Chapter 186: There's No Worthwhile Deal
After Tan Yiyang said this, his voice was already a little hoarse, he pressed his eyes, although he didn't shed tears, I already felt his entanglement and helplessness.
"En, I'm really already a penniless man, it's a pity that I didn't marry you at the best time, give you everything I have, and return all this to the Ye family, will you blame me?"
Now he looked like a child who had made a mistake, leaning on my neck and shoulders and asking if I would blame him.
How so?
I have never cared if Tan Yiyang is rich or not, and I have never been a woman who values money.
Not to mention that he is penniless now, with my current savings, he can definitely pay for our lives.
If I value money, I can have come back to him when he tried to get me back, and my love for him has always been the purest and hottest.
So I shook my head vigorously: "I don't blame you, not at all." β
It's just that I really want to know why he suddenly decided to return everything to the Ye family at this time, after all, I heard that Ye Changrong has retired and emigrated abroad, and he left nothing here.
"Can you tell me what made you suddenly make the decision to give everything to Ye Shan, just because your mother told you all the truth?"
At this moment, I also held his hand tightly, and even my voice seemed to be choked up.
Hearing this, Tan Yiyang hugged me into his arms, rested his chin on my forehead, and was silent for a while before quietly speaking.
"Before the last court visit, she came to see me, the purpose you can guess is nothing more than to threaten me with your life, she said that she will let you go unless she returns everything I have to his father."
Although he said these words so calmly word by word, I can imagine that his heart must have been turbulent at that time.
He's that kind of person, he won't let his emotions be exposed, especially when it comes to me, he will be more careful.
I used to think that I was the one who paid, he hurt me, and he was willing to encourage him, but I never thought that Tan Yiyang had become nothing for me, and he was the one who paid the most from beginning to end.
Tan Yiyang looked down at me, there was no helplessness in his eyes, and there was still a hint of warmth in his eyes when he looked at me.
And at this moment I couldn't stop crying, he stretched out his hand to hold my face, gently stroked, the warmth of the palm made my tears even worse, at this moment, I saw the light in his eyes also flashed.
"Is it worth it to give everything for me?" I still couldn't hold back the sobs and asked him.
"I never knew what it was like to be loved by someone, only after meeting you, did I experience it deeply enough. You have always given me all your sincerity, and my memories of your time in the detention center are warm and sweet. It's only when I think about the days when I hurt you that I feel like a complete jerk. I didn't expect to have the opportunity to hold your hand again, let alone think that you were really willing to marry me, when I saw you with a ring, my heart was about to jump out, so it was worth exchanging all my net worth for a warm person, there is no more worthwhile deal. β
Seeing him smiling, I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart.
Unexpectedly, Tan Yiyang took advantage of Lu Airlines' driving phone call, and suddenly kissed me on the cheek: "En, I love you." β
I snickered in my heart, it was not easy to hear him say "I love you", it took more than nine years, which is even longer than the long march of 10,000 miles.
I just stayed in his arms until the moment I stopped.
Just as we were in the back seat, Lu Hang parked the car in a relatively secluded position at the door of the apartment.
When everything was arranged, he hurriedly answered the phone and was about to leave, when I vaguely heard a woman's voice.
It's just that Tan Yiyang wanted to stop him and wanted to say something to him, but Lu Hang drove away as if he didn't want to delay for a minute or a second.
I immediately grabbed Tan Yiyang and reminded: "Are you a little stupid staying inside, can't you see that Mr. Lu is in a hurry to see a woman, it has really not changed at all for so long, and he is still as incomprehensible as before." β
Tan Yiyang just pursed his lips, saying that he had never seen women sticking to him, but he had never seen him be enthusiastic about any woman, and it seemed that he was so anxious.
Although his description is a bit excessive, it does make sense, it seems that Lu Hang also wants to seriously find a woman to fall in love.
"En, you weren't very familiar with Lu Hang before, why do you know him so well?"
I raised my eyebrows and looked at him, with a smile on my lips: "Why Mr. Tan, listening to your tone seems to be jealous?" β
Tan Yiyang frowned as before: "Yes, En, I admit that I am jealous, no one stipulates that men are not jealous." β
After saying that, he grabbed the back of my head and pressed his forehead against me: "Although I have nothing, I still mind that my woman is so close to other men." β
This man, can he still be reasonable?
Obviously, he arranged for two men in the detention center to take care of my daily life, but now he has a small belly, and the speed at which a man changes his face is comparable to that of a woman.
To show his possessiveness, he couldn't wait to kiss me on the lips.
This kiss is not as domineering as before, full of tenderness, so that I can't tell whether this is reality or a dream for a while.
Just when we were forgetting, someone suddenly broke in, and one by one they took pictures with their cameras.
Damn, I cursed in my heart, such violent photos and videos had unscrupulous paparazzi bumping into each other, and I wished there was a curtain to cover us right now.
At this moment, it is too late to hide, and it is embarrassing not to hide, but Tan Yiyang looked at those reporters with a leisurely and relaxed look.
It seems that the days in the detention center have sharpened his mind more indifferently, and he smiled and took my hand directly in front of the reporter, turned around and walked quickly into the curfew, and went straight to the elevator.
After the elevator door closed, I opened my mouth and asked him: "It's not good to kiss outside with such a swagger, it's too embarrassing to be photographed by so many paparazzi, Ye Shan hasn't been judged yet, in case he sees it and comes to trouble us again, it will be bad." β
"You are my fiancΓ©e, rightly speaking, others can say whatever they like." Tan Yiyang asked rhetorically with a righteous and stern look: "My own daughter-in-law, where is the shame?" β
I now seriously doubt that the man standing in front of me is the Tan Yiyang I know, showing affection in public was a taboo for him before, why did he like to show affection when he went to the detention center.
Time passed quickly, and after Tan Yiyang and I took a shower that night, he hugged me and sat on the floor of the balcony watching the fireworks that were still being set off outside.
He and I haven't sat in each other's arms like this for a long time, and suddenly there is a feeling of transcending time and space, probably this is a lifetime of quiet, and no one should disturb such a day.
I was still watching the fireworks in the distance, and the man next to me had hugged me tightly from behind, whispering in my ear: "En, let's get the certificate tomorrow, this place is very close to the Civil Affairs Bureau, you see it's there, one step away, we can be called a legal husband and wife." β
Taking advantage of the fireworks across the scattered starlight, I saw the sincerity and deep love in his eyes, raised my head and waited for the fireworks to disperse, I nodded heavily: "Okay, I will listen to you, and I will go to get the certificate tomorrow." β
As soon as he finished speaking, he had already picked me up and carried me back to my room.
Tan Yiyang knew that I had a problem with body cold, and I used to like to drill into his arms when it was cold.
And although he looks cold, he will really automatically become a big human heater to help me warm when my hands and feet are cold.
Today, he naturally took on the work of heating, but just when I just had a little warmth, Tan Yiyang suddenly pressed over like a ghost.
After panicking, I instinctively wanted to resist, but when I saw his face, I realized that I hadn't felt such a heartbeat for a long time.
The resistance from the beginning slowly relaxed, then hugged his neck, and said with a little rapid breath: "I just came back today, are you really not tired, do you need to rest first?" β
He whispered in my ear: "I've been resting all these years without you, and my strength is already very strong." β
Can I understand Tan Yiyang's words as saying that he hasn't touched a woman since I left?
No matter how much I looked at him in surprise, he just gave me a look I couldn't understand, and then went straight to the action with great vigour.
I stopped prevaricating and let him do what he did.
When he was close to me, I no longer felt the cold and inexplicable haze of the past, I really felt how gentle a man's love is.
I can understand how eager Tan Yiyang is, but he is very patient and takes it slowly. Please.
Yes, it's not too much to use the word please, he pays attention to my feelings, my smile, every action is seen in his eyes, and it wasn't until the moment I was ignited by him to the extreme that he was ready to start preparing for himself.
Even after preparing for such a long time, I was still a little stiff when he was closely integrated with me, but soon I entered the state, from passive to active, and even Tan Yiyang looked at me with satisfaction.
It was only when the two of them finally lay on the bed that I suddenly remembered that I hadn't taken the medicine, and looked at him with some panic: "I'll go buy Yuting tomorrow, there has been no man around, let alone the medicine, even the set. There are no sets. β