Every winter and summer vacation, Rushing Rain would ask Zhai Yi to borrow textbooks, and he was very familiar with his handwriting.

So affectionate, deserved.

Compared to what Zhai Yi did for her, she couldn't give the same reward at all.

She was well aware that they were not a human being. It was an accident to be able to become friends.

After thinking about it again, the rain let the rosary be handed over on its behalf.

"What's in this bag?" The rosary asked, "Your Christmas gift for Zhai Yi?" ”

"No, it's not." Rushing rain hurriedly waved his hand, "You can help me transfer it to him." If it's not suitable today, it can be tomorrow. ”

"Why don't you give it back to him yourself?" The rosary asked.

Rushing Yu smiled faintly, "I said not long ago that I didn't know him well, so I'll go find him right now." It's weird. ”

Thinking of Zhai Yi's violent beating of Xiong Zhenhai not long ago, Rosary understood her scruples. She promised, "Okay." ”

Zhai Yi went to Lu Congtiao's office according to his words during the big recess.

The door was open, but he knocked on the door anyway: "Teacher Lu......"

"Uncle Tiao" sat on the chair and closed his eyes to recuperate, opened his eyes and saw him when he heard the sound, and beckoned to him, "Come here." ”

"Do you know why you came here?" "Uncle Tiao" asked him with a solemn face.

"Yes."

"Uncle Tiao" looked at the vigilant young man in front of him, and suddenly couldn't help laughing: "Who is your 'Navier-Stokes equation'?" ”

Zhai Yi closed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"Can't fall in love with ......" "Uncle Tiao" glanced at him and said with a warning, "No matter whether you want to say it or not, no matter what you think, honestly keep your heart of solution for me until after the college entrance examination." ”

"If the timing is not right, it will not bear good fruit." "Uncle Tiao" looked calm and distant, "Once something happens, it is the girls who suffer the most." ”

"I'll be responsible." Zhai Yi said, "I will be responsible for my emotions." ”

"But you can't guarantee responsibility for someone else's emotions." "Uncle Tiao" said, "Even if the two are happy, they only occupy people." Time, location, and people are all indispensable. Love, like mathematics, is a superstition that is right for people at the right time. ”

Zhai Yi raised his eyes to look at him, and a hint of surprise flashed.

"Uncle Tiao" smiled, I will keep your review letter for you, "If you need it in the future, you can come to me." ”

Zhai Yi bowed to him, "I understand your good intentions. ”

Lu Congtiao looked at the background of his departure, and couldn't help but say, "Little Red Guy, it's quite eloquent." ”

"Jin Qiangyu, you come out, I have something to do with you." Rushing rain didn't expect that Zhai Yi would appear at the door of his classroom with a book in his arms during recess.

Zhai Yi called her generously.

Torrential Rain was stunned, and hurriedly got up and walked out.

"Zhai Yi......" she moved her lips. But don't know what to say.

The two of them stood together in the hallway.

"Bracelets are Christmas Eve gifts." He said.

That...... What about bookmarks?

"A bookmark is a ......" Zhai Yi swallowed the word "misunderstanding", because at best, it was crooked, "Bookmark is my mind." ”

"What?" As soon as Rushing Rain's words came out, he understood what Zhai Yi meant. It just so happened that she could make her attitude clear.

If someone else hasn't confessed, you can't refuse first.

Because they regard each other as very important friends, and even benefactors. On that day, if there was no Zhai Yi, the consequences would be unpredictable.

For him, the rain can be repaid with everything he can. Except for love.

Because her heart was given to Chen Yuyao first. For Zhai Yi, perhaps her biggest reward is to flatly refuse. Even if it comes with the loss of a precious friendship. After all, friendship cannot be used as an excuse to provoke others.

That is a trampling on the word "friendship".

Torrential Rain stared at him, "What do you want to tell me?" ”

Zhai Yi glanced at the sky and slowly opened his mouth: "I like you, it's my business alone." I don't ask you to like me too, because that's your business. ”

As the German poetess Kasenkatzertz said, "I love you and have nothing to do with you." ”

The torrential rain was stunned. You ...... "You don't have to do this for me."

What a proud boy Zhai Yi is.

Perhaps it was because of pride that such a statement was uttered, so that all the rejections were in vain.

He took the bracelet out of his pocket and, before she could react, quickly grabbed her left wrist and put it on her. He handed her the bookmark with it, "I won't take back what I gave away." He paused, "Of course, you can throw it away, but I beg you...... Not in front of me. The humility in his tone was distressing.

Rushing rain remembered the cluster of purple butterflies shivering in the cold wind in his memory.

"Don't give it back to me." Zhai Yi said, "Because I won't give them to anyone else." ”

With that, he turned and left.

Rushing Rain looked at his back and opened his mouth in vain, but in the end he didn't say anything, and his vision gradually blurred.

She never imagined that she would be loved like this.

Torrential Rain looked down at the silver bracelet on her wrist, and a hot tear dripped down.

Her thoughts are not similar to Zhai Yi's, love has never been a person's business, and there is not only a relationship of love.

Like her, she knows that she is not just in love with Chen Yuyao.

In the second year of high school, he was busy with schoolwork, and Torrential Rain hardly participated in the activities of the Propaganda Department and the Literature Club anymore.

In fact, as early as the last time the rumors were spreading, she was almost expelled from the student union. It's just that the clear road has never been crossed.

This time, she took the initiative to go through some formalities, and unexpectedly met the teacher who negotiated with the school office last time.

She bowed slightly, expressing the courtesy that a student should have to a teacher, and then went to settle with a senior sister. In the process of handling, the teacher suddenly spoke: "The work of the student union is quite tedious and very exercised. If you can coordinate it with your studies, it will be very helpful for you in the future, both in university and even after work. ”

Rushing Rain listened and thanked her.

