30. Do you know who I am?

The first rays of sunlight in the morning sprinkled on my body, reaching out to touch the side, there was a little residual warmth, and I didn't walk for long.

I opened my eyes lazily, moved my limbs, my arm was not so painful, and when I reached out for my mobile phone, I first touched a sticky note paper on the bedside table, and the words jumped into my eyes: "Eight o'clock, see you in the parking lot behind the building!" "Qu Zheng

If I hadn't woken up before eight o'clock, this man would have been so sure.

Last night, I fell into the river of desire and said intermittently that today he went to the outskirts of the city to see the flagship store of the local agent or something, and he could take me to the Xixia Tomb Saibei Mountain Rock Paintings, Saibei Film and Television City and other attractions.

Just like the previous days when he was wearing the flag, he stood next to the car and waited for me, a black satin baseball uniform, khaki pants and light gray and black Onizuka tiger sheepskin shoes, with some business casual outfits, which could also make him wear a refreshing and handsome style, he can actually control any style, only I was obsessed with the wild and uninhibited when I first met him.

When he saw me, he smiled a little embarrassed and opened the car door for me.

This time, there is no drama of morning-after contraception, because yesterday I threw the TT of the hotel directly to him, and sometimes I think that I completely put aside my reserve in front of him, but I am happy.

People in Saibei City can't do without noodles for three meals a day, and beef noodles are the best choice for breakfast.

The car sped along a wide asphalt road towards the Saibei Mountain, lined with tall and straight aspen trees and open fields.

Qu Zheng drove intently along the way, occasionally answering a phone call, and when he arrived at the tomb of the Western Xia kings at the foot of the mountain, he asked me.

"Xu Yuan, I want to ask you two questions." The tone was unfazed.

"Okay, you say?"

He took off his sunglasses and squinted ahead, "Where are you going next?" ”

"Harajo, me, my hometown."

"You work in Kyoto?"

"Yes, 4A advertising agency, customer maintenance," I replied briefly and meaningfully, with a slight ripple in my heart.

I said last night that I don't have to stick to this state, just be at peace with what happens, I think I made it clear enough, and he didn't mean to develop deeply with me.

"Gone?" I was a little uncomfortable with the abrupt stop, and he nodded, raising his eyebrows and smiling leisurely.

"What do you have to do with Qu Xiran?" I turned my head and continued to look out the window.

"Xiaoran is my sister-in-law's adopted son, who brought it up single-handedly, my grandmother is such a daughter, my sister-in-law is willful, and he is even more than that. Go on! He seemed to know that I was asking, and he answered quite smoothly.

I turned my head to look at his expression, "So, what about you and An Qing?" Never been a couple? The expression on his face didn't move, and there was a moment of silence before he replied to me.

"We talked for a while in the summer when I graduated from high school and was ready to go to military school, and then it was gone." He didn't say anything more, and the air seemed to condense.

I was struck in the heart by the pause, I was taking the exam in Kyoto at that time, and in the summer when Lao Xu was no longer there, Qu Zheng was a year older than me, and I was studying in the morning......

***

As we arrived at the scenic spot, the topic was thrown away like a joke, Qu Zheng and I got out of the car, and the place where we parked was halfway up the mountain.

Occasionally, I saw a few light and agile rock sheep jumping and running in the mountains, they were a little timid, but also a little curious, wandering between cars, people and mountain streams.

Qu Zheng spoke: "Xiaoyuan, I thought you would have the same personality as a rock sheep, but it's not like that!" ”

"Yes, I'm a little bit inconsistent, don't take it too seriously." He nodded, and I looked at the clear blue sky, thinking that I would have sighed at the vastness and firmament of the desert.

Now looking at the ancient petroglyphs of Saibei Mountain and the tomb of the Xixia kings, I feel that the prosperity of the past has disappeared, and now it is desolate and full of eyes, existing in memory.

At noon, Qu Zheng's agent invited us to a banquet for Saibei Farmhouse, after which I said I was going to the film and television city to visit, and they chatted about business in a nearby teahouse.

Make an appointment late and assemble in the newly developed resort hot spring town next to the film and television city.

The film and television city is divided into several areas, there are antique streets that are now available in various scenic spots and tourist cities, I deliberately went to the desert film and television area, climbed a sand castle tower, and stood on it to look around, in fact, the real Westward Journey filming location is here, not my Naqi City, and the feeling at that time was more real.

***

At the gate of the hot spring town, Qu Zheng stood there waiting for me, I was a little girly, ran behind him, patted him on the shoulder, he saw me and asked, "Book me a hot spring villa here, do you want it...... Stay. There was a little anticipation in his eyes.

I nodded in agreement, just as I wanted to confirm something.

It is a relatively small villa, several in a circle, a sunken hot spring on the first floor, each with two houses, a living room and a bedroom, surrounded by greenery and vines, that is, both atmospheric and private.

I was wearing a doppelganger swimsuit, and my arm asked Qu Zheng to wrap the wound with plastic wrap for me, and it was scabbed at this time, so I was not afraid of water, but I couldn't soak it for too long.

I lay in the hot spring pool, my injured arm resting on the edge of the pool, and I splashed with the hot spring water that was bubbling up with my feet.

He is a typical thin and undressed figure, Qu Zheng approved a large bath towel, under which is a boxer swim trunks, and the vaguely exposed skin is also very attractive, I glanced at it a few times, and the last two intimate encounters were blind with black lights.

"Be careful, if you fall into the water, your arm will hurt," he half-jokingly said, and went straight into the hot spring, casually throwing the bath towel aside, I felt that I was too attentive and dazzled, and my feet slipped a little, and the whole body sank.

The arm was still on the edge of the pool, and the moment my head was in the water, I was dragged by his arm, and I was half-hugged by him, and my head was on his shoulder, and I saw that there was a scar on his back on the left shoulder, which resembled a tooth mark.

I couldn't help myself and wanted to confirm something, often the scene flashed in my dreams, I inadvertently touched that place with my hand, and my mind was washed away by the torrent of memories.

When I wanted to take a look again, he pinned my face in front of him and asked with concern: "Hey, what's wrong with Xu Yuan, is he choking?" ”

The stubbornness came up, and I kissed him on the lips, and entangled with him as hard as I could, apparently he was not at first accustomed to my sudden enthusiasm, and then he slowly steamed.

And my palm climbed to the place where I saw the tooth scar just now, and unconsciously rubbed it back and forth, wiping out the clarity of my memory.

On that day, I couldn't be more sad, Lao Xu's accident worsened, but my mother let me test with peace of mind and didn't let me go back to my original city.

I arrived at the university that Gu Yin was escorting, and he took the second internal exam in Kyoto, and I wanted to tell him about Lao Xu, I didn't know anyone, I just wanted to talk to him. But I saw that after the exam, he did not have a group dinner on the topic as he said on the phone with me before, but kissed with a new girl in the woods.

I didn't know how I got back to the school I was applying for, how I got to the bar next to the school, where it was bustling with and bustling with peers, graduating students celebrating the end of their exams, who was admitted first, and so on.

Laughter drowned out my thoughts, other memories were blurred, vaguely I was drunk, someone in my ear asked, you are Xu Yuan, I nodded, I was carrying the badge of the exam, it is not surprising to know my name.

Another memory is that in a certain hotel, the moment he penetrated my body, I bit his shoulder like a vent......

The next day, I was seriously ill and had a fever after the exam, and subconsciously I kept forgetting the events of that day, in fact, I remember it in my heart, I gave him for the first time in the summer of seventeen, a boy I don't know the name, it turned out that his name was Qu Zheng.