Chapter 55: You Don't Want It, But You Don't Let It Go
Rushing rain hurriedly got out of the car.
It will definitely be inevitable to ask questions separately later. She couldn't help but wonder how to deal with it.
Chen Yuyao seemed to be familiar with the manager of the hotel, he opened a presidential suite, and then smoothly lifted her up.
Torrential rain didn't bring anything, but fortunately there was everything in the presidential suite.
After taking a shower, she tied up her bathrobe and came out, and saw Chen Yuyao sitting on the sofa by the window, holding a glass of red wine in her hand, looking out the window.
As soon as he turned around, he saw her dress, was stunned for a moment, turned his head and said, "It's ugly." ”
Rushing rain didn't ask him, "What's ugly", anyway, don't mess with him now. She knew he was finding fault.
Chen Yuyao put down the wine glass, "Go wash and sleep." ”
Rushing rain answered, picked up a towel and wiped his head. When Chen Yuyao got up and entered the bathroom, she sat on the sofa where Chen Yuyao was sitting just now, followed his example, poured a glass of red wine, took a sip, and looked outside.
It was a real treat. She said secretly. Outside, the bright headlights converge into a stream of pearls and flow into the vast sea of lights in the distance. A variety of buildings offer a view that can only be found in a fairy tale world.
There was a sound of "ping pong" in the bathroom, as if Chen Yuyao had accidentally knocked over something.
Torrential Rain glanced in the direction of the bathroom, but finally didn't ask anything, and looked out the window again.
When Chen Yuyao came out, he saw her silhouette. She held her cheeks in one hand and red wine in the other, and her long, slightly curly hair was half-dried and draped over her shoulders, as soft as waves. The torrential rain always has a little cold atmosphere, so this natural big roll not only does not show wildness and publicity, but reveals a trace of classical charm.
Chen Yuyao can imagine that if she is wearing a azure cheongsam and a white orchid, she will definitely look like the Ru kiln porcelain vase in her childhood home, exhausting the elegance of the old times.
Rushing rain turned his head to look at him coldly, his cheeks were slightly drunk, his lips were red, there was no trace of flattery, and his eyes revealed ignorance and what he couldn't understand...... Mourning.
"What's wrong with you?" He couldn't help but soften his voice.
Torrential Rain shook her head and watched him quietly, and after a long while, she asked, "Why are you here today?" ”
"Come to W City to talk about business, and take you home by the way."
"Home?" Rushing rain looked around, his eyes were confused, "This is not home. ”
"Have you forgotten what day it is?" Chen Yuyao asked.
"Christmas Eve." Rushing Yu smiled and drank the contents of the cup, with a look of "I'm not drunk at all", she paused, "The question is, why are you here?" Don't have to be with your girlfriend? ”
"Why am I here-" Chen Yuyao repeated, his anger couldn't come anywhere, "If I don't come, can you do whatever you want?" ”
"It's you, not me, who do whatever you want." Torrential rain said.
You won't love me, but you won't let me love others.
Chen Yuyao was stunned when he heard this, and sneered a few times, "Are you blaming me?" ”
Rushing Rain didn't answer, turned his head and put down his glass, then stood up and walked towards the room.
"I ask you, are you blaming me? Blame me for restraining you too much? Chen Yuyao's heart was inexplicably on fire, and he grabbed her to ask for an understanding.
Torrential Rain didn't want to lie, "If you don't show up today, I'll definitely choose one of them." ”
"Because you're soft-hearted?"
"No", Rushing Rain shook his head and said sincerely, "Because my heart is moved." ”
"It seems that women have zero IQ in the face of the so-called 'love' offensive." Chen Yuyao's tone mocked, "Xiaoyu, I didn't expect that a bunch of roses and a few words of love would make you unload your defenses?" ”
"Yes, you don't have to look up to me." Rushing Rain said, "I'm not exempt from vulgarity. ”
"They are not Luo Xiaosheng and Jin Zhijie." "They're genuine." ”
"Really?" Chen Yuyao stared at her, the mood in his eyes was unpredictable, and he said coldly: "Do you believe in this kind of thing?" ”
"Why don't you believe it?" Rushing Rain said, "I've loved you." ”
"Loved?" Chen Yuyao asked.
"Well, loved." Rushing rain said, "Since that day you rejected me with your actions, I swear that I will never be nostalgic again and start a new life." ”
Chen Yuyao was stunned, then let go of his hand and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
"It's not me you're sorry for." Rushing rain said, "Now that you've 'broken other people's hands', don't come and tease me again." ”
She couldn't afford to flirt like that.
Chen Yuyao's face showed deep helplessness, he sat back on the sofa and lit a cigarette. He said lightly: "You go to rest early." ”
"Good night." Torrential rain said coldly. She raised her feet and walked into the room, but when she walked to the door frame, she turned around: "Brother Yuyao, which of the two do you think is better?" ”
Chen Yuyao's forehead jumped, and then he looked at her expressionlessly, "It's not good." ”
"So who's worse?" Rushing Rain asked in a different way.
"The one who came out halfway." Chen Yuyao admits that his evaluation is objective.
Torrential rain couldn't help but feel funny, "There is more than one person who came out halfway." ”
"I ......"
"Brother Yuyao, I hate you." Torrential Rain said, "You don't want it, but don't let anyone else get it." ”
Chen Yuyao immediately extinguished his cigarette when he heard this, walked quickly behind her, and pulled her past to force her to turn around and look at herself. His breath hit her cheek: "Who said, I don't want it?" ”
The torrential rain was stunned.
