stayed with Miao Qing all the way to my side, one is a personal guard, the other is my cute pet, Han Yunduo and Han Feifei are my maidservants.

Such an arrangement was made by Mama Yang, and she also talked about it on the side of Anyi, without any objections, and they just stayed by my side.

In the palace, on Linglong's side, there was no movement, no one knew where the last figures of the two samurai she got on the Winter Saint Festival were located, and no one would ask.

Whether it is life or death, it is all a word of the concubine, the emperor follows her will in everything, and she is violent and cruel, everyone just lives their own lives, and nothing else, just don't ask.

The county lord of King An's Mansion has a new samurai, this samurai has a vigorous posture and extraordinary skills, but there is one point, he always wears a mask and does not show his true face.

In the streets, it is rumored that this warrior is a warrior, although he is skilled, but his appearance is very scary, and he was once disliked, but fortunately, Prince An cherished the generals, so he was promoted to be the county lord's guard.

Another theory is that this samurai is a beautiful man, because the county lord is going to marry the royal family in the future, so he is asked to cover his face, although he protects the county lord every day and stays by the county lord's side, but he can't have too much intersection with the county lord.

These words, the first one is nothing, the second one is more and more outrageous, and in the end, the samurai have become the former lovers of the county lord, and they have to do it in order to be with her and protect her.

Although I am in the palace and don't go out much, I don't need to inquire about the gossip outside, so naturally someone will tell me.

Every morning, when I went to greet Gao Wei, she would take out these rumors, teach me a lesson like an elder, and ask me to send all the way away quickly, so as not to spread more and more outrageous.

I patiently listened to her reprimand, didn't answer, didn't express my position, and in the end, she didn't dare to go to An Yi to complain, and she could only live a life addiction, and didn't really ask me to do anything.

All the way is indeed the same as the people say, wearing a mask, but this mask was not made by Comfort, nor was it requested by Mama Yang and others, let alone me proposed, he did it himself.

I didn't ask, and I didn't bother to ask.

Between me and him, suddenly became strange, between the two of them, there was a strange atmosphere, quietly permeating.

When he didn't come to me, I was expecting him to come, but when he did, I was so uncomfortable.

I thought about it for a long time, why my mood has gradually changed from the expectation at the beginning to the current one, with a faint pain, stubbornness and persistence.

I do have other thoughts about her, and I confess it, an indescribable, inexplicable affection, I don't know when it will arise, and I don't know when it will be lost.

In the suburbs, the elders once warned me not to get along with demons, and not to get along with people. Compared with demons, people give their hearts to demons, which is a meaningless struggle, and if they give their hearts to others, they have to bear the baptism of right and wrong.

People are fickle, if you can keep your promise to you, firm for a lifetime, your heart, is right, if he loses you, for the rest of your life, whether it is the abyss, the sword mountain and the sea of fire, everything, you can only endure, there is a life, you can still hate, you can scold, lose your life, then everything will cease to exist.

It's a demon all the way, I keep saying it, I know he's a demon, I'm just relying on him, just because, coming out of the tribe, he is my last reliance, it's my last memory of the tribe!

Everything I can't give up, all the good things I have with him, are not love, just reluctance.

When did this reluctance change, and when did it become a cage for me?

I don't know, and I don't dare to know.

I'm afraid of the attitude along the way, and even more afraid that he will say something that will embarrass me.

The reminder of that day was already a slap in the face. It smacked my face, waking up the confusion and extravagant hope in my heart.

That's right, I'm here to destroy these dynasties, to be a pawn, to add fuel to the flames at the moment of connection.

Love?

From the day the tribe dies out, where do I have any love, only hatred?

I've been confused for a long time, this confusion, since when did I start, I don't want to care anymore, in the future, I will suppress those lusts that should not be there, hide in the corner of my heart that no one cares about, just do what I should do.

That's good.

There are many things that you don't care about, and some people don't have to worry about them.

All the way to ask to stay outside the door, I asked him to guard where he was, he said not to overdo it, I will not talk to him, one more word.

That's how we get along. Strange and familiar, distant and intimate, many times, I look at the shadow he casts around me, and I will be in a trance.

Everything has changed, me and him, everything has changed.

As the elders said, from the moment I entered this palace gate, I was no longer myself.

Ruthless and unrighteous, no desire and no desire, just do what you have to do.

I don't know if my weak and wavering personality has disappointed the elders, but I know very well that I am sad when I see myself like this, a self that has not changed in any way from three years ago.

There is no anger, just endless sorrow?

Dogs can't change to eat, am I a mud can't hold up the wall?

No, I'm not like this, I'm not like this, I can do it, I can suppress all my emotions, I can.

After such self-suppression and self-hypnotization for several days, he took the initiative to find me all the way and took me to a corner where no one was.

This place is a remote courtyard, rockery, big trees, and a pond full of lotus leaves, all the way insisting that I come here for a walk, Han Yunduo and Han Feifei did not follow, and the other servants who followed also stayed at the entrance.

"What's the matter?"

I carefully considered my tone, mood, and facial expression, and it took me a long time before I spoke calmly.

"The elders have orders."

It turns out that the elders' orders have come down!

I nodded, and I knew that he wouldn't come to me for his own reasons, but I didn't know why, my heart was empty, and a sense of loss was spreading.

"What command?"

I tried my best to calm myself down, and all the emotions in my heart that shouldn't have been pressed into the corner by me to prevent them from overflowing.

I was afraid, if I couldn't help it, if he found out, he would be disappointed in me and say something to me that made me uncomfortable.

I don't want this, and I don't want to do this.

"What is your choice about Yuling and Yuxin?"

Asked all the way.

"Me?"

The right eyelid couldn't help jumping, and an answer became clear in my heart, this thing that caused An Yi a headache, finally came to have to make a decision.

The elders' directives are for me to make a choice as soon as possible, right?

"Yes or no?"

The sound all the way was cold and stiff.

"Yes!"

I gritted my teeth and nodded.