"It's really because I'm a little struggling with my studies...... That's why I want to quit. ”

When she joined the student union, she just wanted to find out about Chen Yuyao.

Now there is no need to stay.

"Okay......" the teacher sighed, "you're one of the few girls with a strong heart......

After finishing it, Rushing Rain and the senior sister came out side by side and walked to the school cafeteria together.

"The last female student who was ruined by rumors dropped out of the student union and dropped out of school directly." The senior sister also listened to the teacher's words just now, so she couldn't help but say such a sentence.

Torrential Rain looked surprised.

"That's a few years of high you...... Naturally, you haven't heard of it," the senior sister recalled, "At that time, I had just entered the first middle school, and I heard the discussion among the seniors who were two years higher than us. A girl, while in school, became pregnant. When I was three or four months old, I couldn't hide it when I went to the toilet and was discovered. Moreover, she is still a girl with excellent grades - probably a school flower-level character. ”

Torrential Rain listened silently and did not say anything.

She herself is a person who has suffered from rumors, not to mention, the other party is still a person she doesn't know at all, and she has no interest and no need to say anything.

"As a result, the school finally found out that the person who made the school belly was the president of the student union." The senior sister said, "No. 1 Middle School was also a nearly 100-year-old school at that time, and this kind of scandal was simply splashing ink on the golden signboard." The president of the student council also quit the school, and the photo in the school window was torn off. It's just that because of good grades, I stayed there for a long time and was almost forgotten. It was only when we entered the school that the new student union was remembered that the head of the propaganda department ordered it to come down - or I tore it up. By the way, the former student council president of the class of 2003 seems to be called, Chen Yuyao. It's pretty handsome in the photo. Who would have thought ......"

Suddenly, when he heard this old news, Torrential Rain was shocked. No wonder...... No wonder Chen Yuyao obviously went to the No. 1 Middle School in the city, but he didn't seem to be able to inquire about him.

Chen Yuyao dropped out of No. 1 Middle School? How did you complete the college entrance examination and get admitted to H University?

Rushing rain rubbed her temples and decided not to think about it so much. It's all in the past.

Her priority now is to be in the top 10 of her grade.

When Chen Yuyao came back, she was staying up late to brush up on the questions. He didn't seem to be in very good shape, was in a bad mood, and had a drink.

Torrential rain helped him to lie down on the bed in another bedroom that had been cleaned up, brought him a hot towel to wipe his face, hands and feet, and then covered him with a quilt and let him go to sleep.

The weather is getting cooler, and the rain is raining and you need to buy some thick clothing. At that time, it was far from enough to survive the winter.

When she went to the ATM to withdraw money, she found that in another card, Jin Minghai was sending money into it every month.

For a while, I was confused.

There was no evening self-study on Saturday, and after school in the afternoon, she made an appointment with the rosary to buy clothes.

I walked around for an afternoon but didn't get anything. Because the rosary buys clothes, they are only in the mall. And those popular brands that can be consumed in the torrential rain in the mall, Gu Nianzhu thinks they are naïve.

The next morning, she went to the pedestrian street of the old town alone and bought a jacket and a pair of jeans.

When I got home, I opened the door and found a handbag on a sofa.

"You're back." Chen Yuyao cooked a rare meal and made some simple dishes, "Let's eat first, go back and try it, the clothes don't fit." ”

Torrential Rain shook the bag in his hand, "I bought it myself." ”

"How can there be too many girls' clothes." Chen Yuyao said.

Rushing Rain put down his things, washed his hands and sat down, "I don't want to, I even have to worry about these things." ”

Chen Yuyao took off his apron and looked serious and serious: "Do we have to be so angry with each other?" ”

Torrential rain does not speak.

She didn't want to take the gift for granted. There is still a fee for blood relatives to interact with each other, let alone two people who are not related by blood?

"In my heart, you are already the closest person in the world to me." "But after all, we're not a family." ”

"What do you mean?" Chen Yuyao looked at her.

"I live in your house, eat yours, use yours." Torrential Rain bit her lip, "But all this is not right." ”

She paused before saying, "Unless...... Unless I can give you the same in return. I call this 'character balancing'. ”

Chen Yuyao's eyes narrowed, probably because this was the first time he had heard such a fresh and profound statement. Especially these words, it still came from her.

"And if it were you—how would you reciprocate?" He was curious.

Rushing Rain smiled, "Generally speaking, the deep grace given by the opposite sex is the most unbearable. It is nothing more than two ways out: either the woman will be the one who pleases herself, or the man will die for the confidant. ”

Chen Yuyao raised her eyebrows and motioned for her to continue.

"Either make a promise with your body, or repay you with your life." "There is no other way." ”

Chen Yuyao stood up, "That's a good point." But, you know, those are just things that come to me because it's cold. I volunteered to give it, not to you. You shouldn't have such a burden on this. ”

Seeing his indifferent expression, Rushing Rain knew that his words annoyed him, and lowered his head slightly.

"Are you angry?"

"No, I'm glad you're at your age to have such an opinion." Chen Yuyao smiled, "But you must know that there are thousands of people in the world, and there are thousands of feelings in the world. This theory does not necessarily apply to everyone or everything. Also, you always have to remember that people, there are things that can be exchanged, but they must never be sold. ”

Rushing rain chewed on the deep meaning of his last sentence.

"The meal is ready, I remember that there is still something to do, and I have to go first."

Chen Yuyao picked up his things and turned to leave.

Rushing Rain thought that he must be angry. But she didn't say anything to save her.

The young torrential rain does not particularly understand the determination of men.

She just knew Chen Yuyao - if he wanted to leave, she would not be able to keep it.