In her two lives, she has not suffered much, except for Yinzhen's beating today.

Yinzhen's beating of her today made her very scared and scared, Yinzhen just beat her as usual, but the force was very heavy, whether it was physical or mental, Li Yurou was afraid.

Ordinary beatings are so painful, let alone torture by the Penal Division.

Li Yurou now understands that compared to the torment of the soul, the pain of flesh and skin is also very uncomfortable, and it is very unbearable.

She definitely didn't want to go to the Shen Criminal Division, but her excuse was not believed by anyone present except for the third elder brother, to be honest? That's absolutely impossible, she can't tell the truth, if she tells the truth, then her Hongqing and her father and mother have no way to live, so what should she do?

Li Yurou fell into a life-and-death decision.

For a moment, Li Yurou even regretted why she had just admitted that it was her who did it, and regretted why she turned around and ran away when Yinzhen went to find her, if she gritted her teeth and refused to admit it, there might be a glimmer of change in things.

But now, it's useless to regret more, so let's think about what is in front of you.

For the sake of Hongqing, she wants to continue to maintain her image in the mind of the third elder brother, and what makes her feel a little relieved is that under her crying just now, the third elder brother has loosened, and she is secretly happy in her heart, as long as the third elder brother still remembers her goodness, after she dies, the third elder brother can take care of Hongqing, then she will be satisfied.

She can't tell the truth, she doesn't want to go to the Criminal Division, she enters the Criminal Division, she has to shed her skin if she doesn't die. What's more, now, Li Yurou feels that she must not be able to withstand all kinds of torture, and she will die.

And even the Queen Mother believed her words and believed her excuses. But if she harmed Sifujin, she must still die, no matter what. She couldn't even escape death.

Since they are all going to die, how should they die now? Was she sentenced by the Queen Mother and died, or did she cut herself off?

Which way to choose to die can maximize her interests? In order to be able to keep her Hongqing and her father?

However, after hesitating for a while, Li Yurou finally decided to protect Hongqing. Her father and mother will be implicated because of her, but there is really nothing she can do.

Her father, with her understanding of Yinzhen, has a small belly and chicken intestines, and she will take revenge. will never spare her father, she is just a dying person, no matter what, she can't protect Hongqing and her father's thoughtfulness.

Now, what worries her the most is Hongqing.

In the face of their parents and children, most people will choose their children, otherwise, there will not be so many unfilial sons in this world.

The same is true for Li Yurou, what she is most worried about now. It's not her father, it's her Hongqing.

No matter how Hongqing says it, he is the eldest son of the third elder brother, and he is the grandson of the current saint, as long as the third elder brother thinks of her well, then he will not treat Hongqing too badly.

But Li Yurou is not worried about Sanfujin, she has suppressed Sanfujin too much in the past. Sanfujin hates her to the core, if she is gone, Li Yurou is worried that Sanfujin will make Hongqing bad, the third elder brother is a man after all, and he doesn't know much about the twists and turns of the back house, he can't protect Hongqing anytime and anywhere.

Thinking of this, Li Yurou couldn't wait to slap herself a few times, how stupid is she to do such a thing that hurts others and herself!

There are tens of millions of thoughts in Li Yurou's head, but when she really thinks about it, it is only a few seconds, and in the end, Li Yurou decided that she can only do her best to protect her Hongqing.

She can't protect her father, she doesn't have the ability to protect her father, today's matter, Yinzhen will never spare her father, she is sorry for her father, then she will repay her father's nurturing grace in the next life.

In the next life, she is willing to be a cow and a horse, in order to embrace the fertility of her father and mother in this life.

Thinking of this, Li Yurou smiled sadly, then turned around and said to the third elder brother, "Master, the concubine will tell you a word at the end, the concubine is really a thought, so she will drug Sifujin, now, the concubine really knows that she is wrong, you forgive the concubine, okay?" Li Yurou's voice was very coquettish.

Li Yurou's tears were crying, pear blossoms brought rain, the decisiveness in Li Yurou's words, everyone present could hear it, and the third elder brother could naturally hear it, Li Yurou was saying her last words.

The third elder brother was sad in his heart, this Li family really brought him countless joys in the past, and he never thought that the Li family had bad intentions.

So he wanted to nod, but remembering the Queen Mother's accusation just now, the third elder brother's movements paused again.

He can't express his forgiveness for Li Yurou with his actions, but he can use his eyes, his eyes are talking, his meaning is obvious, he forgives Li Yurou.

The third elder brother's eyes, Li Yurou understood it, she smiled, it's so good, her purpose is halfway, the third elder brother forgives her, and the third elder brother misses her good.

