7. Suspicion
"House?" Wang Xingyu and Dong Lin were shocked at the same time, "What will be wrong with the house?" ”
Wang Jingwen couldn't take care of this matter so much, now that she had spoken out, she simply spit out all the guesses and feelings in her heart:
"From the moment I stepped into this house, I had an inexplicable sense of fear. I thought it was an illusion, it was fleeting. However, in the five days since I came back, this feeling has been haunting me, sometimes appearing and disappearing, sometimes strong and sometimes weak—I finally understood that this was not an illusion, and there must be some reason why I had such a strange feeling! ”
And in fact, the strange things that have happened in the past few days just confirm this. I had horrible hallucinations on the first night, which you thought were caused by forgetting to take your medication. But in the next few days, I took my medicine on time, and tonight I had two more terrible hallucinations! Wang Jingwen shook her head in fear and said, "I can't deceive my feelings anymore, I know that all this must not be normal!" ”
After listening to Wang Jingwen's words, Wang Xingyu and Dong Lin were dumbfounded. Wang Xingyu asked puzzledly: "Jingwen, you said that you had a weird feeling from the moment you stepped into this house?" Then why don't you tell us all the time? ”
"I'm afraid you're going to be upset - this house is your new home for me......"
"So what does it matter? What we care about is how you feel. "If you're not happy here, what's the point of what we've prepared?" ”
"I'm not unhappy. Mom and Dad, it's a pleasure to stay with you. Just ......"
"Why do you think that hallucinations are the relationship of this house?" Father asked.
"I can't think of any other reason." Wang Jingwen said, "I have only lived here for a few days, and I have all kinds of hallucinations one after another. If it weren't for the environment, I don't know what the reason would have been - Dad, I haven't hallucinated once in my last year or so in the nursing home! Otherwise, the doctor wouldn't have allowed me to go home! ”
"But......" Dong Lin said embarrassedly, "neither your father nor I think there is anything wrong." ”
Wang Jingwen opened her mouth, and then lowered her head: "You still don't believe what I said, think that I am sick again, right?" ”
"Jingwen, we really don't think so, we believe you're completely fine." Father sat down next to Wang Jingwen, put his arm around her shoulders and said, "I just thought carefully about what you said and analyzed it. You see, if that's the case - the inexplicable fear you felt when you first entered the door a few days ago is just a delusion triggered by the unfamiliarity of your new environment, and this delusion creates a psychological suggestion for you to think that there is something in the house that scares you, so that you hallucinate from time to time. ”
Wang Jingwen bit her lower lip and pondered what her father said. After a moment, she looked up: "But, Dad, there is one thing that I think is just the opposite—when I first entered this house, I did not have a strange feeling, but a vague sense of familiarity with something in this house. It's like there's something I've seen somewhere before, and I just can't remember it for a moment. ”
"How is that possible?" "This house, including every piece of furniture in this house, was bought before you moved in. You can also see that every part of this house, whether it is a table, a cupboard, a bed; or curtains, sheets, kitchen utensils; Even the little things like brooms and rags were all new—we didn't bring anything from our old house here. ”
Mother is really not wrong about this. In fact, in the past five days, Wang Jingwen has already carefully observed - everything in this house is new, and there is almost no trace of use - thinking of this, she feels a little speechless.
After being bored for a while, Wang Jingwen said to her parents as if she had made a decision: "Dad, Mom, I want to call Dr. Nie tomorrow." ”
This sentence made both parents' faces change suddenly, and they froze in a daze, showing embarrassed looks.
Wang Jingwen asked a little puzzled: "Why, you don't want to?" ”
The father said slowly, "Jingwen, have you ever thought that after you let Doctor Nie know about these conditions, he might let you go back to ...... There to go. ”
Wang Jingwen paused for a moment, realized this problem, and became hesitant.
"Jingwen, maybe what your dad said makes sense, you just came to a new environment, and you are still a little uncomfortable. It will probably be fine after a while. Don't be cranky, that will scare yourself. The mother held her daughter's hand tightly, "Jingwen, Mom and Dad don't want to lose you again." You don't want to leave us again, do you? ”
Wang Jingwen bit her lip tightly and nodded heavily.