Chapter 677: His Original Intention for Doing This
Usually I rarely ask for leave, but if I didn't suddenly know something today, there would be some blows to myself, maybe I wouldn't ask for leave today, and I would stay in the company with peace of mind.
It's because after knowing these things, I feel a little unacceptable, and finally I think that it is impossible for me to work with peace of mind in the company, and my thoughts are too confusing, so it is better to take a leave of absence and take a good rest, so that I can think about some things clearly.
"So that's the case, he took the initiative to mention it to you, I thought your father found you first." During the day, I was more concerned about her emotions, so I didn't ask much about these details.
At this time, I have time to do more, after all, I have already gotten off work, and I can ask more time if I have time, not to mention that this is a place to live, and I don't have to worry about being heard by the people around me, in short, I don't have so many worries in my heart, although it is much easier to say these words.
When she said these words outside, she was always a little worried, she couldn't be too loud, or be heard by some people around her, worried that it would cause her trouble.
It's different at home, but here you can really talk freely, ask whatever you want, and don't worry about these questions at all, let alone what you will hear.
"Remember what happened last time? It's about me falsifying the company's personnel information, didn't I mention to you that someone helped me? At that time, I thought it was you, but I realized that it was him, and when I thought about it later, I could understand why he did it. Because at that time she already knew that she was his daughter, so she was willing to do these things.
At that time, the president also told himself very clearly that no matter how he guessed, it was impossible to guess who the other party was, it seemed that he was already very sure in his heart, no matter how he guessed, he couldn't guess, and as a result, he guessed the same. Because I didn't think that it would be my relatives who helped me a lot.
At that time, no matter how he asked him, he was always reluctant to tell himself, and said that it was because he saw the other party's face, so he forgave himself this time. Sure enough, for the other party, if he is really his daughter, then he is really his most important person.
No wonder he is willing to intercede on his own, this affection is not so easy to ask for. If he said that he was not his daughter, he would not do such a thing at all, let alone buy a favor from the other party.
At this time, when I look back and think about myself, I can understand why he helped himself like this, if he is just an insignificant person to him, just an ordinary colleague, how can he do such a thing for himself.
The reason why he did these things was because he already knew that he was his daughter, so he probably didn't think clearly about doing these things to himself at that time, and he didn't know how to face himself, so he let the president hide it.
Sometimes I think that he is also well-intentioned in doing these things, maybe he is really afraid that saying something like what he will hate him in the future will change the mode of getting along with the two people. That's why I have been hesitating to tell myself in my heart, which has dragged on for so long.
"Then you now finally know who the other party is, if you are not his daughter, how can he do such a thing for you, what else do you have to doubt from this matter." After Shu Yixin heard what she said, she became more and more sure that the other party should be her father, and there was nothing wrong with that.
If the other party really has nothing to do with her, how could he do such a thing for her? This kind of favor is not so easy to sell.
He Yuhe still knows what kind of person he is, and the things he believes are really difficult to change. It's not easy to get a favor from him.
If the other party is someone who has nothing to do with him, how could he be stupid enough to do such a thing. Things that couldn't be figured out before, but at this time, everything seems so transparent.
"Before, I couldn't guess who the other party was, but after knowing who he was today, I became much calmer." When I didn't know before, my heart was always lingering, and I especially wanted to know who the other party was, but now that I know it's him, I'm much calmer.
"He can do this for you, so you can see that he really cares about you, and can do anything for you." If the other party is his father, then he should be particularly moved, for his own sake he can do this.
"Actually, I didn't hate him as much as I did at the beginning, I really hated my family at the beginning, why they abandoned me before, why I was reduced to an orphan. Do you know? I have so many whys in my mind? But I have never been able to get an answer, so how can I not hate it in such a situation? Lin Ya didn't hide her thoughts at all, she really hated her family at that time, why should she abandon herself.
But today, when I really saw my family, I didn't have that kind of thought, and I didn't blame them for why they abandoned me in the first place, just because I heard such a sentence, my mother died on the day I disappeared, and I can probably speculate that something must have happened back then.
Although I don't know what happened at the beginning, but for my father, it is also very cruel to face such a result, his wife is dead, his daughter is gone, and I don't know how he has survived all these years, and when I think of myself, I have no hatred for him.
What else do you have to hate? Over the years, he has not been much better than himself, and he has to look for himself everywhere while suffering from torture.
I've thought a lot about it today, but I've been thinking about what happened at the beginning and why it led to such an ending? In his perspective, maybe he is not as strong as her, and he can't survive today, what kind of mood have he had over the years after losing the two most important people in his life?
"Where is there any hatred between a family, as long as you understand the original hardship, you will not have such hatred." Shu Yixin has never felt that he has any kind of resentment in doing this, maybe there is no hatred between the family, if something didn't happen in the first place, how could the family be scattered.
"When you think about this now, I don't have so much hatred in the face of him, I've calmed down, I've let go of the things that happened in the past, I don't think about what happened in the past, I only think about what will happen in the future." The past has passed after all, and no matter how much it is, it is impossible to get it back, so it is better to think about the future.
"I am much more relieved to hear you say such things, it is really rare for a family to be able to get together, and they should live a good life, instead of doing so many indifferent things." After all, I have been looking forward to finding my family for so many years, of course, I have to live together well, and don't keep thinking about the boring things in the past.
No matter what happened in the first place, and I don't know whose fault it was, it is destined to have happened and cannot be changed.
"Yes, I also think that everything in the past should be let go, and if it is rare to be able to reunite, we should live a good life." Those past lives made me feel really tired, and I didn't want to continue to live such a life.
That's enough for me, so I want to change my lifestyle. Isn't there a great opportunity to change your life and be completely different from before.
"You came back so early, did you have dinner?" Lin Ya didn't want to continue talking about these topics at this moment, because there were some things that she couldn't think about too early, and she had to look at the results of the redone paternity test.
"I didn't come back until dinner, didn't you know if you took good care of yourself at home alone, I was really a little worried, so I came back to see you." Even if she was relieved, she wouldn't have rushed back so early, just because she was worried that she would get into the horns if she couldn't think about something.
"You're back like this, don't you have to go over and study with him"? Lin Ya only remembered this question in hindsight, and only then did he remember that he had to study every day, and came back like this today, does it really matter?
"I don't have to go over to study with him for a while, so I don't have time for anything." Shu Yixin leaned back on the sofa and spoke slowly.
"What's the matter? Is it a company thing? However, the company doesn't seem to have much to do lately, and there is no need to work overtime. Lin Ya thought about the recent company affairs, and said slowly while thinking.
"If it's not a company's business, maybe it's his personal business, anyway, he told me that he didn't have time to teach me for a while, so I can take a break during this time." If I remember correctly, when he told himself, he did say that the company was too busy to do something.
I didn't ask much about the specific details, at that time I thought that he had his own personal space and time, since he didn't have time, then he would wait for him to have time, and he didn't think much about the rest.
But at this time, when I suddenly heard Lin Ya say this, I felt a little wrong, did I really have something to do, or didn't I want to continue teaching myself?