Li Yurou, who was happy in her heart, was naturally happy on her face, she continued, "Master, Hongqing in the future, you take care of it more, he is your eldest son, the concubine doesn't ask him what to do in the future, the concubine only hopes that he can grow up safely, master, the concubine finally begs you, take care of Hongqing more in the future!" Li Yurou kowtowed to the third elder brother.

With so many people present, she couldn't say it too clearly, she said it all, as for how much the third elder brother can comprehend, it depends on God.

In the past, when she was living in fantasy, Li Yurou had all kinds of fantasies about Hongqing's future, she daydreamed, hoping that one day, Hongqing could inherit the title of the third elder brother with her own ability and his ability, preferably an iron hat king, and when the time comes, she will be the mother of the iron hat king.

Even if you can't be a palace concubine, it's not bad to be the mother of the iron hat king.

This was Li Yurou's previous thoughts, but now, Li Yurou has nothing else to ask for, she only hopes that Hongqing can grow up healthy and be safe and prosperous for a lifetime.

Thinking of his eldest son, looking at the intimate person in front of him, the third elder brother's eyes were red, this time even if he remembered the words of the queen mother, he still nodded heavily, his eldest son, he naturally had to take care of it more.

got the assurance of the third elder brother, Li Yurou finally kowtowed to the third elder brother, the third elder brother's guarantee was not Hongqing's lifesaver, but even if she was not at ease, she made a mistake, made a big mistake, she couldn't continue to live, even if she was not at ease, even if she was reluctant, she couldn't do anything.

Li Yurou kowtowed to the third elder brother, and then said to the queen mother, "Queen Mother, what the concubine said just now, every sentence is true, the concubine really has no other reason to harm Sifujin, if you don't believe it, then the concubine is willing to die." ”

Li Yurou said, without waiting for everyone to react, she immediately stood up, dragging her swollen feet, and at this time, she couldn't care about the pain in her ankle, Li Yurou turned around and stepped out of the door.

She looked at the big pillar in the corridor outside the door, and found one that was not far away, she slammed into the pillar fiercely, and the moment her head broke and the blood flowed, Li Yurou felt that the world was spinning, and she felt that her body suffered from pain that she had never felt before.

Her body fell, and she fell heavily to the ground, but the pain was nothing compared to the pain from her head just now.

She used a lot of strength, she hit a big hole in her head, blood began to spurt out, her consciousness began to blur, Li Yurou only heard everyone's exclamations, but she couldn't hear clearly at this time, she was, she was about to die, Li Yurou thought vaguely.

In front of her, there was a scene in front of her holding Hongqing and the third elder brother reading poetry and books, writing and painting together, Li Yurou was surprised, people say that before people die, they will see the scene she wants to see the most, so, in fact, in her subconscious, what she wants to see the most is with the third elder brother Hongqing?

She always thought that the happiest days in her two lives were when she first entered the backyard of the fourth master in her previous life, the fourth master spoiled her, and even the Wulanala clan had to avoid her edge, how happy she was during that time.

It was the proudest time of her life, the only time she had beaten the Ulanala clan, the time she had recalled countless times in her previous life.

So she always thought that the happiest days in their lives were those days, but before she died, she found that she was wrong again, and the happiest days she lived were the days when she was with Hongqing and the third elder brother.

When she was with Hongqing and the third elder brother, Sanfujin was pressed by her and couldn't move, she, Hongqing, and the third elder brother seemed to be really a family of three, and that kind of warmth turned out to be what she cared about the most.

Li Yurou wanted to cry, why did she have to understand so many things before she died? She has lived two lifetimes, and she has not lived a lifetime of happiness, and she has really lived on a pig.

At this time, Li Yurou's remorse is self-evident, if she can be given another chance, she will definitely not choose such a path, she will do her best to replenish herself, and then quietly wait for the arrangement of fate, she stays in the inner house, husband and children, people don't offend me, I don't offend, guard the children, and live a life in peace.

Such a life is also very happy.

Tears flowed from the corners of Li Yurou's eyes, she couldn't hear and see clearly, in the blur, she felt that the third elder brother was coming, she used her last strength, squeezed out a smile on her face, she said intermittently, "Third master, can, can touch you, it's a concubine, it's the biggest blessing for a concubine."

Li Yurou's words were sincere, and when she reached the end, she realized that ordinary and quiet days are the most precious.

But she understood this truth too late, and hoped that in the next life, if there is a next life, she can live a good and serious life, not for revenge, not for anyone, only for her own happiness, and live a good life.

After saying this, Li Yurou exhausted all the strength of her body, and she closed her eyes.

She's dead.

Li Yurou is dead. (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )