Sure enough, when Zhuang Siyan came back from the brilliance of Ruyi, he saw a note underneath the box.

It should have been written by Zhuang Changyuan, because it was very similar to the handwriting she received before: "The gift of the Queen Mother's birthday." ”

Zhuang Siyan pinched the note and smiled.

This old man Zhuang is also really interesting, and she is afraid that she will not be able to take out anything good on the birthday of the Queen Mother, so she actually brings her own gifts.

The courtiers' congratulations to the Queen Mother will be carried out in Nanchen Gate, and this Zhuang Siyan still knows.

On that day, Empress Dowager An will also go to the emperor's golden palace to receive congratulations.

And the etiquette in the harem is generally carried out in the queen mother's palace, and the gifts of the concubines will also be sent there.

Although the former dynasty and the harem are connected, in such a matter, they are separated, and the concubines only represent the harem.

So Zhuang Changyuan's gift to Zhuang Siyan is, in a sense, also for her.

Of course, the ultimate goal is for the dealer and himself.

And this gift, Zhuang Siyan didn't think there was anything, it could only be regarded as something that the dealer thanked her.

The rest of the gold, silver and jewelry are beautiful and valuable, but if you want to wear them on your body, they are too heavy, so let's put them away.

In the evening, when Ling Tiancheng came back, she also told him about it, and asked with great interest: "Do you think I want to detain this Ruyi and give it to the Queen Mother?" ”

Ling Tiancheng's face darkened a little: "Although this thing is precious, it is not unique, you want it, I will find you a better one than this, why bother with his things?" ”

Zhuang Siyan pouted: "What is his thing?" Now it's mine to send it to me, then I can give it to someone if I want to, and keep it for myself if I don't want to give it away! ”

Ling Tiancheng: "You don't want to see the Queen Mother see Yu Ruyi?" ”

Saying this, it really aroused Zhuang Siyan's curiosity, she looked at Ling Tiancheng with a smile and said, "Hey, why do I think you have a kind of psychology of watching a good show, this queen mother is not your own mother, right?" ”

Ling Tiancheng: "......"

After a pause, he replied to her: "Of course not." ”

Zhuang Siyan asked casually: "Then what about your own mother, why doesn't she be the queen mother?" ”

This time, Ling Tiancheng didn't reply to her, sat silently for a while, got up and walked outside.

Zhuang Siyan wanted to catch up and ask well, but was forced back by Lan Xin's look.

It wasn't until Ling Tiancheng completely disappeared at the door that Lan Xin hurriedly said, "Miss, how dare you say anything?" ”

"What do you mean? Isn't it okay to ask his own mother? ”

Lan Xin couldn't wait to go up and cover her mouth: "That's the emperor, it's different from others, can you inquire before asking?" ”

Lan Xin has now accepted the fact that she has forgotten the past, so she also knows her own young lady, and she is sure not to know that the emperor's own mother died many years ago.

So she patiently explained to Zhuang Siyan at this time: "The emperor's mother died soon after giving birth to him, and I heard that she was still killed, so this matter is forbidden in the palace, and no one can mention it." ”

"Huh? Why did Ling Xuan do so much hard work? What kind of mess can find him? ”

"It's been like this in the palace since ancient times!"

Yes, the palace has always been such a place, in the past, Zhuang Siyan watched palace fighting dramas and saw brothers killing each other, sisters killing each other in order to compete for favor, and even her mother didn't let go of her children in order to get some glory, and her hair would stand upside down.

I was in a groove in my heart for a while, but now I am facing it in reality, but I don't see the horror of the time on TV, I just feel sad.

It turned out that Ling Tiancheng was also a poor person, and it was really not easy to be the emperor.

That night, Zhuang Siyan took the initiative to walk into Ling Tiancheng's dormitory for some reason.

Seeing this handsome and domineering emperor, no one dares to defeat him, and he is high.

Thinking about the experience of being unable to protect his relatives and letting them die tragically, and being coerced by all sides, Zhuang Siyan did not laugh as usual, but sat down beside him silently.

Ling Tiancheng was a little confused about her attitude, and asked lightly, "What's wrong?" ”

Zhuang Siyan shook his head: "I just suddenly want to be with you and lean on you." ”

Ling Tiancheng bent the corners of his mouth, really hugged her in his arms, and gently combed the hair on her sideburns with his fingertips.

"It's very gentle, not like you usually, what's wrong?" He still asked.

Zhuang Siyan said softly: "I suddenly feel homesick." ”

Ling Tiancheng's hand paused.

Homesick? This is a topic that they dare not mention, because whether it is the emperor or the concubine, they say that they are in the palace, but in fact they are all homeless people.

Because home is warm, and here there is only deceit, and endless harm.

Ling Tiancheng didn't want to think deeply, and asked, "Is it because Xiang Zhuang sent a gift today?" ”

Zhuang Siyan shook his head: "What do those things have to do with me, my home is not Zhuang Xiang's home." ”

Ling Tiancheng's hand paused again, his deep eyes looked down from above, and he swept it on Zhuang Siyan's face for a moment, and then moved away.

