【43.】

The next morning, I woke up early, as if the jet lag had not yet adjusted. The thick curtains blocked the light outside, and I didn't know what time it was. I looked around and everything in the room had not changed, just as it had been when I left two years ago. I close my eyes and can even imagine this guy coming back throwing his clothes on the couch in the living room, or waking up in the morning, he has a habit of having a cup of coffee every morning.

Shen Duo was probably woken up by me, and hugged me from behind in a daze: "Are you ...... That's nice. ”

I didn't speak, not knowing what to say at this moment to comfort the fragile boy.

"I was wishing I could be by my side all day when I woke up." There was sadness in his voice, "But you're always absent from ......"

I smiled and shook his hand: "Isn't this coming back?" What was done in the past still has to be brought up. ”

He ran his cheek through my hair: "yes...... In the future, you will accompany your grandfather to get drunk and laugh 3,000 times. ”

I smiled and said, "Don't complain." ”

After lingering for a while, I felt a little hungry: "What do you have for breakfast?" ”

He suddenly realized: "Ouch, it's all this time." ”

I made a pitiful gesture: "Hmm...... Starved to death. ”

Breakfast was made by Jiang's mother, and when she saw me going downstairs, her eyes were red, and after a while, she smiled and said, "Hey...... It's something to be happy about. ”

Everyone and everything here is something I can't let go of, and I miss them as much as they are happy when they see me.

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After breakfast, Shen Duo dragged me to talk.

"You're a big man, what the hell are you talking to me?"

He smiled, hugged my waist, and leaned over: "Childe, I just like to listen to you." ”

I was about to push him away when my phone rang.

It's pottery good.

"Jiajia, I'll go back to Changchun today. You come and send me, don't tell Shen Duo, he will tell Beizi. ”

"Hey!" I was surprised, "Why are you in such a hurry?" ”

Her voice was tired: "I don't understand it on the phone, you come to the airport." I'm waiting for you here. ”

"Okay, you wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, I said to Shen Duo: "Tao Hao is looking for me." ”

He was also surprised: "What is it?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just that she hasn't seen me for a long time, and if you want to talk, you know, she doesn't have any acquaintances in Beijing. With her temperament, she must be idle. ”

Shen Duo looked at me, and sighed after a while: "She's leaving, right?" ”

My eyes widened, how did this guy know!!

"I won't tell Beizi." His expression seemed to be sorry for Beizi, "It's just that you have to tell Tao Hao that Beizi is absolutely serious about her." Jiajia, I have loved someone, I know what is true of a man's love for a woman. ”

I lowered my eyes: "But there is still a face between them." ”

"Love is not fulfillment. She thinks that this is good for Zhu Yan and good for Beizi, but will they thank her? A person knows nothing better than himself. So it's better to do what you want and try bravely. Jiajia, this is love. He stroked my hair, "Look at our journey, how difficult it is. I sometimes wonder how many people there are in this world, so how difficult it is for two people to be able to have a relationship? Tao Hao may not have no feelings for Beizi. She thought too much, but she wronged herself. ”

I stood up and put on my coat: "I'll go and see." After all, it's the three of them, so let's not talk too much. ”

He put the zipper on my coat and said, "Well, go early and come back early." I'm waiting at home for you to come back for dinner. ”

I stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek.

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The café inside the airport, Tao Hao was already there when I went.

"Why are you in such a hurry to go back?"

She smiled, "Honey, don't you have to work for me?" I took half a month's leave for your business, and then asked the boss to fire me! ”

I hesitated for a long time, but still asked, "That...... What about you and Beizi? ”

Her smile froze, she lowered her eyes to serve coffee, avoiding my gaze, and said lightly, "Why did you mention him?" ”

"I don't mention who he mentioned!" I'm also anxious, "Others, what do I mention!" ”

"I don't have anything to do with him." She took a sip of her coffee, "My job is in Changchun, and I have been working there since I graduated. For so many years, that's my home. Beijing is good, but it's not for me. I still prefer the northern city, with its four distinct seasons. I even remember the first winter in Changchun, I had never seen such a cold day and so much snow. Have you seen it? The world was so silvery white that I opened the curtains and couldn't even believe my eyes. I saw a lot there, the world was warm and cold, and I was deceitful. I can't put it down, and I don't want to put it down. ”

I frowned, "Why are you talking about this?" ”

She smiled, it was a rare loneliness: "For me, Changchun has all my life sustenance. It's like Beijing is all that Zhu Yan has. She can't do without here, and she can't do without him. ”

