Li Yifan, who returned to the gallery, looked at the painting in front of him with a large color block to draw an old man's face, and he painted a lot of daffodils and envoys around him, this is a painting ordered by an old woman who was very neat and plain half a month ago, Li Yifan still remembers the tiredness and sadness on the old woman's face when she came.

When looking at the photos of the old woman's wife and telling the painting requirements, the old woman talked about the many past of her and her wife, and when she told about those past memories and preferences, the old woman was full of smiles, and tears slipped down from time to time, Li Yifan listened quietly, maybe there was no one that day, he just listened to the old man slowly.

Later, the old woman also talked about her wife's current situation, she had been tormented by uremia for a long time, and she couldn't get out of bed as early as the beginning of the year, and the family had exhausted all her money, and she only kept her wife alive for so many days in pain.

"Actually, I know that he is in pain, I can see that his eyes are begging me to give up the treatment, but I can't, as long as he is still angry, he is still there, right, but once he swallows that breath, there is really nothing, and my daughter is still contacting experts everywhere......

But I also know that he can't do transplants at his age, alas, my daughter is borrowing money everywhere...... If this continues, it would be good if her father could fully recover his health, but no, his illness will only bring down his daughter as well, and the old man knows better than me......" The old woman couldn't help but cry when she said this, but quickly wiped it away with a clean handkerchief.

"What do you want me to paint your wife like?" After the old woman's mood calmed down, Li Yifan asked with the photo.

"Oh, yes, I have a photo of my daughter taking with him in the past, and there are a lot of little expressions on my face in the photo." The old woman said, opened the photo album in the mobile phone and showed it to Li Yifan, many photos were taken by the old man when he was hospitalized, and it can be seen from the picture that when he was just hospitalized, the old man's smile was still very happy in the company of his family.

"Actually, I want to paint a colorful oil painting at home, my wife he also liked to paint when he was young, his paintings are very colorful, and then worked, so he gave up this hobby, until he retired to the university for the elderly and began to take pictures and paint, but he didn't study for long, and he was diagnosed with a disease.

Hey, he usually likes to raise some flowers and plants, and his favorite ones are narcissus and envoys, so I hope that these paintings can appear on this painting, I don't know much about the style of the paintings, but I still hope that the colors can be gorgeous, don't paint because it is an old man, the paintings you put there are very good, I believe he will like that. The old man pointed to several abstract paintings made up of large blocks of color on the wall.

After the old woman left, Li Yifan drew the prototype of the painting in front of him the next day, and when she sent it to the old woman, she was very satisfied, and then there was the painting in front of her.

Just yesterday's lunch break, since Li Yifan entered the body of a seriously ill old man lying on the bed through consciousness, it was a seriously ill and elderly body...... How do you describe the painful feeling in your consciousness? Is it a physical pain, or a mental one, or a psychological one...... There should be both.

This time, unlike the first brief entry into consciousness, he stayed longer, and used it more to sense the state of the old man in the hospital bed, rather than paying attention to the surrounding furnishings and the orientation of the room.

It was still that clean and tidy room, from the organs of the body to the laxity of the skin between the face and hands, Li Yifan judged that this was an old man, and the paralysis and atrophy of his limbs could tell that the old man had been in bed for a long time, but there was no strange meaning in the air except for some medicinal smells, and even the air in the room was very clear, even the quilts and sheets were very comfortable and soft, and they should be changed every day.

The eyes of the old man lying on the hospital bed could no longer see clearly, but his consciousness was very clear, he could feel the people around him who had been taking care of him, and he clearly knew that the person who was busy around him, he was distressed, hated, and more hated his body's incompetence and hatred for his own drag.

He tried his best to look up at the small oxygen cylinder that kept stirring above his head, and moved his hands, but he couldn't use his strength, he wanted to reach out and pull out the oxygen tube in his nose countless times, and now he only blamed himself for why he didn't do it when he was barely able to move at the beginning, what would he still be looking forward to, and still looking forward to his recovery! Now I don't even have the ability to raise my hand to know myself......

"Hey~" Li Yifan sighed, the consciousness he saw was longer than the first time he saw it, the first time he first entered the other party's consciousness, he still remembered the surrounding environment as usual, and when he began to feel the state of this person in his consciousness, he quickly called Han Shuo and said that environment when he first woke up.

I originally thought it was another homicide or the death of the victim, but I didn't expect that a few days later, when I saw it again, it was a review of the consciousness of a seriously ill old man, and the 'happiness' of dying under the smile of a loved one, it was the happiness of liberation.

"Buzz~" The mobile phone next to him kept ringing, this was the fourth time Han Shuo had called today, about this old man, he really didn't think about how to say the scene he saw in his consciousness, from the police's point of view, it was a crime.

In our minds, it is so difficult to say the words 'give up treatment' to the doctor, as if we are the one who has taken the life of our loved ones, as if we have made the decision because of money or because we are afraid of taking care of the other person.

Everyone wants to live, even if the terminally ill patient who is seriously ill in bed, he also holds a miracle, and his family will exhaust all his family property for this miracle that will never come, but no one survives this miracle in good health.

More people are leaving with painful treatment and trauma, leaving their families with unpaid debts, and some lucky people barely survived, yes, just lived, but they relied on money and people to accompany them all day to take care of, so how to choose, or to draw an end to the lives of their loved ones......

In the absence of euthanasia, always looking forward to miracles, feeling that as long as we live is better than everything, and we are not used to parting, this multiple-choice question is a bit difficult.

"Li Yifan, what the hell is going on with you! The old lady confessed that she couldn't stand her old man's suffering, so she turned off the oxygen tube, and I said how could it be wrong that you saw it. Han Shuo said loudly on the other side of the phone.

"Let me tell you, this old man is also a painter, and he is a little famous, but his incident has alarmed the local people, are you also because of the old man's illness...... Hey, I know, this time I'll look at the dots and don't let the reporter scribble. ”

Li Yifan, who put down the phone, continued to look at the painting in front of him, and finally received it next to him, it should take a while before someone will take it away.

A few days later, the news of H City really raised questions about whether to euthanize seriously ill people.