Chapter 198: Each Mind Goes His Own Way
But this kind of indifference, in the eyes of Chen Yan, is precisely the most concerned, there are words to care about the chaos, and there are also words that have said that care is endurance.
In the Imperial Palace, a place where people eat people and don't spit out bones, and no one will really make friends with anyone, maybe it is really a kind of protection and care to be indifferent to the people closest to you? The so-called care is forbearance, Chen Yan thinks that the queen is just forbearing, only in this way will they not care about her threat, and similarly, they will ignore the threat of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince accordingly.
- After all, the queen is an unfavored and weak queen!
- After all, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is a prince whose mother does not love his father and does not love him, and he still has an old illness!
Chen Yan thought a lot, Yan Jinxi saw her alone with her head down, she suddenly felt a little bored, continued to play with the plum blossoms on the branches, and looked at the sky in the distance boredly.
Suddenly, I remembered that Zongzheng Huashu, who was no longer in Ruiyun Palace, had left Yaojing, and didn't know where to go-her.... Son.
Although Zong Zheng Zexiu didn't explain to her, and she also didn't send someone out to inquire, she could guess the general movement of Zong Zheng Huashu - Ling Yongcheng, or Lan Liangguo farther away.
She knew far more things and things than he knew for her, and it was much clearer and clearer.
Over the years, she and Zong Zheng Zexiu have hardly been in the same room, and they rarely communicate and speak, but this does not prevent her from understanding and analyzing Zong Zheng Zexiu's thoughts and plans......
Because ah, she doesn't have to understand, someone will tell her.
"Chenyan, this year's Chinese New Year's Eve, the main palace passed in this east palace, the queen mother's place, the emperor's place.... The palace is not going anywhere, you say, what will the queen mother think of the palace? Yan Jinxi picked a plum blossom and gestured twice on his sideburns, and said with a smile at the morning goose.
Chen Yan came back to her senses, and she didn't hear much about what Yan Jinxi said before, but she only heard her ask what the Queen Mother would think of the palace.
"Then naturally I feel that Niangniang, you are filial and considerate, polite and sensible." As soon as Chen Yan spoke, he said unashamedly.
Yan Jinxi sneered, and didn't blame her, Wan Er said: "Then borrow your auspicious words~" As he spoke, he walked in the direction of the flower hall, and while walking, he said that the palace was a little hungry, and he went to the kitchen to order pastries and fruits.
Chen Yan followed, and at the corner of the flower hall, she told the palace maid who passed by the same thing that Yan Jinxi had just said she wanted to eat, and asked her to go to the kitchen to get it.
It's not that she doesn't want to take it, she is willing to do the queen's affairs herself, but now the queen is alone in front of her, if she goes to the kitchen, she won't come back for a while, who will talk to her mother to relieve her boredom?
Yan Jinxi doesn't care who takes it, she only cares about the result, as long as she doesn't have to wait too long in the time she wants to eat, then she can enjoy the food happily.
Therefore, she acquiesced to Chen Yan's instructions to other palace maids to get it, and this is not the first time.
"Niangniang, the snow fell tightly a few days ago, and the snow has stopped before the end of the year, do you want to go out of the palace before the Spring Festival this year?" Chen Yan looked at the clear sky and asked.
Last year, she said that she was going to leave the palace this year......
But no, she said something similar before......
Year after year, now carefully calculated, her family maiden still left the palace once four or five years ago, and the day before the Chinese New Year's Eve festival, she gave porridge at the Imperial Porridge Lake.
Now when I think of the scene back then, it is as if I have opened a volume of memoirs worth cherishing, warm and beautiful but a little hazy and distant.
That time, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince also accompanied Niangniang, but he kept sitting in the sedan chair, playing with his snow fox, and saying that the soup porridge was embarrassing or something...... At that time, although the queen's face did not change, she was still smiling, calm and gentle, but her movement of getting off the carriage was sluggish, indicating that she still cared, more or less concerned.
It's not such a good memory, but Chen Yan feels that going out for a walk is better than staying in the palace for many years, only going back and forth between the East Palace and the Wuxi Palace, which is really monotonous and boring.
In addition to accompanying her mother to relieve her boredom every day, she also has a lot to do, and she doesn't feel that boring, but she always repeats sitting or the same or similar things, which is monotonous and boring.
So, you can imagine how her mother has come over the years.
East Palace, Wuxi Palace, these two places are not very far apart, on the way back and forth is a sedan chair, to Wuxi Palace is nothing more than to listen to the Queen Mother's preaching, this day by day, not to mention the specific arrangements and circumstances of knowing what I want to do tomorrow, I am afraid that I even know what I will do next month...... Because, it's so monotonous that it doesn't change at all.
Monks and nuns who are monks and nuns are probably more interesting than this.
She really doesn't think that Yan Jinxi is boring, on the contrary, in her eyes and heart, Yan Jinxi has always been an interesting person.
- precisely because of this, because she was originally an interesting and lively person, but now she lives a monotonous life, this contrast even makes her sympathize with Yan Jinxi a little.
"What are you doing out of the palace? This palace has everything you want here, so why go out of the palace? Yan Jinxi asked rhetorically.
Out of the palace? Thinking about it, she hadn't been out for many years, not because she didn't want to go out, but because there was no need to go out at all.
What she wants in the palace doesn't need to go out of the palace. What she wanted, and if there were no things in the palace, even if she went out, she would not be able to buy them and would not be able to get them.
Therefore, for her, it makes no difference if she leaves the palace or does not leave the palace, and besides, her body can't stand the toss at all.
Staying in this palace every day, I feel comfortable when I get used to it, and I don't want to go out at all.
"If you don't want to, you won't go out." Chen Yan said affirmatively, but she didn't say this to Yan Jinxi, but to remind herself, don't cross the line too much.
If she shouldn't ask, she shouldn't ask.
"It's nothing." Yan Jinxi said, "It's just that there is no need to leave the palace, and I just feel troublesome when I think about it." ”
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At this time, in Rongxi Palace, Rong Yue was happily welcoming the arrival of the Spring Festival, but.... Only she knows what it's like, is she really happy? Not at all.
The family sent a letter, and her father and mother said that they would come to Beijing to see her during the Chinese New Year.
Look at her? How nice it sounds, let people know that they will only envy their family's good relationship, and they can finally be reunited. But she knew that they didn't come to Beijing to see her, but to ......
Something to discuss.
Yang Xu has this wrong place, thinking about it, the Rong family will definitely not tolerate him, hehe.
Who told him to be with another woman now, to oppose her? So, she doesn't care about him anymore!! Dead is alive, the Rong family wants to kill him, and killing is it.
As for the Gu that has not yet been cultivated, when they all come to Beijing, it will be good to discuss them together. Big deal, it's good to use young eggs, anyway...... They don't have to be perfect.
Thinking like this, Rong Yue smiled, sarcastically cold.... Smile.