Chapter 110: Wanru's Emotional Problems
"What do you like about Yongzheng in history? Or your current husband Yinzhen? Tong Jiashi now knows Wanru's worship of Yongzheng in history, and she must understand this problem.
"Of course, it's my current husband Yinzhen." Wanru's answer was categorical. She can still distinguish between reality and illusion.
Seeing this, Tong Jiashi asked another question, "Is the love you said is the love between men and women?" Tong Jiashi deeply doubted this, Yinzhen was only nine years old after all, and Wanru's heart was thirty years old.
If Tong Jiashi knew the word "pedophilia", she would definitely ask Wanru directly if she was a pedophile.
"Of course it's the love of men and women!" Wanru didn't understand Tong Jia's thoughts, and glanced at Tong Jia's in surprise, isn't it the love between men and women?
"But Yinzhen is only nine years old?" Tong Jiashi was also full of surprise.
"What happened to the nine-year-old? The nine-year-old fourth master let me deliver my girl's heart" Wanru sighed, Yinzhen is good, she knows it clearly, "Who let me admire Yongzheng in my last life, in this life, when I look at Yinzhen with an appreciative eye, his advantages are infinitely magnified by me, and his shortcomings are ignored by me, just like that, I slowly like it." ”
Wanru rubbed her face vigorously with her hands, "I just like the fourth master." "Dead hearted.
She had never been in love in her previous life, and she hadn't even held hands with a boy, and in this life, she has shared a bed with Yinzhen for more than two years, even though Yinzhen is only nine years old now, but for Wanru, an innocent little white rabbit who has never held a boy's hand, she can already let her give her heart.
Hearing this, Tong Jiashi smiled. Thinking of the events of his previous life, he sighed with some emotion, "Love is easy for people to lose themselves, especially women." "I sighed. After Tong Jiashi thought about it, he asked a sharp question, "If Yinzhen has other women in the future, what will you do?" ”
Wanru smiled bitterly, "I don't know. I've thought about this question before, when I first wore it, when I married the fourth master, and recently I thought about it, but after thinking about it for so long, I still don't have an answer. If the fourth master really has other women by then, I don't know what I will do. ”
"The historical Ulanala clan. How is it? Tong Jiashi suddenly wanted to know Wanru's fate.
"The historical Wulanala clan, the Wulanala clan is the fourth master's concubine Fujin, and there will be a child in the future, whose name is Honghui, which is the eldest son of the fourth master. However, when Honghui was eight years old, he suddenly fell ill and died, the cause of death is unknown, and since then, the Wulanala clan has never had a child. When the fourth master ascended the throne, the Wulanala clan became the queen, and then in the ninth year of Yongzheng, the Wulanala clan died, and Yongzheng was honored as the Empress of Filial Piety. ”
"This is the life of the Ulanala clan. That is, my whole life, if there are no accidents. Wanru remembered the tragic life of the Ulanala clan in history, and her voice and mood were a little heavy.
"What about Yinzhen's other children?" Tong Jiashi has seen a lot of such a life, and he doesn't think it's unusual, and judging from the current situation of Yinzhen and Wanru. Yinzhen would never just let Wanru have a child, and Wanru's fate would not be so tragic, so she turned to ask questions she was more concerned about.
"The fourth master has a total of ten sons and four daughters, but when he grows up, he only has four sons and one daughter, and the others all died young."
"So few sons? Did someone do it? Tong Jiashi guessed. Compared with Kangxi's son, Yinzhen's son is pitiful.
"Compared with other elder brothers, it is a little less, but there are not many women in the harem of the fourth master, and there are naturally not many sons. As for whether someone did it? Probably, after all, half of the children die young. Wanru really didn't want to discuss this issue, and said that other women in Yinzhen, even if it was only historical, she would be irritable.
"Then if in the future, Yinzhen has other women, and those women give birth to children, will you do anything to those children? After all, your child: Honghui, it seems strange to die. Wanru likes Yinzhen so much, love will make a woman crazy, and children will make women even more crazy, she has to ask Wanru what she thinks.
"Of course not, I have my bottom line." Wanru replied without hesitation. Maybe one day, she will be forced to do it to other women, but child, Wanru will never be able to do it, she is not Tong Jia's, she has her bottom line.
"What if other women do it to you? What about your child? Tong Jiashi didn't let go of Wanru and continued to ask. Wanru has never experienced marriage, has never given birth to children, she can't understand the feeling that a mother can do anything for the sake of her children, Wanru is still too young, and she thinks about reality too beautifully.
"I don't know, I haven't thought about it. I don't know anything, and if I were scheming, I wouldn't be able to fight those native-born women, and I would die a miserable death. Wanru wanted to cry.