Chen Yuyao's eyes turned dark: "Do you want to try again?" His tone carried some kind of seduction, and the rain trembled, and he subconsciously shook his head: "I don't ......"
"I forgot to tell you, you really looked good in my blue shirt that day."
"I swore ......"
"Oaths are meant to be broken." Chen Yuyao said. He cupped the face of the torrential rain, his eyes revealed a little struggle, and finally turned into a firm affection, and slowly kissed it.
Torrential Rain's mind was in disarray, his eyelashes trembling, and his steps were vain, but after a moment, he realized that he had been pushed down on the big bed.
Last time, it was clearly calculated, and he was not fooled. I didn't give him a chance this time, but I couldn't help but fall for him.
It has really become what Zhang Ailing said, the obscenity of the double material.
Suddenly she woke up with a cold on her shoulder, and hurriedly reached out to push his chest to stop him from moving further.
"On your shoulder...... What's going on? Chen Yuyao asked in surprise.
Oh, he saw the ugly scar on her body. Rushing rain hurriedly shrank to the corner of the bed, grabbing the sheets and clothes to cover it.
"What's going on?" Chen Yuyao leaned over, but did not pull her.
Rushing Yu opened his eyes, looked at him, and slowly recounted the story that had happened: "In the third year of junior high school, on the evening of self-study in winter, I and ...... Go to the night market with the rosary to eat. I saw a man's back that looked like you, and I wanted to stop you. But when she met ......" Torrential Rain stopped, because as long as she said any more, she was bound to pull Ah Wei out. The last time Ah Wei saved her, she had already eliminated her grievances.
She suddenly thought of the day she was kidnapped, those people who wore black masks but couldn't hide their ugliness.
"What did you meet?"
Rushing Yu stared at Chen Yuyao, and a thought gradually emerged in his heart.
"Later, I met some people who were fighting in a group, and I passed by them and was accidentally injured." Torrential rain understated, brushed it off, and then said, "Several stitches...... Do you find it particularly ugly? ”
She burst into tears.
"Don't cry......" Chen Yuyao wanted to touch her head, but she turned her head to avoid it, and she was wrapped in the horn and cried silently: "You are also a bad person, seeing that I don't have my parents around, you want to bully me......"
"I ...... I ......" Chen Yuyao hurriedly wiped her tears and apologized incoherently: "I'm sorry...... I...... I was wrong. As he spoke, he raised his hand and slapped himself.
Torrential Rain froze, and then she slowly stopped crying. "Chen Yuyao......" she called him, reaching out to touch his face, "Does it hurt?" ”
Her fingers ran over his cheek like feathers, for fear of hurting him. Chen Yuyao's heart was like a small insect getting into it, tickling him and making him feel distressed.
"I swear, I will never ...... you again in the future" Before Chen Yuyao's words were finished, he was blocked in his throat by Torrential Rain.
"Oaths are meant to be broken." Torrential rain said.
Chen Yuyao led the dance on the sea, and he didn't know how to deal with the torrential rain, so he could only try his best to follow.
An unfamiliar pain came from the depths of her body, and her whole body tensed up, trying to stop the game.
"I'll be lighter......," Chen Yuyao said, but after a moment, he reversed, "Xiaoyu...... Can you bear with me......"
She understands that when walking on the sea, the body must accommodate the sea. If resisted, it will lead to seasickness.
But why, she didn't resist, and she felt extremely dizzy? The rain was dazed. It was raining outside, and she closed her eyes and waited for the dawn.
It felt bizarre.
There is a faint disappointment in himself, which is difficult to express, as if he has personally destroyed the integrity of his birthright. Cowardly, like a sacrificial girl, there is no turning back when she opens her bow, and she only hopes that her sacrifice is really meaningful. At the same time, he has a fearless mood, like a warrior who slashes the demons in his heart, and only after this battle can he achieve true consummation.
Compared with her, Chen Yuyao is like a veteran, not disturbed by the distractions of the side, and is more focused.
Outside the window, the rain was pouring down, and the mood of the torrential rain was also wet. Tumultuous and eventual peaceful.
Whether a man is considerate or not has nothing to do with whether he has read all the sails.
Chen Yuyao muttered to her something like "...... in the future", but her soul was withdrawn into the air and looked at herself.
That's nice. It's him, it's good. As for the future, she didn't think about it.
When Chen Yuyao woke up, she had already returned to school, and the phone of the rosary chased after her as soon as she walked into the school gate.
"Last night, Zhai Yi was very drunk." The rosary's tone revealed dissatisfaction, "Torrential rain, where are you now?" ”
"I'm at school."
"I think we need to meet."
"See you at noon." "Twenty minutes to go, I have to get back to my dorm now." ”
"You ......," said the rosary, "you don't care, Zhai Yi, how is he now?" ”
"You said it - Zhai Yi is drunk." Torrential Rain said calmly.
She can't knowingly ask nonsense like "how is he?" anymore, right? That would be hypocritical.
Although she is not hypocritical now, the rosary thinks she is too ruthless, and her tone is stiff: "Then I will wait for you in your school cafeteria at noon." ”
"Is it just you? Which canteen? "There are 4 J majors.
"It's just me." The rosary ran out patiently, "The one in the southeast corner." ”
"Oh, okay." It is four canteens. Rushing Yu calculated the distance between the location of the last public class classroom and the four cafeterias, and then said, "We'll see you at 12 o'clock." ”
"Hmm." The rosary responded with a monosyllable and hung up.