"Boss, boss. Wake up, sun on your ass. Son! A leisurely voice sounded in Geng Feng's ears like a dream.

Geng Feng opened his eyes in a daze, and what he saw in front of him was a young man dyed with a handful of yellow hair. Every time I look at this kid's hippie smile, I want to punch him a few times. It's Huang Mao, a brother who grew up with him in an orphanage.

Looking at the face in this memory, Geng Feng subconsciously grabbed forward. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch the yellow hair in front of him.

But Huang Mao didn't seem to be aware of his movements, and said to himself: "Boss, I was wrong. You paid for it early this month, I bought cigarettes and smoked. As soon as he finished speaking, he quickly covered his head.

Seeing this action, Geng Feng was a little stunned. Because I haven't seen this action for twelve months. And it is estimated that it will never be seen again. I still remember that at that time, every time the yellow-haired kid made a big mistake, he would give him a chestnut. Geng Feng slowly raised his right hand and slowly stretched it forward, he just wanted to touch it to see if it was all real.

Huang Mao saw Geng Feng raise his hand, turned around and ran. As he ran, he said, "Still knocking? If I knock my head again, how can I pick up a girl? ”

The voice had not yet dispersed, and his person had disappeared. Geng Feng didn't even have time to finish a word, let alone touch him?

Geng Feng stood in place, his hand still stretching forward. Looking at the empty front, he opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

"Brother, are you okay?"

Hearing this sweet female voice, Geng Feng's heart trembled fiercely. This voice is definitely Xiaozi, yes.

But when Geng Feng turned around, what he saw was Xiaozi happily snuggling in the arms of the fifth child. Geng Feng's eyes couldn't help but show a hint of gloom. However, seeing the happy appearance of this couple, he was more relieved in his eyes.

Without waiting for Geng Feng to speak, the fifth elder spoke first: "Boss, thank you for your success." You will always be our good big brother. ”

"Brother, we're doing pretty well now. Well, hate! ”

When Xiaozi was talking, he was pressed by Lao Wu's head. In an instant, this little girl was like a little kitten who had been stepped on by her tail. She broke free from Lao Wu's arms, scratching Lao Wu's itch and sprinkling Jiao.

"I'm going to die, tell you to press my head, what if I don't grow tall......"

Looking at the happy appearance of the two, Geng Feng was also relieved. Thinking about the original letting go of perfection, maybe there are not as many regrets as imagined.

"Big brother, are you okay?" A deep voice interrupted Geng Feng's thoughts.

When Geng Feng turned around, he saw a tall and sturdy young man like a black iron tower. It's this orangutan guy, this kid is still the same as back then. Strong like a gorilla, but so shy. Watch him giggle and scratch the back of his head. Geng Feng's throat seemed to be stuck again, and he couldn't make a sound.

"Boss, we still have something to do, let's go first." Lao Wu's voice came from behind his ears, Geng Feng subconsciously turned around, and Lao Wu and Xiaozi had disappeared into the distance. And when he looked back, the orangutan was gone.

"Boss, look at your sloppy appearance, it seems that you haven't had a good time these years."

"Aggie, is that you? Who else? Hearing the voice of another brother, Geng Feng finally squeezed the voice out of his trembling throat.

"Yes, dear boss. It's not just me. Everybody's coming. ”

"But why can't I see you, why don't you come out to see me?"

"Boss, now is not the time. We have our lives now, and you have things to do. ”

"I ......"

"Boss, we know you're still haunted by that, but you should understand that we don't blame you."

"But I can't let go, I can't let go, how can I let go! Ah, you tell me, you know. I don't have anything else but you! ”

Geng Feng roared like this, and the strength in his body poured out like a flood that opened the floodgates, and he had to sit on the ground weakly. Tears flowed silently from the corners of his eyes. The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but it's not time to be sad. In fact, sometimes men are also fragile and need to be comforted. After sitting silently for a long time, Geng Feng finally spoke again.

"You, can you come out to me? Like, like ...... just now"

"Boss, it's not time to meet yet, and you shouldn't be here with us now. Do you remember what you said to us? You say, 'Man, there is a man who is going to die.' Have you forgotten? ”

"I ......"

Lao Wu's voice interrupted Geng Feng's words again: "Boss, you don't need to feel guilty, that's our choice, how can we blame you?" We can also understand how you felt at that time. Seriously, big brother, I am always grateful to you, you have fulfilled me and Xiaozi, but we have ignored your feelings......"

Xiaozi interrupted Lao Wu's words with a crying voice.

"You were sad and drunk that day, and it was we who decided that we went on a mission and were caught by the tail. I don't blame you, it's because we didn't pay attention to your feelings, it's because we were careless, I really don't blame you. ”

"But I'm your brother, your boss. I am the one who brought you to the Tao, and I will be responsible for your lives. It is my responsibility to remain calm in any situation, how can it be said that it has nothing to do with me...... ”

"Big brother, but you are also a human being, and you are not a god! Even if it is a god, as long as he has thoughts, he can't be calm forever, even if he is always calm, we are mercenaries, and we can't die every day! You've put too much burden on yourself, let it go. We really don't blame you. Do you know why everyone sacrificed everyone to save your life? You've done so much for us, and if there's anyone who should have a chance to escape that siege, it's you. We hope you can live well for us! Don't let us down! ”

"Painstaking! Pull down Lao Tzu. Don't you understand how important you are to me? Yes! Answer me! Answer me. ”

"Boss, you should also understand that you are very important to us. You have paid so much for us, and we have people who were even brought up by you when they were young. We will do everything to protect you, so please live well for us! This time it was Huang Mao's voice, and his attitude was unusually serious.

"Brother, cheer up. It hurts us to see you the way you look now. To be honest, I was disappointed too. ”

Geng Feng still sat there weakly, as if he hadn't heard anything.

"Boss, cheer up, we don't want to see you like this. How can we turn a blind eye to you now? Our time is almost up. Boss, promise us to live well. Let's walk with peace of mind. ”

"Don't, don't leave me. Take me with you even if you leave, please! ”

Geng Feng still sat there weakly, looking at the figures that appeared in front of him one after another, he tried his best to walk towards them, but he seemed to be frozen, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move a bit.

"Don't go, don't leave me, it's hard to see you again. Why are you leaving me alone, why? Geng Feng roared with all his might.

Looking at their bodies dissipating little by little, Geng Feng still couldn't move his body. I can only look at them weakly.

When the body dissipated halfway, someone of them spoke again: "Brother, please live well." This is our last wish, and I hope you can promise us so that we can also go with peace of mind. ”

Geng Feng didn't answer the question immediately, he just looked at them in a daze. watched their figures disappear little by little, but there was nothing they could do. And the look of disappointment and despair in their eyes when they looked at Geng Feng slowly appeared.

Somehow, Geng Feng felt an inexplicable pain in his heart. In the end, he still spoke: "I promise you, I promise you, I will try my best to live." ”

At this time, those figures had already dissipated to their necks, and after hearing Geng Feng's answer, they finally smiled before they completely dissipated.

"Don't go." Geng Feng opened his eyes sharply and grabbed forward with both hands, but he didn't catch anything.

Look around, the dimly lit storeroom, the old chandelier, the thick smell of grease in the air, the piled up boxes. It's clearly the same warehouse as before. It turned out that everything just now was a dream.

I buried my face between my arms again, and I still remembered the picture in my dream just now, and I still couldn't let go of it after all.

With a long sigh, Geng Feng sat up straight and looked up at the roof. An inexplicable thought arose in my heart: "Or forget it!" ”

(To be continued)