I hate myself in my heart for not being angry, and when I encounter this incident, I am at a loss, and I want to cry!
"Wanru ......" Tong Jiashi stood up, walked over and hugged Wanru's small body in his arms.
"Eniang, I like the fourth master, if he has other women, I will collapse, I will definitely not be able to stand it. I shuddered when I thought of that scene, "Wanru hugged Tong Jia's arm and quietly wiped away her tears.
She's so angry, she only cries when she thinks about it.
"Silly child" Tong Jiashi patted Wanru's back gently, and felt a little sad in her heart, "This is the Qing Dynasty, not the 21st century, it is normal to have three wives and four concubines here, Yinzhen will really like other women in the future, and I am also powerless." What you can do is to hold Yinzhen's heart and let him only have you in his heart. As long as he protects you and he is on your side, then nothing else matters. ”
"I know, I'm trying my best to cultivate a relationship with the fourth master, I serve him to dress and wash, I do this and that for him, if I don't really like him, I will do this, I would have pushed it all to the maid to do." Wan Ru choked. She understands the truth, and she is working in the right direction.
In fact, Wanru's personality is the kind of casual and peaceful type, she will work hard to adapt to the environment and make herself comfortable when she arrives in a new environment.
If she wears it to other places and meets a little husband, she will do the same for the sake of a comfortable life in the future, and work hard to cultivate a relationship with the little husband, and now this little husband is Sisi, the Sisi she coveted for a long time in her previous life, she is more willing and happier.
As for what the final result will be, Wanru doesn't know.
What she knew was that she did her best, and she worked hard for her life. In this world, sometimes even if you give a lot, you are very likely to get nothing in return, not to mention that if you don't give, then you will definitely get nothing.
Wanru has always been very self-aware, she is just an ordinary person, she has no magic to make others like her and love her for no reason, for feelings, although she has not been in love, but she has her creed, her creed is that she tries her best to leave no regrets.
Tong Jiashi was speechless, she really wanted to help Wanru, but what she loved the most was Yinzhen, if Yinzhen really liked other women, she couldn't stop her.
In the next few days, Kangxi was busy with political affairs, so he took the Queen Mother and Tong Jiashi and others to visit the attractions in Yangzhou, and saw that she was about to leave Yangzhou, Tong Jiashi was still hesitating, whether she wanted to commit suicide.
Wanru's words that day touched her a lot, she didn't want to die like this, she still had concerns, she wanted to fight, since she could change the fate of others, she also wanted to change her own fate.
When he was hesitating, this morning, Tong Jiashi woke up as usual, and asked Qin Sang and Bisi to come in and wait for her to wash, Qin Sang and Bisi walked in with a basin and a face towel, Tong Jiashi lifted the curtain of the bed, got out of bed, and was about to stretch her waist and yawn, when the basin in Bisi's hand fell down with a bang, and then pointed to Tong Jiashi and said, "Niangniang, Niangniang, you, you" Bisi's arms were trembling, and her voice was trembling.
Hearing this, Qin Sang followed Bisi's gaze, it didn't matter, the tray in his hand also fell, and then pointed at Tong Jiashi in line with Bisi's movements, and he couldn't say anything, but he finally said the key point, "Niangniang, your face." Your face"
When Tong Jiashi heard this, he reached out and touched his face, not knowing why. When she was about to walk to the mirror to take a look, Mama Wu came in, and the first thing Mama Wu saw when she entered the room was Tong Jia's, Mama Wu was also shocked when she saw it, but after all, she was experienced and experienced, so she quickly looked at the scene in the room, and saw that Qin Sang and Bisi were staying in place, obviously stunned.
Mama Wu calmed down, walked past Qin Sang and Bisi to Tong Jia's face, Tong Jia's said suspiciously, "Mama Wu, what's wrong?" Why are you all surprised? ”
Mama Wu didn't say anything, but instructed Qin Sang and Bisi, "You two clean up, go down, remember, you didn't see anything, understand?" Mama Wu's voice was a little gloomy, revealing a hint of ruthlessness.
Qin Sang and Bisi trembled in their hearts, they had worked with Mama Wu for so many years, and they had never seen Mama Wu like this, the two of them hurriedly leaned over, and then quickly packed up the basin and towels in the place, and then bowed down and withdrew.
Seeing this, Tong Jiashi had a bad thought in her heart, and she walked quickly to the mirror, wanting to see what was wrong with her face.
Seeing the face in the mirror clearly, Tong Jiashi shouted "ah", she turned back to look at Mama Wu in disbelief, "Mama Wu, the face of the palace, the face of the palace" said the last face word, Tong Jiashi was already a little choked.
She didn't even dare to look back in the mirror, she didn't dare to take a second look. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )