Chapter 418: I, Su Tang, am just a piece of shit
Su Tang glanced at Jun Si'an and said seriously, "It's better than following you." ”
Jun Si'an wanted to beat her, but his hands were raised, but he only rubbed her hair, "Go sleep for a while, you've been busy all day." ”
"I'm not sleepy, I can help one is one. By the way, the rescuers can come in, which means that the road has been opened, and I see that the helicopter can hover today, so you can go back quickly. Su Tang packed a large pile of syringes and medicines, and said to Jun Si'an without raising his head.
"What about you?"
"I'll stay and help."
"You're running away from me?"
"I didn't."
"You come out with me."
"Don't make a fuss, it's really busy here." Su Tang said helplessly.
"Come out." Jun Si'an looked at her, "Unless you want me to do something inappropriate in front of so many people here." ”
Su Tang rolled his eyes, put down the things in his hand, and followed Jun Si'an outside.
The two reluctantly found a slightly quieter place to sit down, Jun Si'an looked at the stars in the sky and sighed, "Such a beautiful night, but there is misery underneath. ”
Su Tang sat on the ground with his hands in his hands and did not answer.
"I see that you are very experienced in search and rescue before, have you done similar things before?" Jun Si'an asked.
"Hmm."
"When?"
"Forget."
"What do you mean forgot?"
"Forgetting is forgetting."
Su Tang smiled, "A lot of things will become passive skills, just like eating and drinking, I won't forget how to do it because I lost a memory, I don't remember when I participated in similar search and rescue work, but I have passive skills." ”
Su Tang still hasn't said a word, that is such a tragic scene, she has seen it countless times, so she is familiar with it and has rich experience.
Of course, it's not an earthquake, it's a battlefield.
Whether it is a stump or a broken arm, or a lot of flesh and blood, she has experienced countless times in the Shura field in the world, and to be cruel, she is a bit commonplace.
So she will feel sorry for these things, grieve for these people, and even give birth to a little ridiculous sympathy, but she can't be like normal people, heartbroken, sad and weeping, and difficult to accept.
She hates herself like this, but at the same time she knows that she can live like this.
Where can there be kindness in that kind of place?
"Su Tang, I want to tell my mother about me and you after I go back." Jun Si'an looked at Su Tang's side face and said seriously.
"Coming out?" Su Tang said with a smile.
"Yes."
"I refuse."
"Why?"
Su Tang turned around and said to him solemnly, "Mr. Jun......"
"Call me by name, I don't like to hear the cold Mr. Jun."
……
"Alright, Jun Si'an." Su Tang nodded and smiled, "Do you know what kind of person I am?" ”
"Understood."
"You know a hammer!"
Su Tang scolded with a smile, "I don't even know what kind of person I am, do you understand?" What do you know? Did you know that I had severe violent tendencies when I was out of control? Do you know what I've done before? Do you know why I came to live and work in China? You don't know anything, you understand? ”
"I won't agree to be with you, I'm straight! I appreciate your care, care, and so on for everything, but ......"
Su Tang couldn't say any more, endured the dull pain in his heart before continuing, "But I'm sorry, I'm really not a good thing, really!" I kid you not, and it's not some ingenious way of refusing, it's a fact. ”
"I, Su Tang, am a drunkard, scum, garbage, scum, and a piece of shit."
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