【22.】

After the start of school, my conscience was condemned in many ways, even Tao Hao, who has never lost his temper with me, snubbed me for several days, I coaxed and relied on it every day like a puppy's legs, and finally let her open her mouth, and inevitably a scolding.

"I said, why are you still alive and going back?" She stuck out her index finger and pointed at my head, "You can eat things indiscriminately, can you talk nonsense!" ”

I mentioned that she was probably tired, and waved her hand: "I'm really too lazy to talk about you, clean up the whole mess by yourself." ”

It's a sunny day after the rain...... I don't care about the people next to me, as long as Tao Hao doesn't get angry with me.

There is also a Du Bin, I think he is so smart, he must have seen that I was angry that day, I thought he would take the initiative to come to me, but after waiting for so long, there was no news, so I had to take the initiative.

About KFC, he came early and ordered something, and he was just holding a cup of coffee and seemed to be just warming his hands and not drinking. I took a deep breath and walked over: "Hello senior." ”

He looked up at me and smiled, "You're here." ”

I used to despise the person in front of me, because a girl, no matter how cheerful she is, can't accept his scheming use, but at this moment, I have to despise my own will, just his shallow smile, I actually have a better view of his whole person. I had to look away from him: "You know what I'm going to say." ”

He was silent for a while, holding the cup with his hands crossed, I had never seen him look so unconfident, as if it was him, as if it wasn't him. I couldn't tell what his attitude was, so I could only keep silent.

"Liu Jia......" he called me back in a low voice, and that voice instantly made me think that he might be sincere, "Can you give me a chance." ”

"I think I made it clear. Du Bin, I can't accept you. There are so many reasons for this, I won't say it, and you know it. ”

"You said ......" He is like a child at the moment, I have never seen him like this.

"You know why I said that." I took a deep breath and tried to make my mind calm, "I don't know what mistakes I made, I want to get involved in a boring love game like you and Jin Tongtong, but I, I'm also a temperamental person, don't involve me again and again." Du Bin, what I said at this moment has been told to you before. I've told you in different ways, serious or light-hearted, and I think what I'm trying to say, you understand. Why let me be so blunt? ”

In fact, I rarely say something unspeakable with people so openly and honestly, and today I really have to do it. If you don't say anything, outsiders always feel that there is an opportunity to harm others and themselves.

He smiled wryly: "I was wrong...... Met her first? ”

"Nope." I also smiled and said, "None of us is wrong, life could have been good, but you insisted on messing it up." ”

Du Bin looked at me, his deep eyes made me powerless, but I didn't want to dodge.

"Is it because of him?"

I was stunned: "Who?" ”

He didn't speak, but I was shocked.

"Liu Jia ......"

"No!" I interrupted him, even a little flustered, "You don't have to speculate about other people's lives. ”

"Give me a chance."

I looked him in the eye: "There's no condition to talk about this. ”

"Liu Jia." He reached out and grabbed my arm, "You need someone to help you forget about him." I'm not kidding you, and I'm not taking this relationship seriously. You don't know me and Jin Tongtong, she has known me since she was a child, and the two of us haven't actually dating. It's just that she'......"

Du Bin's expression was not as usual, as if he had something extremely difficult to say, in my impression he has never been this kind of person, he has always been straightforward, and he is more durable.

"If you have anything to say, just say it." I really can't stand it, "I'm very resistant to blows, really." ”

He opened his mouth, as if he was still hesitating, but he didn't say it in the end, I don't think I knew him as a person, but at least I understood that if a person hesitated so much and refused to say it, he basically wouldn't say it.

I grabbed my backpack and said, "Let's go, that's all I have to say." Good bye. ”

In the summer of the first semester of my sophomore year, the school held a basketball game, and it was the two classes of the junior year who reached the finals later, so I went with the mood of watching the handsome guys. I saw Du Bin unexpectedly.

In fact, it's not an accident, a person like him is so dazzling, it's not surprising to see it anywhere.

"Hey!" Tao Hao pushed me, "Do you understand the matter with Du Bin?" ”

"I've said everything that needs to be said, anyway, I understand it on my side, I don't know what he thinks." After a pause, I said angrily, "I don't care what he thinks." ”

Tao Hao nodded approvingly: "Be alone." ”

The basketball game was quite intense, and what was even more intense was the voice of the cheerleaders, I think they were probably all aimed at Du Bin. This kid is indeed charming, but unfortunately I'm immune.

At halftime, Tao Hao and I were going to leave, but it was originally a layman to watch the excitement, and the handsome guys were all obsessed by the two of us, and it was really boring to stand here under the poisonous sun.

"Ouch hey!" Tao Hao tugged at my sleeve, "Look, the adultery is live!" ”

I forgot about the past, a little angry: "Damn! ”

Jin Tongtong stood on tiptoe and carefully wiped Du Bin's sweat, Du Bin dodged, but due to the large number of people, he was probably embarrassed to refuse directly, so he half-pushed and half-done, and in the eyes of outsiders, it seemed that it was completely flirting with the young couple.

"Damn!" Tao Hao followed me and scolded, "The long people are five or six, and they don't do anything!" ”

This thing is actually very wonderful, girls probably have such a mentality, that is, if you like you, you can hate him, you can ignore him, and you can even ignore him. But if he tries to give up on you, or shows something ambiguous about other girls, then you must be unhappy. I don't know how to explain this ambivalence of women in psychology, I can only assume that I am a very normal person, and it is inevitable that I have such a careful eye like all women.

Du Bin didn't know when he saw me, he pushed Jin Tongtong away slightly and shouted to me: "Liu Jia! ”

With this voice, I instantly became the focus of attention on the basketball court, and it was inconvenient to even escape. I had to say hello stubbornly: "Hello senior." ”

He ran over in three or two steps: "You're here?" ”

Du Bin still had sweat on his forehead, and he looked very good in the sun, but I really didn't want to appreciate it, I just wanted to retreat quickly.

"Uh...... Pass by. I have something to do, so I'll go first. ”

After that, he dragged Tao Hao, who was still in the fugue, and ran away.

I don't know what I'm running away from, what I'm afraid of. It's just that I especially don't want to see this person, although he is humble and gentlemanly, but he can always invisibly put pressure on people.