"Tao Hao!" I couldn't help but exclaim, "What do you care about her?" Emotional things have always been just two people, as for her Zhu Yan, no one forced her to love at the beginning, and now that she has broken up, she should also be free and easy! ”

"Jiajia, you're protecting your short." Tao Hao sighed, "Having said that, it's just because the protagonist is me." If Beizi is empathetic to someone else today, you may be cursing Beizi with Shen Duo at home. ”

"I don't care! Anyway, you also like Beizi, you can't just end up without a problem. ”

She looked at me: "I used to be young, I thought that the simplest thing in the world was love, people's minds are sometimes very complicated, but when facing love, there are only two kinds, love or no love. But now I understand that there are several kinds of love, like our age, it is no longer suitable for such a storm, dear Jiajia, if I am five years younger, I will definitely go on with Beizi, but I can't. We're twenty-five years old this year, how many more five years do I have to mess with him? How long you have been with Shen Duo, how long has he been with Zhu Yan, how can that kind of relationship be abandoned casually? As you said, I love him, but what can I do? Everyone who has loved, everything that cares. Do we all need to have an outcome? ”

Tears fell from my eyes: "What do you say! What are you talking about!! Why are you so stupid? ”

Although Tao Hao usually has a big grinning appearance, in fact, she has the best mind and treats people the most. There is no second person in this world, who ran from Changchun to Beijing, put down his career and his achievements. Just to find a result for the love of friends.

"I only know that this love is only needed or not. Jiajia, I have my own business in Changchun, and I have a complete family in Wuxi. But what about Zhu Yan? She needs Beizi more than I do. ”

I couldn't stop it anymore, so I walked over and hugged Tao Hao and cried.

She patted me on the back: "Silly, why are you crying?" I didn't even cry. Jiajia, I only thought that the half month in Beijing was a dream, and when I woke up from the dream, my life was still the same. ”

"Good!" I hugged her and said, "Don't go!!" Give it a try! ”

She sighed, "Hold on to the time and don't move." ”

Hold on to the time and don't move......

As I left the café, I subconsciously glanced at the pottery coffee.

Caramel Macchiato.

Very sweet coffee, Tao Hao doesn't like sweets. But when we were in high school, we watched an old movie, and we have forgotten the name, except that the heroine loved caramel macchiato. At that time, Tao Hao said to me: "If I feel pain in the future, it will be difficult to give up." Just treat yourself to a caramel macchiato. Sweeten your heart. You will feel that what you have lost is not so precious. In the future, you must know how to please yourself. ”

Okay, that cup of caramel macchiato fills all the bitterness in you?

I sat in the departure hall of the airport for a long time, and Tao Hao never cried.

She just told me to hold on to the time. It's not that Tao Hao hasn't been in love, it's just that she keeps telling me that something is missing. Very few of her relationships last more than two months.

It's not that I don't want to, but I haven't met my true love.

This time...... I'm afraid it's really sincere.

"Liu Jia!"

I looked back, Beizi was disheveled and sweating profusely, and I rarely saw him so unkempt.

He walked over in a few steps: "What about Tao?" ”

"Gone."

After Beizi heard this, he stood there without saying a word. After a long time, he asked, "Where did she go?" ”

"Don't go looking for her."

"She ......," Beizi's voice choked, "what did she say?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and whispered, "Hold on to the time and don't move." ”

The moment he turned to leave, he clearly saw the big boy who had been smiling hippie, and his eyes were red.

As Zhang Ailing said, there is no kind of love in this world that is not full of holes.

When I got out of the airport, I saw Zhu Yan again. She was still beautiful, just a little haggard.

When she saw me, she took the initiative to come over: "Is Tao Hao really gone?" ”

I nodded.

Zhu Yan bit her lip: "I don't need her to be fulfilled like this!" ”

I looked at her hatefully: "Zhu Yan! You don't need to say such cool things! What did Tao Hao do and who did he fall in love with. That's all her business, it has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with Gu Yuanbei. What do you think you'll do well if you stay here? True love, do you think you will be stumped by this distance? ”

"Why is she so free-spirited!" Zhu Yan shouted loudly, "Does she think she is doing a good deed?" I was the first to meet him! It's me!! ”

I looked at her and suddenly felt very sad: "You have loved someone...... It is necessary to know what love is. ”

Zhu Yan's tears fell, drop by drop, but she stubbornly raised her face.

I ignored her again.

She felt sad about her, but at least now she was the winner.

And my Tao Hao, but I can only say to myself sadly, hold the time and don't move.

Who is more upset? It's out of the question. But I know what it is that Tao Hao gave up.

A twenty-five-year-old woman, wounded by love. My Tao is good, will you forget him in the future?