Chapter Fifty-Seven: Who owes whom feelings
"No, you're lying." Zhai Yi said, "You said you couldn't give me what I wanted...... he held the face of the torrential rain, a jumping flame ignited in his eyes, and his expression struggled: "As long as you want, you can." ”
The rain was unprepared, and he choked his lips. The flame in Zhai Yi's eyes finally let it go into a sea of fire. In front of him is his unsolved Navier-Stokes equation. He spotted a hint of milky sweetness.
Later, he learned that that kind of sweet kiss only belonged to the eighteen-year-old torrential rain. With the passage of time, it is enshrined as a unique preciousness in the long river of memory.
Torrential rain was more shocked than resistant, and no one ever kissed her.
She asked Chen Yuyao, but he only kissed her forehead in the end. "Zhai ......" As soon as she wanted to speak, her voice was quickly swallowed up.
In front is the soft lips of a teenager, and behind is a rough-grained tree trunk. Rushing rain was shocked by Zhai Yi's changes and struggled hard, but he was fiercely restrained and balanced. She bit him hard, forcing him to retreat.
"What are you doing?"
Zhai Yi leaned over and stared at her: "What do you say?" ”
This is Zhai Yi who is strange to her. Strong, domineering like Chen Yuyao, no, even more like Situ Que, who is so arrogant that he has nothing to see.
Rushing Rain's voice gradually calmed down and clear: "I'm sorry, Zhai Yi. The only thing I can give you is this kiss. ”
Seeing that he didn't believe him, she had to declare clearly again: "That's it." ”
Zhai Yi stood for a long time, and finally hung down his arm weakly. There is no greater mourning than death.
"You're such a ruthless girl, I've always known that," Zhai Yi muttered, "but I've never hated you." ”
Torrential Rain didn't know how far away she was from evil, but she was never an angel.
"I'm sorry."
"Was it the first kiss?" Zhai Yi asked suddenly.
Torrential rain was stunned, not knowing what it meant.
Zhai Yi's eyes sparkled, he stretched out the thumb of his right hand and gently traced the lip line of the rain: "Is it the first time it has been kissed by a boy?" ”
Rushing rain had no reason to lie, and nodded imperceptibly.
Zhai Yi hooked the corners of his lips, and the meaning was obscure, "You gave me the kiss, but the heart gave him ......"
Torrential rain lowered his head and did not plead.
"You are really great...... hurting the rain was not his intention after all, Zhai Yi still stopped talking. Even if he realized what it was heartbreaking, he couldn't bear to pass on the pain to her.
It was at this time that Chen Yuyao appeared, and he clearly heard what Zhai Yi had just said. Even if you don't look at the audience, you can get a glimpse of what he did to the torrential rain from his words.
It's simply unforgivable. Chen Yuyao's eyes were completely warm, and his fists clenched unconsciously. Knowing that he had always disdained to use force, Rushing Rain couldn't help but tremble when he heard his fists creaking at this time.
"Let's go." She said to Zhai Yi.
Zhai Yi looked back and saw Chen Yuyao, and couldn't help frowning, but he was not afraid at all.
It came at the right time.
"There are some things that are mine, and you can't take them away in your lifetime."
Rushing rain couldn't believe that this sentence came out of Zhai Yi's mouth before.
Chen Yuyao sneered, "You will only pick up leftovers and eat leftovers." received alms from other people's fingers, and was ashamed to think that he was the right master. ”
Zhai Yi was young in the end, and he and Chen Yuyao couldn't go through a few rounds in words, so they chose the most primitive duel between males.
It's not like he hasn't heard insulting words. But as long as he piggybacks on the torrential rain, he can't give up.
The person he loves can not love him, but he will never allow others to trample on him.
Zhai Yi's move was in Chen Yuyao's arms.
He did it first, Xiaoyu, you can't blame me. Chen Yuyao sneered and swung his fist at Zhai Yi to meet him, and the two of them fought together.
"You beast!" Zhai Yi's eyes showed a deep contempt, "Is it the cultivation system?" Treat her as your personal property! ”
Chen Yuyao's brows knotted together, the muscles on his face twitched, and a few words came out from between his teeth: "Shut up." ”
Zhai Yi sneered and said, "It's disgusting! "Ride on him and give him a punch.
The corners of Chen Yuyao's mouth ached, and he fought back. The two of them fought inextricably.
The torrential rain kept shouting to stop, but it didn't have the slightest effect. The commotion here attracted the attention of some students on the path.
"How can anyone fight?"
"Didn't you see a woman standing over there, it must be for her!"
"It's so exciting!"
"Hey, I seem to know that woman."
"It seems to be from the School of Bioengineering, and my friend is in that department."
"Why don't you take a picture and send it to her?"
Before there was a tendency to form onlookers, Torrential Rain calmed down: "Don't fight." ”
She is just an ordinary girl, and she can't afford such a serious crime as "red face and trouble".
"Don't do it because of me." Torrential Rain said, "I don't belong to any of you. I'm my own. ”
With that, she turned and left. It's strange to say, as soon as she left, the two of them couldn't fight anymore.
Like medieval knights, they took dueling poses for the treasure, but when they were told that the treasure could not be owned by any of them, they lost interest in confronting each other.
They can't turn enemies into friends, and as long as the things they are fighting for are still alive, they will always hate each other until they die.
This year's Christmas Eve has become an eternal pain in Zhai Yi's heart.
So much so that for many years to come, he no longer wanted to celebrate Christmas.
There were countless wounds, but they were nothing compared to his broken heart. They all say "sad" and "sad", it turns out that the heart is hurt, and the chest will really twitch and hurt for a while. The countless cracks in this heart were given by the rain.
As a teenager, she appeared in every dream that made him blush and heartbeat when he woke up.
But so what? That was his wishful thinking. Now, it's time to let go.
Chen Yuyao will not let it go. But whatever is taken from him, he will often double the demand for it.
Chen Yuyao knew that the heavy rain was the most important academic prospect, and the English level 4 exam was imminent, so he must have gone to the library to review.
If it weren't for the fear of unpredictable consequences, he wouldn't let Zhai Yi go so easily.
Xiaoyu is usually very hard-hearted, but once you break her heart defense, she will not see you suffer.
He doesn't want to end up helping his opponent.
Thinking about this section, he turned around and left J University and returned to S City.
Let's wait until the weekend. She'll be back.
Rushing rain turned the book through the clatter, and it was not until she received the displeased glances of her surroundings that she realized that she was impetuous.
I watched the reading comprehension questions for a long time, but I couldn't read them. She simply chose to transcribe the words. In order to deepen the memory, a red pen is used.
Over and over again. At that moment, the phone vibrated a little.
She ignored it and continued to copy. It wasn't until a page of scratch paper was copied that she realized that a letter was missing from the sixth line.
Rushing rain put down his pen with a "snap" and took out his mobile phone from his bag.
It is the message of the rosary.
"Although I know that your heart must be uncomfortable at the moment, I still want to tell you that Zhai Yi was hurt a lot by you."
"He's drinking again?"
"Nope. No drinking, no self-harm. He smiled and talked to me with a blue nose and swollen eyes, and it was because he didn't seem to have anything wrong that I was scared. ”
What can the rain say? She typed the words "take care of him", thought about it, and deleted them one by one. After thinking for a moment, she typed the four words again and sent them over.
Take care of him. Prayer beads.
Zhai Yi and you are the people all the way.
Shura only admires the extreme of power, and has seen the evil forms and evil forms in hell early on. Although my heart yearns for the light, it is never possible to embrace the angels in the two heavens.
If you insist on walking, it will only be the angels who will be hurt in the end.
After graduation, she and Zhai Yi did not contact each other again. After that, Zhai Yi's news was occasionally learned from the mouth of the rosary.
They didn't come together as she would have liked. The rosary still does not forget Situ Que, and from her circle of friends, you can see their entangled emotional chaos. Listening to the rosary, Zhai Yi also started several relationships, but in the end they all ended without a problem.
The rosary shows off her black humor: "You say, is it because he is so busy with his schoolwork that he doesn't spend Christmas with each other again?" ”
On New Year's Day, Torrential Rain did not plan to return to S City.
Yuan Ziyi gestured to her newly purchased coat and asked everyone's opinions. Seeing the rain coming back, he immediately turned to her, "How is it?" ”
"It's good, it goes well with your khaki shoes." Torrential rain said.
"I think so too." Yuan Ziyi said, "I'm going to wear it to my boyfriend's house." ”
"Oh my God! Seeing your parents so soon? Mo Meilin was taken aback and asked excitedly, "Are you nervous?" ”
Rushing rain was also a little surprised, "It's only a freshman, and you're settled?" ”
"What do you think?" Yuan Ziyi said, "Just to be a guest and have fun, are you thinking too much?" ”
"Then you go to their house, do you stay with him at night, or with his mother?" Mo Meilin asked with a wink.
Huang Qiuxiao also poked his head out of the bed, "Yes, who do you live with?" ”
"I live with myself." Yuan Ziyi folded her skirt and put it in the box, and said angrily.
"Cut." Mo Meilin clearly didn't believe it.
"They're four-roomed." Yuan Ziyi said, "It's not that I can't live." ”
Huang Qiuxiao said enviously, "Then you have to take good control of him." ”
"Hold him?" Yuan Ziyi said, "It's him who wants to take a good grasp of me." ”
Torrential rain liked her confidence, "That's right. ”
Yuan Ziyi listened and winked at the rushing rain.
"Are you afraid?" Huang Qiuxiao asked.
"Afraid of what?" Yuan Ziyi was puzzled.
"Aren't you afraid of something that you can't do well, and his mother doesn't like you?"
"One another." Yuan Ziyi's words made Huang Qiuxiao stunned.
She continued, "I went to their house to see how his parents usually got along with each other, and what kind of person his mother was. If...... If the situation is not good, it is better to break up as soon as possible, and it is important to stop losses in time. ”
Everyone was stunned when he said this.
"Are you willing?" Mo Meilin asked. Everyone knows that Yuan Ziyi and her boyfriend Wen Hao fell in love at first sight at a campus event, and their relationship has been very good until now.
Yuan Ziyi was silent for a while before saying, "So, I have to go and see it." ”
The atmosphere suddenly became less cheerful, and Mo Meilin hurriedly said: "By the way, I forgot what your constellation came from." ”
"Oh, it's a Taurus." Yuan Ziyi said.
"Then you are a good match!" "The Taurus man and the Pisces woman can just complement each other. ”
"Haha." Huang Qiuxiao dismantled her stage, "You also said that Pisces and Scorpio were matched that day." Didn't Yu Qianyue still fail in his pursuit of the torrential rain......"
Rushing Rain looked stunned, and then she slowly returned to her place to tidy up her things.
"Torrential rain...... Ignore her! Mo Meilin said, "She quarreled with other officers in the department, and she was not in a happy mood, so don't take it to heart who you catch and stab whom." ”
Rushing rain smiled at her, but after sitting down, she couldn't help but call "Huang Qiuxiao" in a daze.
Huang Qiuxiao stuck her head out of the quilt, "What are you doing?" ”
"You're right," said Torrential Rain, "if love can be decided by horoscopes alone, then it's a pure 'matching' game, and you're also a Scorpio, so does that mean that you and Yu Qianyue are also suitable?" ”
Huang Qiuxiao was stunned, then snorted coldly from his nose and covered his head with the quilt again.
Yuan Ziyi and Mo Meilin looked at each other, and Rushing Yu nodded at them, and walked out of the dormitory with the book in his arms.
Huang Qiuxiao is a little fond of Yu Qianyue, she has seen a little bit before, since Christmas Eve, her attitude towards herself has changed sharply. Fortunately, the rain didn't talk much, and the time spent in the dormitory during the day was not long, and the two didn't have any major conflicts.
The discord between girls permeates the details, not the big scenes. And as long as one person has a discord, it will not help that the other person is friendly. And the torrential rain also belongs to the kind of character that will not rush to please others, people don't offend her, she doesn't offend people. If she repeats offenses, she will not blindly show weakness.
From January to the beginning of the month, Torrential Rain received remittances for living expenses as usual.
Looking at the text message reminder that popped up, she was full of suspicions.
She is now past the age of majority. It stands to reason that as long as she goes back, she can successfully get the compensation.
Why does Aunt Liu continue to give her money? If she had been in the way of the law before, there was no need for this now.
Is it a discovery of conscience? Torrential Rain shook her head, she couldn't believe it.
Immediately after class, she went to the ATM on campus and sent money to that account, and the beneficiary's account opening information read: "* Yuyao." ”
*Yu Yao. She knew it. I suddenly remembered that Jin Minghai said that he had only remitted two months' living expenses, and then Aunt Liu would be fully responsible for this matter. That is to say, all the living expenses she has received since the beating have been given by Chen Yuyao.
Because the number was the same as before, it did not arouse her suspicion in the slightest. In order to protect her seemingly strong but highly sensitive self-esteem.
Tears flowed down his face for a moment.
She owes him so much, so much that she can't pay it off.