He actually didn't want to hear words that made him more uncomfortable, but he didn't want to interrupt his Yan'er's thoughts, but somewhere in his heart, it seemed to be poked softly by something, sour, slightly painful.

Zhuang Siyan didn't seem to notice Ling Tiancheng's abnormality, and said softly: "When I was very young, my parents divorced.

Maybe you don't know what divorce means, but for me, it's a big deal, because I don't have a home anymore and my parents aren't around.

I grew up with my grandparents, and they always scolded me, saying that my dad was a scumbag, and my mom was irresponsible, and she gave birth to me and didn't raise me, but only threw it to them.

So I really wanted to get out of there when I was very young, and then I did, and then I went for years and never went back.

But I still remember when I was very young, my parents used to take me out to play and went to many places......"

Zhuang Siyan's words, Ling Tiancheng didn't understand a lot, because it was all modern language, even if she deliberately said it in the words of this era, many words could not be shared.

But Ling Tiancheng could feel Zhuang Siyan's sadness, as well as the loneliness from her heart.

When she said these words, she was obviously leaning into her arms, but Ling Tiancheng felt that she was so far away, so far away that it seemed as if she was in another world.

I can't touch her at all, and I can't feel the joys and sorrows in her world.

He hugged her hard in his arms, put his lips on Zhuang Siyan's forehead, gave her warmth, and seemed to be afraid that she would run away.

Time seemed to freeze slowly, the lights in the room flickered on the faces of the two people, and a layer of yellowish light slowly spread out.

I don't know how long it took for Zhuang Siyan to raise his head, his eyes were bright, and he looked at Ling Tiancheng with a serious expression and said, "You will be my home in the future, okay?" ”

Ling Tiancheng's heart moved, his eyes were hot, and tears seemed to come out.

This is what he once said to his Yan'er.

It's just that what did she do to him at that time?

Very resolute and ruthless: "Brother Xuan, you are not my home, my home is Jia Mingyuan, I just want to be with him all my life." ”

Time and space change, time passes, they are in a different place, in such a cold winter night, Zhuang Siyan actually said such things to him.

Ling Tiancheng didn't know how to react, he looked at the person in front of him in a daze, his lips opened, but he couldn't say a word, he just looked at her like that.

Zhuang Siyan tilted his head, and his expression was much more lonely all of a sudden: "Forget it, I know you don't want to, there are so many concubines in your harem, if everyone treats you as their own home, then aren't you going to be tired to death?" ”

"No, it's not." Ling Tiancheng clenched her hands: "No, Yan'er, I'm just too excited, I didn't expect you to say that and give yourself back to me......"

Zhuang Siyan took it for granted: "I'm married to you, and I don't have any other relatives here, if I don't give it to you, who else can I give it to?" ”

Ling Tiancheng closed his eyes slightly, and when he opened them again, he confirmed that it was not him dreaming, so he hugged Zhuang Siyan heavily to his chest: "I am your home, you alone, from now until later." ”

"That's good, then I'm also your home, in this case, we both have a home, we are a family!"

This night was the best night in Ling Tiancheng's life, better than being newly married to her, better than seeing her, and better than being infatuated with her at that time.

In the countless days that followed, sometimes Zhuang Siyan was so angry that he vomited blood, but every time he remembered what she said this night.

Ling Tiancheng would hypnotize himself: "We are a family, the family must forgive her, she didn't mean it, I am her family, if you get angry at her and get angry with her, then where else can she go?" ”

It turns out that some promises are important for men, and they are also important for women.

However, that night, Zhuang Siyan and Ling Tiancheng slept together, probably because the words they said before were too sacred, they didn't have evil thoughts, but simply hugged each other and slept together.

Early the next morning, Zhuang Siyan woke up from the dragon couch, and Ling Tiancheng had already gone to the morning court.

She sat there and woke up for a long time, and then she jumped up: "I'll go, how can I sleep here?" Did I sleepwalk last night? You can't swim here by sleepwalking, it's a sheep's move.

It's really going to be my own life, Zhuang Siyan, Zhuang Siyan, do you have shi in your head? Why did you touch this side and touch someone's dragon couch?

That Ling Tiancheng was already in a hurry, you are so active, you are not afraid that you will not be able to get out of bed? ”

I asked myself for a while, and looked at it again, but I didn't find anything that didn't move, as if everything was safe, so I hurriedly got dressed and walked out.

Lan Xin and He'er were all waiting outside the hall, and when they saw Zhuang Siyan come out, they were busy putting on another layer of clothes for her, and then they hugged and went to the side hall.

At that time, those concubines with bad intentions were also inquiring about the news of Xuandian.

Although Ling Tiancheng did not let others enter the Xuan Palace, it was inevitable that there would be palace people who did not leak their mouths.

So soon, everyone in the palace knew that Zhuang Siyan was serving the emperor again last night.

At this frequency, it won't be long before she may give birth to a prince, and then there will be nothing else to do.