a deep breath and suppressing all the useless emotions, I forced myself to look at her calmly.
"What exactly do you want to do, what do you want?" When he spoke again, all the resentment and anger he had had had gone.
The first time I appeared, this thing in front of me took my three souls without me being aware of it, completely changing the trajectory of my life, and embarking on a path that I had never dreamed of. The second time I appeared, I injured my grandfather, who was already old and confused, and almost made the most serious measure in my life, and I couldn't forgive myself, so the third time, what was her purpose and what did she want?
"I want you, of course." The golem replied softly, smiling like a flower, like an extremely beautiful and moving snake, colorful and sparkling.
At this moment, I thought of the legendary flower blooming on the Huangquan Road, which is said to be the most beautiful and moving and thrilling one of the Manju Sawa flowers, but it is not a human thing, and it can only be seen after death. It also comes to mind of the mandala, how beautiful it is, how deadly it is.
"My life is here, I can take it at any time if I want, but don't harm the innocent, don't harm others." I said calmly.
"Oh~ It sounds a little great, a bit of a feeling of seeing death as home, is this the meaning of giving up the struggle, or is it the meaning of sacrificing oneself for others and sacrificing oneself to save others?" Yan Golem continued to smile like a flower and ask, her tone soft and soft as if she was whispering in her ear, and even seemed to have a burst of fragrance.
As if in order to confirm how dangerous her words were, at this time, the squatting in front of Xiao Li Nuo, like the Yan puppet, couldn't see any clues at all, it was completely another male soul of mine, and he also raised his hand with a sly smile, and gently tapped Xiao Li Nuo's tender face with a finger, I don't know if it smiled or not, but I heard two sneers that pierced through the bones.
At the same time, the sound of giggles, along with it, came out of Little Linuo's mouth, as pleasant as the sound of heaven, but it instantly made my already tight heart even tighter, as if the finger was on my heart.
However, for this danger that will be fatal at any time, Xiao Li Nuo, who is less than half a year old on the carpet, is completely undetectable. She has begun to recognize people, and she really thinks the "person" in front of her is me.
"Don't ...... Don't hurt her. When I saw such a picture, I was so shocked that my voice was completely distorted, and there were only five words, but it seemed as heavy as a mountain and I was suffocated, as if I had squeezed all my strength out to say it.
In the face of great fear, I only had instinct, and I couldn't remember the so-called psychological tactics at all, and I knew that those tricks would not have any effect in front of the puppet who knew me almost everything.
The youngest of the people I cared about the most was in her hands at this moment, and in less than a second, the young life would come to an abrupt end, the only fact of steel.
"My sister didn't want to hurt her, was it because you were playing with her, so nervous that you didn't even know yourself? Such a cute child, my sister is reluctant to hurt it, and if she unfortunately dies, it is a pity that it makes people feel distressed. The puppet is still the same beautiful and moving, harmless smile of humans and animals.
Looking at me with a clear eye, she asked softly, "If there is a way to make such a cute child grow up healthily, what are you willing to exchange for?" ”
"I said, my life is here, you can come and get it at any time." Biting my lip and looking at Xiao Li Nuo, who was giggling and was playing a game with another "me", and his attention was not here at all, I said seriously.
"Look at what you said, you are such a good person, how can my sister be willing to ask for your life, at least not now, you won't say anything else except this."
"And what exactly do you want?"
"I've already said it, I want you." Yan said with a smile.
"Do you want the rest of me?" I asked after a moment of silence, remembering the scene of the encounter with the puppet that year. Since she didn't know why, she didn't take my life all at once, but took my soul first, but didn't have the opportunity to take the rest of the soul later, then her purpose should be to complete what she couldn't do at the beginning.
However, the actual situation is not as imagined, I saw Yan Gou smiled and said in an extremely disgusted tone: "It's so stupid, the way you are now, once the spirit is gone, your life will be gone, Da Luo Jinxian can't save it, and my sister doesn't plan to want your life now, so what do you want your spirit to do?" ”
"So what exactly do you want? If you don't make it clear, I can't understand it. ”
Looking at my look of wanting to be angry and not daring to be angry, and I couldn't understand it, the puppet couldn't help but eat and laugh, like the flowers and branches, but it showed a completely opposite, feeling a chill from the bone marrow.
"What a nasty stupid little guy, I said I wanted you, in a few months, you should be 25 years old, you are such a big person, and there is a young and beautiful girlfriend who has experienced the love of men and women in the room, and I still don't understand what my sister means?"
I couldn't help but be stunned, and my body shook slightly.
"Hehe, when you were twelve years old, you already knew how to touch your sister's breasts and push your sister, why are you growing up now, but you don't know how to make your sister happy? Is it because he has a girlfriend who dislikes his sister? Speaking of the back, there was a hint of resentment and jealousy, as if he was jealous.
I was suddenly startled, and my eyes instantly became solemn.
Now the situation is grim enough, if she pulls Zhang Xiaowei, who is just outside the door, in, I can't even think about the consequences.
So he quickly shook his head and denied it, saying that he didn't dislike it, but he really couldn't think about it.
"Then do you understand what your sister means now?" The golem seemed satisfied with my answer, and a smile returned to her eyes.
After a moment's hesitation, I nodded in understanding.
"That sister wants you, do you know what to do now?" Yan asked again.
After a moment of hesitation and struggle, I straightened up a bit, ready to walk towards her with my heavy legs like a mountain.
"Stop." I didn't think that my feet had just moved, but I was stopped by the puppet, and after looking at me with a satisfied expression, I said with a smile: "When you were young, you didn't understand, my sister can teach you, but now that you have grown up, you can't teach your sister everything, and you can't be so rude and sloppy anymore." ”
"Excuse me, what am I going to do?" I asked with a blank face.
After looking at me playfully for a while, the golem smiled, "Kneel." ”
The moment I heard these two words, I almost almost fell to my knees under the conditioned reflex and an increasingly inexplicable feeling in my heart, took half a step forward with my right foot, and the moment my legs began to bend, I suddenly woke up and looked up at her solemnly.
"You don't want to? Or do you dislike that your sister can't compare to the girl outside? Seeing me stand up straight again, the golem's smile instantly began to solidify, "Or do you think that the man has gold under his knees, and think that his sister is not worth it?" ”
"If you meet your requirements, will you be sure that you will not harm the innocent?" After a moment of silence, I asked with a blank face.
Yan Puppet said with a smile: "My sister is a promise, so she naturally speaks, of course, the point is...... Now you can only trust your sister, there is no choice. ”
At this moment, in the living room, disguised as my male soul, he stretched out another finger and tapped Xiao Linuo's face, and also tapped next to her armpit.
was tickled, Xiao Linuo's laughter suddenly became a little higher-pitched, and his giggling little body writhed.
My heart shook, and I fell to one knee with a snap.
However, what I didn't expect was that the trick didn't end here, and even just started, Yan Puppet was obviously not satisfied with just kneeling down on one knee, and the moment I knelt down, his eyes were full of playful smiles: "Get up, this doesn't count." ”
After I stood up again, I said, "My sister wants you to kneel completely, come over and kiss my sister's shoes, and then get under my sister's skirt to make my sister happy." ”
My body shook suddenly, and I looked up at her in a daze.
"What? Still unwilling? After waiting for half a minute, seeing that I still didn't react, the golem's smile began to freeze again.
"Two choices, kneel, come and kiss my sister's shoes, enjoy the scenery under my sister's skirt, you and this lovely child, the two girls outside, and those who have nothing to do with it can be saved from death, at least not today. If you don't kneel, you will die immediately, and you will live alone. ”
I don't know when, the sweet and soft whisper like a life-urging magic voice has turned into a cold sneer, and the original milky and milky laughter like a silver bell has turned into crying at some point, becoming more and more heartbreaking, hitting the embankment in my heart over and over again.
Outside the door, Sister Yun was already crying heartbreakingly, if she hadn't been pulled by two little policemen, a man and a woman, she would have rushed back to the house desperately, and Zhang Xiaowei next to her was crying tears while comforting Sister Yun.
In front of them, Huang Qingfeng, who had a heavy face, and his party had already sealed off this floor, holding guns, but they couldn't do anything.
As I spoke, the puppet had already appeared, so what we said could be heard by the people outside, and they knew what kind of choice I was facing, and they knew that they couldn't help at all at this time, so they could only wait.
Which is more important than the dignity of a person and the lives of so many people outside the door?
Undoubtedly, of course the latter.
But I couldn't get down on my knees.
The reason why I can't kneel down is not because I care about my dignity. If it's just for myself, I won't hesitate too much at all, let alone kneeling and kowtowing to lick my shoes and drill the bottom of my skirt, even if I ask too much, I can accept it. Because I know what I'm doing, no one can really be shameless, don't care about dignity at all, even if there are people who can completely despise these people, it won't be me, but compared to the safety of people's lives that are important to them, this thing is really nothing.
At the end of the day, I'm just a layman, and the multiple-choice question of standing and dying and living on my knees isn't that hard for me, and I can't do it without caring at all, but at least I can forgive myself.
The reason why I hesitated to kneel down was because I had already roughly figured out the purpose of the golem and what it would mean to kneel.
This kneeling will not only be humiliated by myself, but also by the old man who has been so kind to me, and even every generation of the painting spirit school that has been passed down for so many years. Obviously, before me, the old man was already fighting with the Yan puppet, and the people or forces behind it, and it is even very likely that this is not just a personal struggle with it, but a relationship with the entire sect, and the old enemy of another completely opposing force, all personal honor and disgrace, in this long history of struggle that has experienced many dynastic changes and changes over the years, are insignificant, and I am just unfortunately selected by the Yan puppet as the target of cruelty, and I was lucky to be saved by the old man. It's just a mistake to be one of them, and it's just as insignificant.
If it weren't for the old man, I would have long since ceased to exist, and I wouldn't even have the qualifications to go to hell to report, and since he saved my life and taught me skills, I should also fulfill the responsibility of a disciple, not to mention sacrificing life and death for my master, and I should not let my teacher be humiliated because of me.
However, I was going to kneel down to the golem at this time.
I knelt down and got under her skirt, which was equivalent to the dignity of the old man and the entire painting spirit school, and they also followed me into the bottom of the skirt and suffered humiliation.
Let the entire sect, and so many generations of ancestors who have worked hard for it, suffer with me in the heavenly spirits, this result is as heavy as a mountain, can I bear it? Will they forgive me?
I do not know.
I am a modern person who grew up in a modern society where many things have been shattered and destroyed, and I rarely have those traditional things in my head, and I have completely unable to understand why those nihilistic and abstract things can transcend life and death, but even so, I also know that even if I can't die for those things, I shouldn't let the whole sect be humiliated because of me.
But if I want to watch Xiao Linuo's life come to an abrupt end because of this, can I do it?
The answer is clearly no.
So when the young and fragile cry became more and more harsh, I finally knelt down.
There was no bottoming out and a big reversal, and there was no shocking scene of the ancestor appearing to help me kill the demon, and finally I still knelt down with a snap, and I had no remorse to the "enemy" that many generations of painting spirits had fought against, but there was a full apology.
"I'm sorry, patriarchs, I'm sorry, old man, the disciple has disgraced you and let you suffer humiliation with the disciple......"